Sunday, July 9, 2006

eh.

Time 1:55am Mood: Grrr Current occupation: nothing. I woke up yesterday morning to the screach of a smoke detector. I imediatly lept out of bed and burst out of my room to see my sister already rushing down the hall. Peering out from my door way, I saw my dad....standing infront of a pan on the stove and the food in it engulfed in flames.....I went back to bed. Well, that was interesting o.O Im gonna miss the kitten when he's gone. Its so cute u.u he's solid black and so tiny ^^ I tried not to get attached but I am. My sister is being a ß1+ch. I got a job offer from my grandma, to clean her house once a week, and my sis is trying to take it away from me. She HAS a job. She HAS money. Im the one who never does and it sucks because I cant go places with my friends unles they pay my way and I hate that. I plan to put most of the money away though. IF she doesnt snake it out from under me -____- *sigh* things arent going well for me today. ~questions~ 1) Bored? -much 2) do you have a Gaia account? -DragonRowan <3 3) Cake or pie? -mmmmmmmmm pie. 4) Game cube or X box? -game cube. (final fantasy christal chronicals and super smash bro's ^_______^) okay, I hope you guys have a good day. Bye.

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Saturday, July 8, 2006

   Im back!!

Time: 12am mood: okay current occupation: eating ice cream :P Hi Guys!! Im back!! I know I was gone for longer then I said I would be (sorry) But I realllly missed you guys. I do have internet back but I dont have AIM back, for those who IM me. well I dont feel like making this longso here's a quick catch up: -lost of boredom -spent most of july 4th alone, spent the other half getting tipsy and sleeping. -never got back at my sis, wer'e on good terms -missed you guys u.u -got a gaia online account b 4 I left. -PS2 died. -found a stray kitten and took it in for now, cant keep it though. -cooked dinner ^-^ *proud* -missed you guys some more. -need to get a life T_T lol, thats about it ^____^ *lots of hugs and cookies for everyone!!* Bye! Have a good day ^______^

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Tuesday, June 27, 2006

Good bye, for now

Time: 1:00am Mood: *growls* not gone yet! Hehe, Guess what!?! I convinced my dad to get internet back in a week!! *dances* But Im losing it today @_@ Thats okay, at least I know it wont be all summer until I get it back ^-^ and about my sister... I decided not to get rid of her sims files, she would know it was me and get me back -.-; Buuuut I just might sneak a few spiders into her room hehehe. Not much to post about. Absolutly NOTHING happened today. (I slept through it lol) Well, it did storm a lot though ^____^ so that was pretty cool. Hm~ I guess Ill see you guys again in a week! @_@ Bye!!~~

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Monday, June 26, 2006

Bad news

Well, right to the point, the bad news is.....Im not going to have internet for a while. It could be anywhere from a week, to until school starts back. It really sucks. Im gonna miss you guys while I'm gone. I'm not sure when it will be cut off, but it will definitely be some time this week. Hopefully ill be able to go to a friends house or the library and update/comment ever once in a while. I think the worst part of this is losing touch with all my friends. u.u Another thing, my sister gave back those pages that she tore from my sketch book....they were torn, crinkled, and had dirt smeared all over them. Then we got into an argument in front of my mom. And she didn't even do anything!! I got soooooooooooo pissed. I spent the entire day in my room. I didn't even come out of my room to eat anything. Well, not until she went to bed at about 2:30am. I only got more and more angry sitting in there. Ive never held in so much. It was so much in fact that I was in physical pain, and I gave myself a fever. At one point, as I was listening to my sister and her bf giggle like morons, I could hear blood pulsing in my ear. Kinda scary...I want to get her back so badly. I was thinking of getting rid of some of her sims files (she loves them -.- heheheh....) or maybe catching some bugs and letting them go in her room (she is deathly afraid of them....and usually calls on me to get them out). But I really don't know. Any opinions? ~Questions~ 1)Truth or Dare? (lol) -Dare! '-^ 2)Love or lust? -Love...with some lust on the side, heheh 3)Silver or gold? -Silver!!! 4)Showers or baths? -showers....if im alone <<; 5)What's your lucky number? -69! hehe j/k ^^; its 13 Well, I hope you guys have a wonderful day.

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Saturday, June 24, 2006

Time: 1:00am Mood: okay i guess Current occupation: watching Narnia Nothing much to talk about again. Turns out that thing I thought was a fox the other night was really a bobcat @_@ and he attacked my neighbors goats and got my other neighbors chickens. The goats lived but were hurt. ;-; It stormed all day here. REALLY bad. Lightning was hitting close and ofter @_@ but thats okay, I love storms ^0^ other than the fact that Im not alowed to go outside -.-; oh and i know the buttons arent working, right now, but i dont feel like fixing them at the moment ^^; Heehee ^-^ cute, but i dont have a clue as to what those green things are o_O ~answers to your questions~ blackdragonoffire: Are your cats okay? -yeah theyre fine ^-^ LethalDragon: Do u speak any other language besides english? -im learning German -.-; Its sooo easy, but I'd wrather be learning Japanese ^-^ solid-snake26: What type of Pizza do you like? well...i dont really LIKE pizza.... but i eat it lol. Cheese is da best :D Sakabato Samurai: do you nkow waht hotlinking is? cause i dont... -um, i think it has something to do with pics....@_@ idk either! cant escape: why do we live if we must escape? -cuz life sucks o_O? Night shade2: what is your favorite type of flower? -Most types of lillies ^-^ JD Person: will you read my flamer-fic? -Sure, but it might take me a while, im reading so many right now @_@ ~questions~ 1)who is your best friend? -there are a lot of them >>; 2)do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? -no -.-; 3)where is your favorite place to shop? -Wall-Mart! heheh 4)any tattoos or piercings? -not one. okay thats all ^-^ have a good day!!~¢¾

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Friday, June 23, 2006

Time: 12:40am Mood: *shrugs* current occupation: watching something wierd on TV o_O Nothing going on here again. I changed up my sita though =3 And I got 15 comments yesterday!! *dances* i feel all special ^-^ Thanks you guys!! There was a fox after my cats lats night >> my dad ran it off though. Thats about all that happened though. Another boring day. I put some people up in my intro (kinda like honored friends) so if your name is up there and you have a button, let me know so I can put it up instead. sorry if your name is up there and you didnt want it to be -'.'- i just love my friends and wanted them to be recognized. And sorry if I forgot someone, ill check again in a bit because im sure I did. @_@ um~~~ nothing else really ^-^; Awness!!!^-^ ~Questions~ 1) Is the glass half empty or half full? -half empty >>; 2) how's your summer going ^^;? -pretty boring 3) got any questions -.-;? Im really running out of things to say @_@ oh well. I hope you guys have a good day!~♥

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Thursday, June 22, 2006

Time: 2:30 Mood: i dunno. current occupation: vegetating ¬.¬ Well, yesterday was the first day of summer. Ive been over at Kya's house for a while, so I know I say it often now, but sorry if I didnt make it to your sites ^-^;. Im hoping to go swimming soon. Maybe in the lake with friends :D Probably get a hook in my foot >>; ah well. Got bug bit all over going on a walk. Feel like one big mosquito bite >.< *scratches with switch blade* heheh. I post about a lot of negative things lol. (sorta random but yeah) Ummmmm~ what to post about.....? not much going on. Still havent got those pages back from my sis -.- *grumble grumble* oh! I helped my mom reupholster a chair ^-^ it was fun! I got to use a staple gun!! so awsome :D thats about it though ^-^ I hope you guy's day goes/went well! Cute ^0^ ~Questions~ 1) favorite author? -T.A.Barron ^-^ next would be Anne McCaffrey 2) purple? -more silver than anything! o_O; 3) Cheese? -*eats* indeed. 4) wierd/random? -O_O i cant hear the fishes!!!!!! Why cant i hear the fishes!?!?! okay. im done. ^-^ Goodbye!~♥

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Monday, June 19, 2006

  

Time: 12:50 mood: down. current occupation: bah i dont have much to talk about. im still pissed at my sister but i dont guess ill be getting my revenge. sure, what she did to me was way worst, but i dont want to sink to or past her level. So ill just bite my thongue and bare it. Well i was really down today(yesterday). Same old resons why. didnt have much human contact today(yesterday) either. only saw my dad long enough to wish him a happy fathers day and say goodbye b 4 he went to work. thanks for the comments yesterday. my ex hasnt called yet. i wonder if he will. ~one Question today~ 1) Is it better to have loved and lost then to never have loved at all? -i really dont know anymore. maybe? well thats all, have a good day.

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Sunday, June 18, 2006

Confusion, anger, and mourning.

Time: 2:30am mood: N/A current occupation: wondering about things Well this will be a long post, and you dont have to read it all (I would like for you to though, its im portant to me) 1) The death of a Bunny 2) The death of a cat 3) The Ex's problem 4) regular post 1) The death of a Bunny Snow Ball "little pooper" ?-6/15/06 In loving Memory of Snow Ball the pure white, long eared, rabbit. He deffinetly lived up to his nickname although he was the sweetest little bunny. He lived a sick life with a lot of unpreventable infections, so maybe it was a good thing that he moved on. I know my family and I will miss him very much. He loved to be held and petted. I wasnt there for his funeral and I am sad that I missed it. I hope he is in a better place. He died of an illness qhich is common to rabbits. I wish he didnt have to leave us so soon, he could have only been 4-6 years old. But I guess thats the way life goes. Goodbye my young, sweet, innosent friend. R.I.P. 2) The death of a cat Puddytat "Puddy" 1984-6/16/06 Puddy was a good cat that was often missunderstood. She became a loner and wrather violent at times because of being picked on by my cousins earlier on. She really was a nice cat. Puddy lived a long and full life. In fact, at the age of 22, she was the oldest cat that I personally knew. She had lived in many diffferent places in her life, from South Carolina to Minnesota, but she always was with my grandmother. She had cancer and my mom made the decision to put her down. The funeral was nice though. I stood and held on to a white and pink peace rose while my mom dug the hole. Animals from neighboring yards (including horses, goats, and dogs) gathered at the fence to pay tribute to the fallen elder. Even My cat came to see what was going on and rubbed on my legs for comfort. I wonder how my grandmother will be without her, if she remembers. Goodbye, Puddy. R.I.P. 3) The Ex's problem Well, the other day my ex e-mailed me. He didnt sound like himself, or who he had become wrather. He was saying that he was sorry for putting me through all that he had and how he didnt want to be so mean. He kept saying he didnt hate me. HE told me he has a problem, but said he cant tell me. He also let me know that he thinks he is sick minded. He asked me to forgive him for all that he did to me. I really didnt know what to do. I had big anxiety problbems when we were still talking and still saw eachother at school. Not seeing or hearing from him fo a while helped me to let go more. And now I dont know what will happen. You guys might think im weak for what I did but... I told him he could talk to me if he needed to. I dont know why I let people walk all over me like this. He treated me like trash and when he has a problem, I listen. *sigh* Did I do the right thing? I just dont know. He really surprised me with this. Im so lost. Somewhere in me I still love him. So I dont know if I can handle talking to him again. *sigh* I just dont know. 4) Regular post My sister was really pissed at me. She had a right to be. I borrowed her game cube controller with out asking. She called me at Kya's house and yelled every obscenity known. Then she riped all the pictures out of my sketch book and left with them. She will be in orientation for collage for the next 2 days. But you know THAT is different. I didnt harm her controller. She TORE my pages. and so, I say this to her: "Sis, you are a controlling, self-centered, Bitchy, Hore! I will be glad when you are gone. Im tired of putting up with you're shit. Im tired of being nice and telling myself to not fight back because ill miss you when you're gone. But I dont think I will." that is all. And I WILL get my pay back. You dont MESS with my drawings. ESPECIALLY not THAT sketch book. Ist the one I draw out my emotions in. And she TOOK them. Now I KNOW that stupid controller didnt mean anything to her like those did to me. She never even played it. Such a Brat. Grr. Well I'm tired now. I was going to try and go to sleep early tonight. Bah. *confuses self* Oh well. Good day.

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Friday, June 16, 2006

Sorry!

Well I was at a friends house for a few days and just got back. So sorry if I didnt make it to your sites. And in a while she will be comming over here so I wont be on tonight either. Please excuse me if I dont make it to everyones sites again. just thought I'd let you all know that. Oh! and while i was ta the friends house I was able to scan some art :D so check it out if you want. And thanks for all the comments on my last post. Have a good day, Bye!~

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