Monday, October 29, 2007

Get Your Own Player! Links Backroom Log Out Home Guestbook Be My Friend Message Myspace Updates Monday 7:45 pm i dont feel like posting but i am anyway. i dont have time either but whatever. i have an english paper to write. oh idk why im saying this.... when i dont feel like posting i talk about the things that either dont bother me or are pointless to bring up. for almost 2 weeks i kept my happy mood. but now its gone so things have been meh ..this is stupid. noone wants to hear about my problems. noone wants to hear about me. i dont wanna hear about me. and im rambling now. maybe 2maro will be better but i really doubt it. my day is only okay if nothing goes wrong, and if there's something already wrong then what? yeah... so i doubt it. oh 4get this ..like i said, this is stupid. everything is stupid. i got out of whats probably the worst part of my life and i just havta keep telling myself its not over. its not over until its all gone. and its never going to be gone. never gonna go away. i think im going on about this on here b/c it seems like none of my friends will listen, or that they're just not there. or they're too busy with other crap thats so important ..but whats that important about me anyways. oh whatever

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Monday, October 1, 2007

Get Your Own Player! Links Backroom Log Out Home Guestbook Be My Friend Message Myspace Updates Monday 6:05 pm this has been one of the most miserable days i've had in a while. it sucked. i'll just have to get over it. i probably wont. it will build onto the next. whatever. im so pathetic. noone's gonna read this. noone can help me. screw this

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Sunday, September 23, 2007

Get Your Own Player! Links Backroom Log Out Home Guestbook Be My Friend Message Myspace Updates Sunday 11:35 am i know i havnt updated in a while. but it doesnt matter. iv been alright. i havnt been letting things get to me. school's been ok. gonna be a long year though. i hate my science class. we dont learn anything. im tired today. or am i relaxed? i dont know. probably both. i have nothing that's important to talk about. that i want to talk about. my posts are always worthless. school is keeping me from doing what i want to do. i dont mean games and doing nothing. important things. at least they're important to me. im running out of things to say on here. bye

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Saturday, September 1, 2007

Get Your Own Player! Links Backroom Log Out Home Guestbook Be My Friend Message Myspace Updates Saturday 5:00 pm hi everyone. last night was my first football game ^^' im in the band so of course i had to go. i really had a great time ^_^ things have been getting easier for me this year. i can actually have a good time without worrying about something. i just hope it stays that way. as long as i dont get too stressed and if the teachers dont make me hold a grudge, school will be ok. but then there's my mom and her problems ~_~ well thats it for now. bye

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Wednesday, August 22, 2007

Get Your Own Player! Links Backroom Log Out Home Guestbook Be My Friend Message Myspace Updates Wednesday 12:40 pm well here's my new site. u dont have to sign my guestbook again. i dont care. im still changing the layout but w/e monday's school. finally. for some reason i want the summer to end. just get on with my life. the freshmen orientation is on friday. and afterwards im spending the night at deandra's w/ my friends. so that'll be fun. iv spent almost all my money on books. i already finished Go Ask Alice and im almost done reading Rx. about 50 more pages. it's about a girl that's pretty sure she has ADHD but her parents dont believe there's anything wrong with her. then her friend's parents gave him Ritalin but wasnt gonna take it so she stole it from him. and now she's dealing the prescription drugs she steals from her mom's friends to get more Ritalin. and people are paying more attention to the dealing going around in school. so she might get caught. yeah its a good book. i still owe my mom money cause of this painting at Micheal's that she wouldnt let me get unless i paid half. so that's the real reason why i wont have any money for a while. she probably wont want me to pay her back now. i'll just put the money in her purse without her knowing if i have to. its been raining a lot. and almost everywhere too. blah. i hate the rain. it reminds me of everything man has done to the earth and when it rains its like its crying from pain. it makes me feel sad sometimes. this is the most boring summer i have ever had. im not complaining, just speaking my mind. it makes me mad a little. not b/c it was boring but why it's become boring. a lot of reasons. i cant find i song that fits my mood at this exact moment. im putting a White Stripes song that i really like on here later anyways.

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