Thursday, August 25, 2005

Love
Wow, now this is a touchy subject to some people. Before I go in to my rant I would like to say I do believe in love as well as true love, and falling in love, and being in love.

ok, but there is something that is nothing but myth. Love at first sight. I mean if u really look at it, when u fall in love u reallize ur feeling towards someone in different envirments, and different ways. not at when u look at someone for the first time. well i've heard this b4 "my parents met and fell in love and got married in within 2 weeks". well allow me to explain. two ppl met, they did not falling love, they were attracted to eachother, and possibly became enphatuated with one another. then this enphatuation made them do something irrationaly. which was to get married. well luckly they did evenetully did fall in love but were so ephetuated, they didnt realize the change. these 2 ppl were luckt that did fall in love, but i garentee u they dod not fall in love at first sight.

OK here somethine else that is so annoying. wen u ppl say u love someone, and ur reasoning is just so moronic. just cuz u think someone is hott and has a nice ass doesnt constitue love. that isant love, its lust. And lust in it self is a whole diffent topic in it self.

and girls, dont think he loves u cuz he wants to have sex with you. he says he loves you so he can have sex with you. i mean really, it doesnt take a rocket sciecntist to figure it out. if there is love there, he'll wait, and so should you.

in closing with this topic, i'd like to add that to be in love does hurt, in any possible way imaginable. Losing someone, and the biggest one of all, having to give someone up. that is the hardest thing to do, and I truly believe that no one should ever be asked to do that. also, dont thorw the word LOVE around, ppl get hurt, and its always a risk. ALWAYS. and try to rememeber, ppl can, and do change, sometimes u change differently and other times u change together.

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Actually Dealing With Suicide

Thaughts of killing ur self is getting more and more common youngst young teenagers. And its just horrible. Its so hard sometimes, and you dont know what to do. And you dont want anyone to know. The really bad thing is that sometimes ur not looking for a solution, and u might feel like u need the emotional pain. I wanna touch this subject from a slight different view.

I truly know how it feels to want to die, thinking that no one cares. But one thing is that no matter how much u believe that no one cares, but theres always is someone.

If your actually dealing with this, then you dont wanna talk to anyone about it, and you dont want anyone to find out. But to tell you the truth, it does help to talk to someone. If your not wanting anyone to find out, dont talk to paid counclers. they are bound my law to tell parents. Its just not good to hold this in, I know you might like you have everything under control, but if you truly did, then these thougts wouldnt be ciculating in ur head. and sometimes u really do need professional help. its truly ok, no ones gonna think ur crazy or weird.

I know that theres actual quick fix, but let time be your healer. Just realize that not everyday is gonna hurt, theres a happy day out there, live for it. Just think about it, there are ppl that care, and that will be hurt for a very long time. I know that it hurts but no matter how much u dont wanna believe it, ur not always gonna feel like this. Dont take a way out that'll effect u forever, for a tepmorary problem.
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