Friday, September 7, 2007

in honor and memory
in honor and memory of a true friend lost that is very honorable i shall be keeping my site backgrounds tuned into vincent valentine from ffvii vincent we shall dearly miss you man it wont be the same i just hope you are able to find peace my friend good bye for now for we shall meet sooner or later i feel...


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Thursday, September 6, 2007

thx
i must thank you for yalls help but i have decided not to help her and to do my best to save myself before i try to help her yes her pain will travel into me but i will have to fight it like i will my own demons i know some of you are curious whuy i like her so its because she has been a good friend for many ayear and ive always been attracted to her through her beauty and intelligence but i guess its mainly because she actually tried to understand and help unlike all my other friends except yall yall are trying some do and i thank you but im fear that if yall do manage to understand me yall will become like me that is why i have been trying hard not to get any of yall involved well that is all for now thank you though for your help
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hmm guess right now that is true i guess




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Wednesday, September 5, 2007

picture i did in dedication to her if it looks like i stole it i havent i truly did draw this i say that for many people have accused me of stealing this when im the original author

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eurrrmm.. i have major problem
i saw her the chick that hurt me yesterday just to keep you informed this is the same chick that held a gun to my head and wouldnt pull the trigger even after she told me to leave her house she is also the same chick that sent one of her friends to break up with me and when i went to her house to talk to her thats when the gun came in bout it she just told me to leave eventuly i did after i took the gun from her and looked her in the eye and walked away i left the gun on the porch though but any ways i saw her yesterday she was crying i wish i couldv'e helped her and i almsot did untill i remembered the words she said when she finally talked to me they were i dont want to ever see you again but i caint but help to feel for her why did she have to make me love her why did she have to hurt me well now she is talking to me and is wanting to go back out with me she said she was sorry and i want to but i caint but help rmember the pain i felt that she caused but i caint let her pain go on wat am i to do? i need help someone plz give me some advise before i make the wrong decision because im torn between her pain and the darkness thats helping me ease my pain
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this is true bout me i dunno bout the rest of the people born as aquariouses or ash as this quiz says but it sure is true bout me

Baby, what's your sign? (Celtic Zodiac)

You were born in the month of the ash. The wood of the Ash was thought to be enchanted and was used by the Druids to fashion wands and spears. In general, all Ash individuals tend to have duality in their natures. On one side, they are artistic with an aura of vulnerability...on the other side, they are quite pragmatic.they are highly intuitive individuals, often possessing a strong deeper sense of spiritual matters. Ash people are highly adaptable and, despite a frail appearance, can recover from almost any emotional blow. Yet, the Ash individual can be low on self-confidence and may become isolated. Possessed of a somewhat mystical quality, Ash individuals are drawn to fantasy worlds. Ash individuals are quick-witted, spontaneous and gregarious. Being romantics and dreamers, it is important for Ash people to focus their mental abilities or they are inclined to become nervous and irritable.
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Tuesday, September 4, 2007

dosent matter
the pain has subsided into anger and hate i have messed up badly this time i fear for my self for should i get to thinking bout her i get pissed off my temper has grown shorter and my poetry has decided to stop and my drawings a coming back i hate this why did she have yo hurt me like that you always hear about the kiss of death well i can say it does exist it is when a chick giives you the most erotic kiss possible and then kills you by breaking your heart and sending it into complete and total darkness well all i cansay id hello darkness my old friend how have ye been it has been awhile since youve seen the damage that has been done to me just tell me why did she have to be so mean i want this pain to go away fill me with you power and kill wat i desire plz and thank you
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Monday, September 3, 2007

i dont care anymore
i wish i could rip my heart out and stab it and cut it into a million peices i hate it with all of my ebeing i want it to go away the pain i feel in it why why must it hurt like this why did she have to hurt me again aaaarrrgh i want to go run and scream as loud as possible but i caint ehy did she have to hurt mr once again why TT___TT it hurts it feels like theres a knife in my chest and i caint pull it out i want too diiee reaper just come all ready GOD DAAANG IT!!!!!!!
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