Monday, May 16, 2005

Sorry, please forgive me, I've broken the promise

Current: Feeling: Exhaustion Song: Rolling Down Rodeo with a Shotgun ---- Sorry, first of all, to John, I wasn't aware of the spelling... and I just put the H in Weezer. Also, I'm sorry I didn't have time to post that other update. I've been busy with studying for finals and all. This is my last week of school, and I can't wait for next year. Anyways, this weekend has been a blast. I had a double header saturday with my Senior League team (15/16 year olds). I pitched the first game, and found out that a bunch of my friends were on the other team. ^_^ I rocked. :-P Then, today (Sunday) I had my little bro's party. Lots of swimming and little kids... I'm tired. Plus, have I said I'm going to Hawaii the 25? I'm not sure, but I thought I might warn you of a halting of posts for that week I'm gone. I return the 1st of June. Well, I have to go and finish writing up my science final... good day to all.

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Friday, May 13, 2005

I don't think I've ever had a snappy, intellegent heading

Current: Mood: Reluctant Song: Wheezer - Beverly Hills ------ I can't say much now. It's been a while, and I miss updating here. I just can't seem to find the time with 7 days of school left *counting today*. Well, nothing happened to my friend, he found out a way to work his problems. And, since there's 7 days of school, that's at most 5 days to bring my grades up some. _-_;; I wish I wasn't such a slacker. heh. Anyways, I promise a real update later, for I'm off to school now.

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Thursday, May 5, 2005

OMFG!!! It's been a long 2 hours

Current: Mood: Depressed/Releaved/Angst/All that same old crap. Song: BYOB - System of a Down *Tis on the radio* ------ Pardon my language *throughout this post*, but holy shit I'm shaking.... Sorry if this post has typos, It's late for me, and I was just scared to tears. I had just spent the last two hours trying to figure what the fuck was wrong with him. He was hinting at problems all the time I've talked to him today, but when I'd try and play the good friend card and help, he'd seclude me. He then started suddenly isolating himself from all of his friends, and even me. Both my friend and I have been trying to help all day, and he forced both of us into tears of fear. He's a fun kid, and actually is the best part of many peoples days, but he didn't seem right today. He made a comment along the lines of "You guys'll never see me wandering around like I usually do at lunch.... ever." And it terrified us both. From the vibe we were getting through our conversations, he was going to isolate himself from everyone who cares about him, and sounded suicidal. Gah, enough on that subject, he's fine now, and has promised me that he won't do anything until I get to talk to him tomorrow. Heh... Also, I got some of my past off my chest to Elfpirate, and feel exceptionally better. ^_^ Thanks for your time. Now, on to what I wanted to talk about BEFORE all of the above happened. Upon reading John's post, which encluded Fahrenhiet 451. I had greatly enjoyed that novel last year when I read it. I had greatly appreciated the novel at that time, yet didn't fully understand it. Because of my AIMS english class, I now have a higher ablilty to analize what it meant. ^_^ Thanks, but now I can't seem to finish out my post.... I'm just shaking too bad. I'm going to bed tomorrow, I have a feeling it will be a long day.

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Wednesday, April 27, 2005

Yay!!!

I'm back for a while... yet some of you never knew I left. ^_^ Well, it's been a while since I have last posted. Um, what's been happening? Well, I have been getting more playing time. ^_^ BIG PLUS!!! I have been working like mad prepping for my honors classes finals. Big task. I started my LAB FINAL for my AIMS (above honors at my school) Science class... it's... challenging. _-_ I've been loosing weight through exercise and baseball. ^_^ Another big plus! Last but not least, I've been talking to some people. And I have really been enjoying it. I don't mean only IRL, I mean online and all. It's always fun when I have time. So, what's new with all of you?

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Sunday, April 10, 2005

Heh

I just downloaded Firefox. ^_^ Let the experience begin. I might have a few questions to ask some people, but all in all It shall be fun. ^_^ Later, I'm off to chores.

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Wednesday, April 6, 2005

*I hate finding even more crappy-ish titles*

Current: Mood: Disappointment Song: Rings of Fire - Jonny Cash ---- That song was playing in a restuarant's jukebox I was just in. ^_^ Well, I'm disappointed. My school had a spirit assembly today... and nobody seemed to care. I was STOKED!!! I loves my school. Well, the crowd was mediocre, but I still got a good experience out of it. Heh... today was supposed to be my big day. I haven't played for a few games, as I said earlier, and I was ready to deliver my best. Yet, minutes before the final bell rang today, the game was canceled. I never got this message, and was waiting on the bus with some of my fellow teammates and some JV players. We had a long practice instead. I just got back from the Batting Cages, and goodness gracious does my hand hurt. I can't figure out why when I swing wood bats I tend to relax my grip. But what ever is happening is causing the bat to shoot back into the area between my index finger and thumb... and brusing it. Well, some semicomments on comments: To Teh Baron: The coaches aren't singling me out and not playing me, they just seem to forget about me when the need comes. Then they start appoligising, when they haven't done anything wrong. Tis their team and should be run the way THEY want. ^_^ Not the way of some whiny little brat. *ie: me...* Night to all.

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Tuesday, April 5, 2005

Zoom zoom ZOOOM!!

Current: Mood: OMFG WTF!!!! esk type stuff. Song: Say What You Say - Eminem *tis playing on LaunchCast* ----- Gah... tis been a long day. I've had a hellolota school work, and a game today. We did very well, sticking with the opponents, and often in the lead, until the sixth inning of play. My team had switched pitchers, and all teh problems started. Our pitcher is all off speed... as in there is nothing fast about him. After he went in, the entire team seemed to get lazy. _-_ I hate it when they give up. I was told I was going to get some minor time today... but didn't, and I was told that I was starting pitcher tomorrow. And if coach decides to pitch someone else, and I'm stuck bench warmer for the 6th game in a row... he'll probably find his sensitive areas meeting the end of my bat. *_* Just painful to think about. I've been promised and rejected all those six games I've haven't played in this row. That's SIX games were I have had to watch my fellow teamates and friends enjoy themselves, while I have to crunch little symbols and crap. _-_ I can't stand being their toy. But I have to put up with it if I want to continue with all my current progress. Please ignore if it sounds like I'm ungrateful or complaining. This team is one of the best things going for me at the moment, and I wouldn't trade it for the world, but the coaches just keep singling me out, "Hey, I'm playing you tomorrow," or, "Hey, I'm getting you some playing time." And neither of them have come through for a while.... tis just aggrivating. GAH... I feel as if this post comes off as whining....... Well, let's turn the tables and let me ask some questions; Do you have a question you want me to answer? How was your day? Has anything interesting happened to you recently? Well... toodles, I'm off to finish my homework and go to bed. G'night to all.

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Saturday, April 2, 2005

   With teh barfing, and teh sickness, and the LAVEN!!

Current: Mood: Depressed - you'll see why later in this post Song: um.... Video Killed the Radio Star (stupid OB thread. ^_^) --- Heh, it's been a long couple of days since I've updated. Well, Thrusday I went to a Diamond Backs - Boston Red Sox spring training game. ^_^ It was easily the best game I've ever been too. The family sitting in front of us was just a HUGE Boston family. ^_^ A family of that size, and you absolutly must have a sence of humor. Well, the dad's were two brothers, and the rest were their wives and kids. One tried to set me up with his niece. ^_^ She was really nice about it... but the idea of her having to put up with me is just terrible. I was so sorry for her. _-_;; The game was awesome, we spent most of the time just tooling around with them. ^_^ Well, yesterday, right after waking up, I took three steps and started vomiting. I think I have the flu. I was determined though to go to school. My parents were concerned, but I'm not missing a game of mine unless something is missing or breaking through the skin. The day was fine, I had occasional feelings that I needed to vomit, but I held back, not wanting anyone to know I was sick. I got through the day, and game time came. ^_^ I just had a feeling it was my time to play (seeing as I haven't for the last three games) and was psyked. Well... I get there... and the coach plays another kid instead, almost completely forgetting about me. -_-;; I was ScoreBook boy again. We were close all game, and bairly lost. Was great fun to watch. After the game we went home, had dinner, and were packing to go to my dads... when teh nausia hit again. I felt absolutly horrible. Then, this morning at around 12 midnight, I woke up with TeRrIbLe chest pain. OMFG!! I hurt so badly that I couldn't even breath. I walked into the bathroom and started wretching agian... then the power went out. Heh, fun couple of days, huh? ^_^ It's all good. I'm sorry for anyone who was grossed out by this, but I just felt like posting. Anything fun happen to you this week?

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Sunday, March 27, 2005

_-_

I don't have much to say today. Happy Easter Sunday to all. ... People like Juu are starting to piss me off. She is quiting her DA and MyO site for a while because she thinks she's fat and is going to go and do something about it. She is actually very healthy, and is only hurting herself at the moment. Wait, let me rephrase that. She is not only hurting herself, she is hurting those around her. She is hurting the people that care about her, and they try and stop her, but she isn't listening. I'm sorry to say this now, and please forgive me, but Juu, your being stupid. Heh... now.... I have nothing more to say. Good bye everyone, and enjoy your day.

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Saturday, March 26, 2005

Heh

Well, nothing much is happening. As usual. I'm currently babysitting, and, nothing happening. _-_ I noticed DA wasn't currently up, as if they were having server problems. I was thinking of putting this on there as a joke. ^_^ Maybe I could post it, and some piccys and such on OB... I'm not sure. I had a bit of a scare today when I hear Mimmi's MyO was turned off. What would we do without our loving, and amazing neighbor? Everyone should visit Mimmi's MyO. Tis a great thing she's back.

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