Thursday, September 14, 2006

   Conclusion
I've become really obsessed with history and other such subjects relating to school. ._.; I'm such a nerd. Anyhow, I've thought about my daily posting and I've come to the conclusion that it really doesn't tell anyone anything about me. So I've decided to resort to what I've lived off for the last year or so. Stories and poems written by me. ;p Though its come to my attention that I don't want other people to copy my ideas, I really want to share them with people. So hopefully no one will do such things and just read and appreciate what I type(those who do read it).
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Sunday, September 10, 2006

   Sunday Morning
I've spent most of my Sunday mornings in church. Listening to the priest perch about something I've heard about a gazillion times. But even so, everytime I enter that church, and sit... I always feels like I'm learning something new. Maybe hearing the same story for the first time. And that makes me happy, to in some way, be able to repay my religion back with my attention and love.

Its true I may have some problems with following my religion, but the bible never says to follow it to a "T" and I know the stories aren't literal. As I learned through a quote:

"History is but a fable that we all agree upon."

I know its hard for some to understand my Catholic and Christian religion, but I have to say, I may not really understand it either. But there's an appeal to following something so blindly. At least there is to me. Its all about the faith. You just need to have faith in something. And I really doubt it matters.... As long as you know what you do it wrong, or right.
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Pink
Pink is not my favorite color. On the contrary I probably dislike it most out of all. But I've come to be... indifferent towards it since my friends constantly have it around me. It used to burn my eyes as much as yellow did. I used to wish it gone but now... its just there.

Light... Soft pink, I love. Hot, bright pink is amusing. But... Pink itself, is an annoyance.

But thats a part of life too isn't it?

To hate things, to love things, and to eventually become indifferent to all... It is... Just a part of life.
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Tuesday, August 29, 2006

   Today
You know how sometimes you really wish the world would just freeze frame and hopefully you could figure everything out? I kind of felt like that today. This morning I don't know how you could explain it, but I felt like I was missing something. Something was wrong, and thats how I've felt most of my life.

It came to me this night while I was laying on the floor staring at the ceiling fan. I missed Audrey. Whenever I'd wonder what was wrong? What am I missing? Its always school... and Audrey. I'm always doing something wrong, and after watching video after video with me and my friends, I can see I'm not needed. Possible invisible... and I hate that a lot. I don't want to be the center of attention but... I don't know something's wrong with me.

I guess feeling invisible is just another part of life.

I kept thinking to myself how much I wanted to call her, or do something, but, her mom hates me so I haven't had the guts to call her in months.
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Sunday, August 27, 2006

   Art
I've suddenly developed an interest in Pop Art and homoerotic artists. I blame much of this on my friend Jojo and my teacher's project in which I must find an artist I am interested in. xD Having to look someone up on my own is causing some panic in myself because I know I'll probably end up with an artist that is unacceptable.


And my interest in certain artists aren't always for their technique but for their past. What made them who they were and what caused them to draw in such ways, and such people.
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   Full Metal Alchemist the Movie!
Yesterday was just any other day, I was at home most of the time trying to find something to entertain myself with, when I remembered, TODAY I'M GOING TO WATCH FMA THE MOVIE IN THEATERS!!

I was so excited I almost peed my pants waiting for the tickets! xD IT was THAT exciting. lol. Well unfortunately when we got to the front of the line, I happily declared I was to see the FMA movie, and what did the man tell me? SOLD OUT. Ugh!! I could have just died. Plus I misunderstood him the first couple of times so I was also annoyed.

We ended up going to watch "Accepted" which was obviously not anime, and spent the night stalking all the FMA fans that showed up. lol! We were just going crazy when we found a actual GUY dressed up as Edward AND he had the metal arm!! <33 Amazing!!

So yes, after the movie we rushed to the entrance to the FMA movie to watch everyone come out, yes I know pathetically, but geez, what can you expect from a couple of rabid fangirls?? lol!

And WOW!! Some of these guys were hot!! xD The cosplayers were great, I mean, they were OUR people! No weird glances at he squeling of glee or the continous hugging. Sure, they were scared of what we might end up doing, but they understood. lol

So my friend Nat, dressed up as Edward, went and proposed to Hughes!! Awww... KAWAII!! Lol, a little shounen-ai here and there. And that one girl who told us about Power Anime or something who was wearing an YAOI SHIRT!! Ahhh!! xDD <3 Jen-a-ma-ferr went and propsed to one of the Edwards too, and I jumped on every peson who cosplayed in site, jst molesting them like hell and squealing like no tomorrow. lol

That was the best night EVER!




God I love anime.
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Monday, April 17, 2006

   Yep Yep
Just updating today. I haven't been online in so long.=[ I was never really paid much attention to when I was online but meh. I doubt it will change now. xD So recently I've gotten into the high school I applied to and wow! The year is almost over.=[ I'll be a Sophmore in who know how long.

I've also recently become very close to my boyfriend but, distance. Considering he lives wwaaayyyy over there. @_@; Won't give a place but you can guess state-ly distance. And well, I miss him.=[

Just hoping for the best this week.^^ On Spring Break and all. Wish it was as wild as most would think but... I'm a boring person. xD Haven't done anything.^^; Oh well. All for the best. At least things aren't going bad, right?
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