Thursday, September 29, 2005

   Oh, oh ,oh....THAT DID NOT JUST HAPPEN!
Okay, okay okay, today was sooo stressful!!! Roji-one is filled with regret at the memory T.T'''. Alright, so like, it was the thought at our table for a while now that we would kick that one crazy gurl off because lately she had been getting into fights with some of my friends on the table and causing trouble and whatnot, and i like couldn't relax at all cuz she was like THERE all the time. So I said for them to go ahead and do it (but it wouldn't be my fault). I told them to do it next week cuz her birthday is TOMARROW and i thought that it would really suck if she found out all these people at our table hated her right before her party. So I go to school today and im all like '*random song* Teh pomg, there is PORN in the trash! *laughter laughter*' (if you want tio know more about that story (not sure why though o.o) go to meh gaia jurnal(tokidoki gyu)) Alright so then comes first break and we are sitting at our table like always and here comes ...that one gurl and she sits down and eats here 3 breakfeast burritos *yadayada* but then Mariah tells me 'lets do it now! Ima do it now!" and I say 'NO, you cant do it now! Did i not say wait till monday!' so i take ashley away and say we'll go look for michelle, but they follow us when im trying to move her away from the table and there is like a confrontation thingie but before they can say anything ashley says 'ima go now, bye' and i'm like *whew YES* but its not over yet ***gonk***, they follow her (the people who want her to leave the table) and I run away to sam and i start HYPERVENTILATING cuz I;m freaked out about what they are gunna tell her! I wasnt there of course when they did it cuz...i don't like being asked questions (i've always had bad communication skills(thats right, my mom was convinced i was watching porno on the comp because i couldn't get out in the right words that all i was watching was mai hime X() )) so like, when someone asks me something i can't like...say it the way i want to and then they totally get the wrong idea! So, yeah, all tis happened and yeah. But come lunchtime, she comes by and sits at our table and roji-one has to play innocent school gurl and feign that she had no idea of the other peoples intentions while everyone is silently either graoning or cracking up that im stuck in this situation. So, because she was there they kicked her off a SECOND TIME!? DEAR LORD! Yes, they did, and this time with more people. I just stood there with my back turned and I didn't hear what they were saying, but im quite afraid of going to school tomarrow...quite afraid of listening to what my friends are going to tell me TO SAY TO HER! That is so not this ones style to like...destroy people. Review: Yes, I have known her for a very long time, but I have never liked her. She has the idea that im like, one of her best friends, but she probably doesnt remember that when we were kids we would fight all the time (i.e throw books at each other, call each other names) and because I had no friends at the school that i met her at, later on she just kind of hung around me and we were 'semi-friends'. But all this time she's thought that I like care about and whatever, so I can't say these things to her. I can't enlighten her to a whole decade of dislike she was oblivious to! Thats not roji's style. Okay, back to present. So I am totally afraid of what will happen tomarrow. Clearly I shall state it here. *le sigh* I'ma go now, i should be doing homework, but im going to gaia right after this XD
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