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Monday, November 8, 2004


   not good
i've been real messed up latley i've been having visions of being killed by demons and nightmars about it to i've become so sick it hurts to walk or even move....and last but not least meh damn hearts gettin to meh...yeah you heard right....latley i've been having mixed emotions about everything...it's so confusing i just want to ripe the dang thing out and burn it my brain is confusing me to....-im not one for big crushes but suddenly gak-...yeah you heard/read right but im not even sure who exactly it is....sigh it's weird becaus i know whats going on...during your teenage years your brain "rewires" itself preping for adult hood and thats why teens act the way they do and i thought i could deal with it but at this moment i just want to die on top of all that i've fallen into another "phase" or pit od depression this time it's real like a gothic thing it's never been like this before aside from my pyshical health im worried about my mental health latley i've also become violent and my smiles arnt that real anymore i've also relized why i hate my family so much maybe it has to do with the fact that they don't accept me gak i have to go now buh bais

~doko din: my life is going no where fast~

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