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Sunday, June 3, 2007


well today was boring....and yet tiring...been sitting here most the time listening to music and thinkin of more theories and wat not...does anyone do that? like think about the world and see if you can connect something that isn't there with something that is?....say like someone who controls the fate of life and existence but doesn't know it themself? or any thing else of the sort?....every day when i'm alone which is most of my life i try to find out answers within myself for one i have no way of finding answers outside the world for the cause of not being able to reach them....everyday i make my heart strong by thinkin ......no help cuz not many people like to talk to me i guess cuz i'm not like them....mostly from my own thoughts is cuz of my race.....i dont' know....doesn't really matter to me cuz doing wat i do gains me more wisdom and strength of the heart....

honestly i'm not christian but i do go to church and all....i also believe in god but yet i believe that he's a figure.....he represent life and death for god controls all but yet of course he controls life....ah...this is confusing....

i wish i had someone to talk to with things like these but i'm afraid cuz there are alot of people who don't like to go into that or doesn't understand....i found one person but she left so i don't have anyone to talk to.....i want someone to help me find answers and discuss their thoughts with me but no.....i'm to afraid for the thought they would get angry....but plez if someone out there has the same feelings and thought i'd love to talk to them.....i honestly think theres someone out there that can help me find wat i need to find before i die....or maybe if i die i can find my answer then....i dont' know....well i'm gonna go think some more

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