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Sunday, October 24, 2004


   Finally finding a balance...
well, so far, today was wow. lol, i got to church and my self esteem ''dropped'' 50 pts bc one, tht damn test (finally told madre and shes going to raise a riot), 2, she has no patience w/ me and driving nemore.. and 3- i am not consquently a 'dumb blonde' to ppl and am really actually smart and not this sorta fckin mask (which i sorta agree w/..lol) but yea, its the thing that my own mother says it and it hurts...but oh well, idc, ill do wht i want, my life. etc etc, teenage drama shzzt, lol

in other news! /tee/ its cold outside and the era of ''celtic remendy'' has finally awakened within me! yay! (aka when i sorta connect through nature during cold months) this is where im more content and more imaginational during the year, which is my fav. time of the year! ^^ thts y i wanna move somewhere cold so i can be contentish all the time. having a tranquility moment with nature really did help me become stress free and such and so i give my thanks to nature today.

ima lay this out straight cuz i am tired of it. i am smart, im not a dumb blonde, i CAN use my mind if u can believe it or not *sparkle sparkle* for how the hell do i get through school? and let me assure u, many other people break stuff just as much as i do, and HFS! my stuff actually gets fixed....and this mind of mine...i dont show what i really think for the thoughts are probably to deep for some and therefore, if i did tell them what went on in my 'wee little mind' all sparks of hell would break loose....lol akaka, shut the F up and dont judge me nemore ^_^ thank you.

since that is now off my chest and i am no longer a freaking mask, lets just say, I LOVE MY FRIENDS! lol yall cheer me up so damn much i couldnt get through life with out yall! heath and ze blue tongues and carla and the beach dancer! lol ty muchos! ^_^ -Keightz-

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