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Tuesday, August 29, 2006

   Today
You know how sometimes you really wish the world would just freeze frame and hopefully you could figure everything out? I kind of felt like that today. This morning I don't know how you could explain it, but I felt like I was missing something. Something was wrong, and thats how I've felt most of my life.

It came to me this night while I was laying on the floor staring at the ceiling fan. I missed Audrey. Whenever I'd wonder what was wrong? What am I missing? Its always school... and Audrey. I'm always doing something wrong, and after watching video after video with me and my friends, I can see I'm not needed. Possible invisible... and I hate that a lot. I don't want to be the center of attention but... I don't know something's wrong with me.

I guess feeling invisible is just another part of life.

I kept thinking to myself how much I wanted to call her, or do something, but, her mom hates me so I haven't had the guts to call her in months.
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