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Wednesday, October 13, 2004


   Disappointment
idk wht to think, maybe its mood swings 0.o but while i was walking back from lunch...aka my ''contemplating time at school'', i thought, time passes by so fast, that everything is fake, there are no real people, no real emotions, no real scenes, no real days, its just a passage in time that goes on forever without stopping, but it lets humans stop for good if it wants, but that doesnt matter because other humans go on...i guess im saying is, what is life but an unreal ticking clock of repetition?

I never felt so empty as i did today...it just felt like, i could fall over and i would be another speed bump in this highway of life, other will haveta go over me and go on w/ going down the highway...nothing matters, nada.

im concerned, i havent been eating right...idk y either, i want to eat, and like today, i ate 1/4 of a huge bowl of tomatoe soup w/ bread...twas my supper. i had to force it down my throat...maybe stress is causing it, or maybe im just thinking to much, or its in my head, but im just getting into really bad eating habits...

(ps to all the foolish people out there, IM NOT ANOREXIC..one more of u start something like tht shzt and i will fckin cuse u out...gdit.)

wow, bush and kerry both dissing each other, not giving a shit bout ne1s' future, lol USA rox! XD

~I'm seeing red....dont think you have to see my face again...i have no time for sympathy, cuz it never happened to me..~

~keightz

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