Friday, March 5, 2004

   This is kool

I like the quiz (see below) cuz it reminds me of my char, and how she dislikes humans, yet is forced to live with them all the time. I once again reiterate that people are dumb... I'm glad I'm not a human lol. Ugh, been working and tired, snow day today, and even thru the sleeping in I am exhausted and I miss my boyfriend. *tear* oh well... work on wensday friday and sat next week, so I get to sleep in between days, yay. getting well over a hundred this week, which is a mood booster. I'm kinda in a pissy mood, sonsidering the negative comment on my last post by my ex who has NO clue what he's talking about, blaming a breakup and some bad times in my life on my religion choices, which kinda ticks me off.
You're Anti! Anti human to be excact. You can't
stand humans, so you try to avoide them what so
ever. You're not in a group. You try to stay
away from everyone, but that's quite a task in
this world full of humans.


What kind of group person are you?
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Thursday, March 4, 2004

   Messed up, not high

Ugh my knee i driving me crazy, so I took a few Vicoden and now I'm little woozy (lee thinks I'm high) I said I'm just a tad disoriented. It's hilarious, Dale came runnin into my class after the bell rang for a letter to Ariean from Barrock(his new char)... ah well, it was amusing, I havent read the letter yet, but I wanted to post to let everyone know I'm still alive and kicking, at least with my good leg. Thinking about a coven meeting, the only prob is that it'll hafta be me and jeanette only becuz we're the high preistesses and we have to put together the plans for our first ceremony, initiation vow of secrecy ect... Figure we might get together, just to find out nikki's grandpa is sick, s she cant, and I dont know mera that well, so it'll take some more planning. Maybe she and I can go to the mall... Hmmmm.... GIRLS SHOPPING DAY lol... Anyway, the tri is almost over, and I have to wait for my softy b/f to get ungrounded so we can go out again. Silly boy lol... Oh well, maybe next weekend. Fridy night I have work, Monday night dinner with Erica..... Jeanette is on Saturday... busybusybusy me. Anywho, some interesting developements in my life, none that I'll tell, too personal, but in the last week, things have gotten fairly interesting, all positive... Just have come out a happy camper, thats all...
Anywho I gotta run I'll talk to you all later!




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Sunday, February 29, 2004

Hey all

Hey everyone, thought I'd ignore my mounting frustration on how to upload my friggin stories on elfwood so I can let my pals read them w/o using all the ink on my puter (I'll post the link when I figure out how it works.) Got a new job at the cleaners, which rox, cuz its like zero to minimal work, and I'm between Caribou and Big Apple Bagles, and I can use the phone and fuck around while getting paid. Go me! Its better than home I guess. Supposedly I'm being a bitch so whatever, I guess I'm not surprised that they'd think so, I feel like I'm suffocating in this house. I have to help my dad paint today, which rox (NOT) because hes being a gigantic asshole too. AnywayI better get off this thing, just wanted to say hi. I miss u lee,love you and I'll either talk to you later tonight, or see u in the morning. Bye all.
~heather


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Wednesday, February 25, 2004

nice
My enemies will be pleased....

What is Your Destiny? by Valcion
Name
Color
Birthday
Destiny	Die in the middle of war
Date when you fufill your destiny	December 3, 2017
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Another really bad day

Tell me something, please... Someone please explain why when I say I know what people think of me that I would be lying. When I tell someone that I have a sixth sense about moods, and thoughts towards me, and why, I am not as full of shit as they make me out to be. I'm one of those people who have lived through HELL over and over and over again, and in order to survive that hell I had to know what someone thought of me, because it was the fucking difference between living another day, and being beaten to death. So you know what, if you don't care, fine... I'm used to it. If you do care, then you already know how I feel about this, about how people treat others. What the hell gives my so called friends an excuse to blame me for how I protect myself? No one really knows, no one has really been there, so unless you've had to live through what I have, don't even begin to try and diagnose whats wrong with me. I'm sorry if I'm not the right color for your perfect portrait of life, but damn it, I'm trying. I'm working my ass off to fit into what you want me to be, and trying to keep my heart together after so many years of being stepped on and scattered. I have maybe thre people who are helping me, and millions more holding me down. I love you Lee, and thank you so much for helping me keep my spirit, my heart in one peice... Why do you think I love being with you so much..? Free from being hurt, nightmares, actually feeling loved, all of these things are amazing, are new... And you are amazing yourself... I'm sorry about you having to deal with my problems on top of your own. I love you, and hopefully we can talk later...

Love always
~heather




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Monday, February 23, 2004

   Profound Lack of Christianity

Hey all, just wanted to post about the profound lack of intellegence of others due to my profound lack of Christianity. I decided that I was going back to my more pagan ways (I'm wiccan again) and my christian pals are flipping, most notably my minister's son of an ex boyfriend Ryan. I got asked what Christianity had to do with his and my old relationship ( which was a 2 year + relationship) which kind of makes me angry, because there is no way he would have tolerated a pagan g/f, and hes trying to make me believe he would (whatever). On the plus side, us coven making girls are planning on a get- together to start establishing an official bond as coven mates... speaking of mates, boyfriend Lee is gonna be a preist.... YAY! Cant wait till everything pans out the right way... happy funness!!!! Oh and speaking of Ryan/Lee/relationships in general, I think I'm starting to get why ryan couldn't say the word sex... especially if he was seriously considering it... Its hard enough for me to talk about it w/o turning 3000 shades of pink.... grrrr anywho I better fly.... Talk to you all later! Love you lee!
~heather



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