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Friday, July 6, 2007








mood:a bit sad and tired
music:.hack//roots OST


well i haven't posted in like i don't know but not to long ago but yeah. my job at the firework stand is over and i made $160. i guess thats good i can finally get my girlfriend something even though she refuses haha. but its just me to do a thing like that.

well july 4th for me was hell instead of a delight. there were some good parts but overall i felt something weighing me down and just making me feel sad and what not and my brother keeps asking if i'm alright but of course i say i'm fine just a bit tired. which isn't the facts. i wish i knew wat was wrong with me though...

well today itself...well yesterday i mean was HELL i woke up to a heat wave cuz i left my comp on and everything else including the large fan which don't do anything but circulated the heat to make me feel miserable and besides that i had the feeling like i was dying no lie......it really felt like i was dying cuz my body was cold but yet i was hot. i had trouble breathing. my sight was messing up and my left eye went blank on me then not to mention when i fell i couldn't get up cuz my whole body didn't have the strength. so basically i laid there breathing hard for hours. but i'm glad i'm better but i have a feeling it'll happen again. i guess it was from the whole being sad or wat ever.

~Question
1. have you had that feeling of ever dying?
2. have you seen an anime called Bakumatsu?
3. so how was ur July 4th?


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