Thursday, November 29, 2007

Hey everyone! I'm in school again! Too bad this is probably the only time that I'm going to be able to make my posty-post about my lifey life.

Well everything's been going great, I'm still pretty sad and my heart is still broken, but I'll get over it! *Has been saying that she'll get over it for about 2 months already and still hasn't gotten over it*. TT_TT Shhhhhhh.

Well I hate social studies. Our teacher doesn't even teach. All he does is go, "Read the section, do the assignments, and then make sure you know the material for the test next week." XD It's pretty cool actually. =)

Rawr;; but anyways, if you don't want to hear a rant, then you might want to scroll down until you see like...5 stars or something. =]

I'm tired of having my heart broken over and over again. I still just can't get over how people just say that they're so close to you and stuff, but then you find out that they're lying in the end. Either that they're lying or that their making jokes about it. I'm tired of being used as if I'm a sex toy! (Yes, I do phone sex XD and it's great fun too =D) Sometimes it feels just as if people just use me for that, and it's driving me BESERK. I feel like a pathetic little thing...maybe I'll become a stripper and a hooker xP. Not really. That'd be kinda cool...xD Anyways. I really hate my love life right now. I don't know who to trust when they say they love me anymore, and I don't know whether I should tell them if I love them (as a friend.)

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I'm done. Toodles.
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Tuesday, November 27, 2007

Hello everyone! I'm in school again, and I just wanted to say that I won't be posting much or checking for messages. TT_TT I got grounded again for talking on the phone with a boy at midnight for an hour. I mean come on, is it that big of a deal? Well I'll be sneaking on at school when I can, because that's the only time I'll be able to get on the computer. TT_TT Well this is pretty much my goodbye to all of you for awhile, because...yeah you get the point. O____o

Love you all! Leave me comments, GB signs and nice things. =]

Toodles!
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Monday, November 26, 2007

So right now I'm in school again. Yes, I know, I always post when I'm in school. TT_TT Don't ask why. *Tells you anyways* I'm always on the computer at school because I have a class that involves doing homework on the computer. =D Yay me, because then I can go places. XD To bad some sites are blocked. *Cough myspace Cough* I'm addicted. Well I hope you all like the new picture that I put up! =^_^= I like it a lot, hehe. This picture was taken during school when we were allowed to bring cameras to school. It was for one day only, but I got a lot of pictures. =] I'll probably show you a few of them someday when I feel like it.

Well class is almost over! *Happy dances in chair* Finally I get to go home. But I have to walk home in the snow. TT_TT I have no problem with the snow, don't get me wrong, it's just that it's really cold and I don't like walking when I'm cold.

Well I'm going to be going now, so I don't get in trouble! Have a good day all of you!
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Saturday, November 24, 2007

Well right now, I'm watching Ouran High School Host Club, and its soooooooooooooooooo cute! Aha, I love it. I love how they mistake Haruhi for a girl, and then Tamaki (or whatever his name is, I forgot and I'm watching right now) finds out that she's actually a girl. I would sooooo do that. xD

Well I'm going to continue watching and stuff, feel free to IM me on AIM.

rockxyurrxworldx
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Friday, November 23, 2007

Hey everyone! Happy Thanksgiving! Well..day after Thanksgiving. Hehe. I hope you all had a good time, because I know I did...sorta. I was like...CRAZY the whole day. I would not shut up and I wouldn't stop jumping on people. Yes, I know, I have a thing for jumping on people.

But yesterday, I also got grounded because I wasn't supposed to be on the computer at my grandma's. O well, I'm still gonna be sneaking on because I love talking to my friends here! =)

Well today is really going to be bleh for me. Nothing's really happening. I'll be sneaking on and off the computer and stuff, to check if I've got messages =]. I'm risking getting grounded to talk to you all xD Lol. Well I hope you all have a good day, and I hope to talk to you soon! Hehehe bye!

(Oh yeah, you HAVE to check out Tila Tequila on Myspace. I love her, lmfao. You also have to watch her show on MTV, A Shot At Love with Tila Tequila) XD
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Sunday, November 18, 2007

Hey everyone! I gots a new theme: Death Note; Light Yagami. =] I love him, he's like...the ultimate smexx. lmfao. I hope you likey. I'm working on the avatar right now, so just hang in there.

But RAWR;; none of you called me T_T I really needed it yesterday. =\ Life really sucks. X_X It makes me go RAWR! An angry rawr too, not the cute girly kitty rawr which I do well. =]

Well anyways, I'm at my grandma's house. Well, it's not really her house anymore, as she passed away a couple months ago, but I can't stand calling it my aunt and uncle's house. I'm sorry, I just can't.

I'm going to be on allllllll day. xP I have no life. Seriously, who stays on MyOtaku all day? I do. =) It'll be worth it if someone calls me. It'll make my day too. PLEASE CALL! ¢¾
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?No. 1: Where do you go to shop for clothes

?No. 2: Do you buy your own groceries

?No. 3: Do you think people talk about you behind your back

?No. 4: When's the last time you had a sour gummy worm

?No. 5: Whats your favorite fruit

?No. 6: If there was a fire, what would be the first thing you would grab

?No. 7: Do you have a picture of yourself doing a cartwheel

?No. 8: Have you ever tried to build something

?No. 9: Do you play with legos

?No. 10: Do you play with barbies

?No. 11: Who's your favorite Disney Princess

?No. 12: Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend

?No. : Would you rather have blue skin or purple skin

?No. 14: Have you ever gotten a sunburn

?No. 15: Have you eaten snow

?No. 16: Have you watched Star Wars, any of the six

?No. 17: Do you have a fuzzy pen

?No. 18: Do you fix your bed

?No. 19: What color are your bedsheets

?No. 20: Do you wear slippers

?No. 21: What is the coolest lamp you own

?No. 22: What's your favorite flower

?No. 23: Did you go or do you want to go to prom

?No. 24: What does your tissue box look like

?No. 25: Did you ever open a lemonade stan

?No. 26: Were you or are you in ballet

?No. 27: Do you listen to classical music

?No. 28: What's the longest book you've read

?No. 29: What smiley best represents you

?No. 30: What do you do when you are stuck

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Saturday, November 17, 2007

Well I'm pretty pissed off still. Not hurting as much anymore, which is a good thing. =) But the thing that's pissing me off most is that everyone is lying to me. Someone that I met online sent me a picture of "him", but it wasn't really him. It was his friend. When he sent me a real picture of him. RAWR. When I saw his real pic, I like died, because...I dunno. I feel like no one trust me X_X And I can't trust anyone really anymore, except for a good few. Well I really don't have much to post about. My parents are going to the football game in Michigan. It's about...oh say...1 20 minutes from where I live. =] Haha, that's like the only benifit of living in Michigan. I'll be staying with my aunt and uncle tomorrow. I'll probably be on all day from like 1 P.M. - 5 P.M. XD
I get to use the computer YAYS! =)

Well I'll be on the rest of the day if I can, so message someone! =D They'd be appriciated especially after what happened. >_>

Calls help too!

586 -212 - 8694

>_> Call please?
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Friday, November 16, 2007

Today is much better than before. Bruises still hurt, but duh, of course they're going to hurt. =\ I heal slowly, which sucks more. .___. *cries* GWAH I HATE MY LIFE. But I'm taking it as it comes. If my physical pains heal slowly, my emotional pains heal slower. My heart is still all sunken and stuff. >_>

Rawr, I've tried my best to avoid all of those people, but I can't help it! It's too late to switch classes, and all of them are either in one of my classes or all of them are in the same one. >__> Rawr, I think the only think that's keeping me going is love. I really want to meet him, BUT HE HAS TO LIVE SO FAR AWAY! RAWWWRRR IT MAKES ME MAD.

O___o. I've got thing for 'rawr-ing' lately. .___. O well.

I hope you all have a good day! Message me if you feel like it. I'll be here. =D
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Wednesday, November 14, 2007

So today sucked. =\ Got all heartbroken, and no, my boyfriend didn't break up with me. My emotions were shot and killed like they were nothing. I don't really want to go into detail, but yeah.

And today sucked even more, because I got beat up at school! All those stupid popular asses came and cornered me after school at the back, and then they started kicking me and punching me and shit. I got all these bruises everywhere and I'm sooooo sore. I've already had bruises from before and stuff, and I have them on my back, so I can barely keep my backpack on my back. =\

Well I'm out, I'm going to go cry more.

Thanks a lot for caring about me, kevin...You probably wouldn't care if I got ran over...
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Friday, November 9, 2007

..::A...A...A+...B?!?!?::..

Well today was the day we got report cards! I didn't do that bad! =] I got a B on my report card though in science, because I got a C on one test and that brought my grade down. X_X Whatever though. It's cool, my parents are cool with it as long as I bring it back up to an A.

Well yeah, the A+ was in band (I'm such a band geek, I'm so ashamed *hides from you*). Lol. And I did pretty good. NOthing really much planned for the weekends, sadly. =\ Maybe,. Oh yeah. I WANNA BUY GUITAR HERO 3 SOO BAD. Lmfao. =] I love that game. And I love going KABOOM. Lol, inside joke between me and my friend James. He's awesome. =] Well that's it for today.

Bye bye, amigos! =]
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