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Birthday
• 1991-06-12
Gender
• Female
Location
• oklahoma
Member Since
• 2004-08-05
Occupation
• student/demon/vampire ^_^
Real Name
• jennifer

Personal

Achievements
• passing 6th grade XD
Anime Fan Since
• well actually about a year or two i guess i use to be a long time fan off sailor moon,DBZ,and speed racer...but then again wernt we all ^_^
Favorite Anime
• umm theres wouldn't be enough room here to explain i mean that to put it short I LOOOOOOVE ALLLLLL ANIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Goals
• i acturaly hate art.....but i would like to prove myself to someone in the future after doing so i plane to leave this awful stat and move away....FAR away >.>
Hobbies
• anime,the net,not school..also i read manga alot to..do those count has hobbies..i acturally hate art yet i draw all the time....err when im supposed to be paying attention in class is more like it *sweats* heh heh...role playing duh!! XD
Talents
• ummmm......does it count if i hate being good a drawings?......im one of those people that i could do anything or be anything if i out my mind to it...but erm.....i lost that a long time ago XD

myOtaku.com: doko din

Saturday, January 1, 2005

bored with my life
yeah im sorry for this whiny post but i couldn't help it.....suddenly im depressed again i just don't know what im going to do...i..i just don't know some happy new year this is huh?.....i just can't wait to get this year over with like the rest.....i dunno for the past two years i havn't had very happy new years...i was sooo happy this year because i was alone and i didn't have to watch the ball drop!! but something else made me sad...what i have no idea one thing im happy about is being alone but my dad will be home soon....so i wont be alone much longer...i also have to deal with the constant nagging of my lil brother.....i can't stand him....no part of me really loves him even though i try to tell myself that...to tell the truth no part of me wants to love anyone....sure my friends are the dearest thing's to me but love is something i hate....boyfriends are overated even if i have one i still look at him as a mer friend and nothing else.....i also feel that this is the lightest depresion yet...like i said before that my depresions keep getting closer and closer.....three in this past month more then ever....i fear this one may grow to be like the last though....trying to bring myself out of it doesn't work and i hate to remind myself about being depressed i think the whole idea is stupid and theore's mean nothing to me...

sombody once asked me if i don't love anyone what do i live for?

i can hardly say that i "live" i just drift along....but what my mission in life is to prove that i can make it on my own....something that im told i can never do...even by my own family.....yeah...anyways i feel lingering in the past is a weakness and i refuse to stay depressed forever......but i will prove myself and i will leave this awful state sooner or later and no body will stop me.....i don't care i'll leave and i wont come back......

~doko din:what life to you is, is nothing to me~
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