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Monday, December 11, 2006


Something Bad
Do you ever get that feeling where something really bad is about to happen? Like you can just feel that something bad is going to happen. That's how I feel now. And that wouldn't be the first time it's happened and something bad happened.
Today was alright, it was a monday. Nothing happened, probably because we get out for Christmas Break this Friday. I'm kinda excited but for some reason I'm not. I'm almost reluctant to get out. And that's another thing, I'm not looking forward to Christmas. I don't even really want anything! I mean I want a Wii but even that I'm not to excited about. It's like there's nothing I REALLY want. I'm looking forward to my Secret Santa gift more. (I asked for Fruits Basket 11 and said that that was what I wanted and nothing else. I hope whoever my SS is get's it for me.)
Tonight is Lessons and Carols at the church. I have to go because I'm singing in the Choir but I really wish I didn't have to go. No one goes unless you're singing in the choir, being an acolyte or playing in the orchestra. So none of my friends will be there because none of them are in choir this semester.
I'm just in a bad mood tonight. Maybe this show I'm watching is depressing but I don't think that's it. For one thing Rohn, my step-father, is really bugging me. His attitude is somewhat annoying because it's like he tries to annoy me. That's fine for a fifth grade bully but he's a grown man! It's really immature. I don't know, maybe it's just me but he picks on me and makes fun of me! And then he laughs! Is it just me? Because it hurts and bothers me...
I don't know I just am really bothered today. I just can't shake the feeling that something extremely bad is going to happen and it's going to be very life-changing. It's that feeling in my stomach that you get before you take a test and make a bad grade, or before a Basketball game and you didn't get any sleep the night before. Except, this time I haven't done anything wrong and something bad is going to happen. I just know it. And I'm a little scared...

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