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Thursday, March 30, 2006


OMG! Haven't updated in like, ever

Wow it has been awhile. Someone posted I should update more and I thought the only person who read my journal was chocobo_gene and he stopped updating in December and this site brought bad memories so... yeah. Also my co-workers (now ex-coworkers) discovered it at the time and exposed my sexuality at work... charming.

So yeah, life is interesting now. I'm now in Louisville, KY of all places and trying to find my way. I've been couch surfing and have yet to find a place of my own... or a job of my own. Also, my car was totalled.... my beautiful Celica:

So that's REALLY sad. Well I thought maybe I'll try that whole UK thing again. Unfortunately back then I was a total asshole and ruined my chances of making it easy. Chocobo_Gene (Richard) had offered me a place to stay while I was there and help finding a job and all but I blew that out of the water with my insecurity. So now I'm having to find other means. I have several reasons for wanting to go to the UK:
1. It's been my dream to go for the past three years... I love the culture, the people, and most of all, the music.
2. I have quite a few friends there... unfortunately not friends who have a place for me to stay.
3. I don't think I can move on until I hold Richard in my arms and tell him how horrible I've felt and how sorry I am.

#3 is a long story and it's not for this journal, but it does still pain me what happened to us.

Anyways, I'm really needing friends now and if you live in the UK, then I really need you XD Just wanted to let everyone know I'm still alive and yes, the picture above is recent.

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