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Thursday, February 19, 2004




Hey, back again... it's pretty sad when all you think you have to talk to is an invisible net audience. Whatever, maybe it's just the fact that I can create this mental image of people caring. who the fuck knows. Anyway, on top of my best friend and I haveing this lovely war, I'm scared I could lose my b/f over this... Which is bad enough, except that my grandmother is sick again... she has cancer, and was doing really well, and... guess what? she isnt anymore. Maybe it's in my head, but when it rains it pours... Pepfest... yay hoorah go school ect ect ect. The only thing I have to look forward to in the near future is the dance. Maybe I can go over to mandy's and spend my weekend doing something reckless and stupid. 24 hour drinking binge *small smile* I'm gonna get yelled at for this post too.... Nice to know at least a few people care. I'm not doing the pity whore thing, I'm just tired of everything. I don't get like this often, but when I do I get scary... and for whomever it may concern, I dont plan on cutting, so dont ask. I just... *sigh* I dont know. I feel like I'm drowning and suffocating and burning and bleeding all at one. Someone just put me out of my misery....

Oh well...

Life goes on




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