Wednesday, December 15, 2004

   Mad/Sad
Hello everyone.I hate 7th graders with a passion. They take everything away from you. And Renee just about killed my arm trying to get me to answer her when she asked if I loved her. ~Sigh~ I also heard from a possible reliable source that Devin is dating Micca. I'm not sure though.....He better not be. If he is they are hiding it pretty good but eventually they are getting found out soon enough. Maybe he is just dating a girl in another school......dunno but sometimes he really hurts me and I think by now he knows it.
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Tuesday, December 14, 2004

   Band Concert
Well that was pretty awsome! I got to play the solo and didn't mess up YAY ^-^ But now Jason gets to play it Friday. During the Break we had Devin (for those who don't know he is the guy I like ^^;)came up to me asking why I was all alone and I told him basically all (with the exception of the part about him) of the previous post. Later I'm helping him with something and I think he called me dear...I wish he would choose....he is really starting to scare me and he is making me nervous not over him but about myself I don't know how really to explain it. Well guess I'll go now. BYE!
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   Dunno
Confused,angry,sad,excited I don't know what my mood is today. Some people that are my friends have just been cruel lately. I'd still do anything for them. I love them to death and I couldn't live without them but lately sometimes it'd be better to get a break from their attitiude. One thinks I'm crazy half the time cause I make stupid mistakes on our notes and I say things she doesn't understand. The other really acts like she hates life when she is just acting. Next best friend admitted to taking advantage of my friendship. I'm not sure if I can take anymore! I love them all and I'm really not mad/wanting them to REALLY change. But they make me feel so worthless. Well guess I'll go
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Monday, December 13, 2004

   Tired
Owww just got done with my stupid math notebook. And I had more homework but I forgot the lil thing that told me what to do so I'll just write it tomorrow (writing doesn't take me long) ^^; I never really wanna do all that creative writing in my English Class but oh well. Can't change the teacher V.V Anywhoo, the stupid notebook was actually completly done without me knowing it. I love having all my homework in ^_^ Well I have to go take a shower. Laterz till tomorrow! BTW F.Y.I I started this post at exactly 10:10pm just thought I'd say that. ^^;
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   Hi!
My first post. YAY hopefully I won't get grounded from this one like my xanga.:( Anyway today has been pretty good. Only one problem this girl at school named Natasha has had this rumor going around about her that she is Bisexual. Well she knows who really started it but yet she tells everyone I did. How low can she get this year?? X.x Tomorrow is our Christmas Concert. I'm somewhat excited since I get to play with the 7th graders (as much as I hate them) we are playing music from last year we all loved ^-^ happy day for me! Well guess I'll go later!
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