Tuesday, February 21, 2006

to the anarchists...
ok i think im finally gonna piss someone off...oh well...

Most ppl where or draw the syblol for anarchy cuz it looks cool, but other actually support anarchy. im srry to tell u ppl, that anarchy is only fairtail...even tho it is a rule of no government...its cant exstis...for instance, inside this "rule" someone will lead others...that rite there kills anarchy...the lack of governemt cant last...something must be made stable, otherwise it wont exist...
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Life is what u make
ppl now a days love to just put things off, or just think that nothing is important. Know one really cares about themselves or anything really, untill its too late. lets take the a drug for an example... someone that does crack doesnt care cuz that think its kool, or it releaves stress...heh...srry buddy...wrong... Urs killing ur self...how u may ask...well crack if only taken like 4 or 5 times, compltely kill hte edorphins(sp?) in the brain, and some may wonder what that is...well...edorphins are what give u, what is called a chemical high...the feeling of seeing someone u care about, getting really excited, or seeing someone after a long time...the feeling is gone, and u will never ever feel that again. now taken less then 4 or 5 times...still hurts em... that beyond thos 4 or 5 time, its starts killing other parts of the brian...can u say vegitable...if ur lucky. acid, when taken even once can kill, and its becomes atomaticly stored in the back, and triggers horrible vision, even after many years of taking it... i hope by reading this, its makes u aware of this crap... and plz keep one thing in mind at all times... doint do things that can hurt u in the future
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Monday, February 20, 2006

regaining ur mind
why is it that ppl dont like dealing with important or serious issues. when the situation looks em in the face, they cower back...and the funny part is the promblem would solve it self if u just gave a bit of effort. sometimes u have to go a foot out of ur comfort zone and take intiative(sp?)... its makes u in control, and you only... so what if u feel ur not strong enough, ur showing that by not confronting what bothers u... u need to deal with it some time, y not now...
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to fight the good fight
everytime i turn around someone makes a mistake. its not that they're not entitled to one, or more. but the excuses ppl give. its either, its Bushs' fault, the devil made me do it, or "its their falut". noone ever wants to take the blame for anything anymore. ands its all about self image. tring to look as "cool" as possible while belittling everyone u can in the process. cuz making others feel worse makes u feel better. just wonderful.so now ur tring to impress the ppl to make feel like crap, and that my freinds is what we call an oxy-moron. look it up... its not a bad thing to want to impress someone...but why not make that someone urself. i mean really...would u make friends with u??? think about it.
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Monday, January 23, 2006

insecurities
ok...well...Just by abservering others, i come to conclude, most ppl are just stuburn when it comes to being insecure. For example, you have a goruge girl by definition, and she get insecure about her wait, and looks. even tho, more then half the time its just for attention. but other wise, ppl are to stuburn or just plain proud enough not the think other wise. dont get me wrong now, i understand some insecurities are hard to handle, and life crushing. sometimes, u just need to get over it, or just do something about it.

one important thing... its not a bad thing to think of ur eslf in a positive way.(just dont brag) be happy for u, ur alive. and life is worth living... regardless of ur current life status...
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Friday, December 23, 2005

love means...
Love is...

...never having to say ur srry
...nothin else matter
...doing anything possible
...the most painful feeling
...giving someone up
...never letting go
...always fighting
...taking anything
...lasts forever
...shouldnt last 15 minutes
...one sided
...over raided
...not taken seriously
...taken too seriously
...wanting them back
...not afriad of dying
...always being worried
...unconditional
...daring
...never optional
...heart stoping
...always thinking
...blind
...dies
...kills
...survives
...what we do

...always differnt
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Monday, December 5, 2005

Giving everything, but getting nothing
To me, the kindest thing u can do for someone is something i didnt have to, but just did. being nice goes a long way, even if the person is just plain rude to u the next second. to some the kind thing seems wasted, but the kind thing was in fact that...something kind... this is just someon thing ponder, dont do something nice to get a thank you or anything in return. but cuz its a kind thing to do. and make it a habbit. some ppl might say thats how u get walked over. its not. if u dont wanna do something nice for someone for a certain reason, do this instead... be kind about not having anything to do with that person, dont yell and scream... its not much but it helps i guess.

i guess its just some weird way of saying be good to eachother... and smile while doing it for no reward...
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Thursday, December 1, 2005

Holiday Crap
...in some parts of our great nation, they are afraid of offending one person and renaming the Christmas tree to the Holiday tree.WFT. since when has christmas been a holiday about not offending ppl. and christmas isant the only holiday, halloween, easter, etc. its a bunch of BS that one person decided the be offended now, its not like they didnt realize it b4. and comeon... whats the point of ... verensday...to honor veterens, and if some ppl say that veterens are against they're religion, we'll just chage it to make em happy. does anyone get the point im making... despite the fact if ur chirstian or not, the cristmas holiday was made originally intended to celebrate the birth of Jesus. and thats the point... so now ppl want to take the point out, so what if u dont believe in the whole thing, ur getting a F***ing day off work or school anyways.(not to metion this nation everyones so proud of living in was founded with christian morals) and if u dont wanna celebrate, then dont!!, and quit bothering other ppl who want to.

and quit being afirad of offending ppl anyways, they'll be offended no matter what u do, and by please certain ppl, ur pissing off someone else....its gonna happen!!!
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Tuesday, November 8, 2005

PLEDGE
I pledge of allegiance to the flag, of the United Stated of America (1st Line)

And to the Rebulic. (2nd Line)

For Which it Stands. (3rd Line)

One Nation. (4th Line)

Under GOD (5th Line)

Indivisable. (6th Line)

With Liberty and Justice for all. (7th line)

heh, im sure everyone and there cousin knows this. it was first said allow in 1892 on colubus day by 12 million kids. yep, its only said buy kinds in public skool. and thats it. well maybe in a sport game everynow and then. but thats only cuz it sounds good. but what does it mean. broken down.

The first line-I wear to be loyal to a peace of fabric thats a symbol of the USA.

2nd line-not only to the fabric but to the people who pretend to run this counrty for the greater good.

3rd line-ands up cuz we pledge allegiance

4th line- one nation that is the republic

5th line- this is jus to make them look good

6th Line-has no real meaning...it cant be divided...

7th line- the is also to make them look good, cuz y pledge to someone then to something that is out of anyones control...

go ol US of A. its a free country but we have to plege allegiance to them first...God Bless America...(also to make them look good)

i have a few questions and hope to find a true answer and post it asap.

why do have to? y only in public schools? and y are the skools forced to enforce it?

goto http://www.flagday.org/Pages/StoryofPledge.html for the history
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Wednesday, November 2, 2005

Sexual Assault
This is really hard to write about. im not even using what i had writen down originaly.

rape isant the word when it comes to sexual assault, but it hurts all the same. it doesnt hurt till u ask why. then every illogical reason comes into ur head, such as self-blame, stupidity, and ect. in most cases it isant something that could have been prevented. and its not something that can be cured, or be treated with a quick fix. and its really hard to tell others cause if they havent gone through it, they just dont understand each emotion. but the first real step in helping is telling someone. rather it be a close friend, a teacher, councler, parent, ect. and the more open you get, the easier it gets. but usally u dont want ppl to feel srry for you. and your afraid ppl will put u down cuz of it. the bad thing is that ppl do, so i knows its not easy...::deep breath::...this is the first i've said anything about it that wasnt a really close friend or a professional. and that totals 3 ppl. I not using this to tell others, im wnanting to help others. the pain is unbarable sometimes, but in some strange way, ita a lesson of life that no one should learn. and there is no easy way about it. and to those who cant relate to this but know someone who is stugling with it, just be there for suport, remind them that they're safe now, and you'll be there every step of the way. be a hand to hold, the shoulder to lean on, and an ear to listen with out jugment. it helps....quite a bit.

something to remember is not to let something that happened to you in past hurt as much or control you. dont let them hurt you now. rise and show that ur better then that....

its hard to say more,but i will put more at some point
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