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Birthday
• 1989-02-18
Gender
• Male
Location
• out in the middle of bum fuck
Member Since
• 2007-04-17
Occupation
• trying to kill ones self
Real Name
• you can just call me rider

Personal

Achievements
• killing people
Anime Fan Since
• birth
Favorite Anime
• samurai champloo and unfourtuanately i was recently turned into a bleach fan but i cant forget blood plus
Goals
• to one day be able to kill myself
Hobbies
• trying to kill self and killing others
Talents
• killing stuff

myOtaku.com: dragonrider18

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

the pain
i must thank two people here on the otaku for helping me remember why i should go on eternal dragon tavi and dragonrider10 thank you for your help tavi for helping me remain strong and rider10 for helping me remember who i can count on and come to if i need help you guys my friends at the o thank all of you but anyways arrgh well i dont know if yall remmember but if you do youll know that my last post said my chest was hurting me real bad well its gotten worse i dunno why all i know is its forcing me to my knees and i have to piss myself off just to get rid of the pain i duno but i do know is im not going to any damn doctor just for them to tell me that its nothing im fine i know something is wrong but fuck it ill just deal with it ..arrgh damn its hurting me right now shit its worse than last time h/o ...k im back sorry i had to take care of it it seems though im starting to be able to harness my full strength for those of you that have no clue wat im talking bout i have and still dont know my full strength but im starting to have to tap into it for i keep it locked up inside of me with all emotions so that i dont hurt myself or anyone else but any ways my job is requiring me to do so when i push or pull 80 to 100 pounds of wet cloth in plastic barrels and most of the time they are half way full of water out of the dye tubs anyways im slowly learning wat i can do with it but it was last night at work when i first hit the floor on my knees and hands because it hurt so bad they tried to take me to the hospital but i refused they even called in security and i kept on working those stupid renta cops tried to put hand cuffs on mebut i wound up hand cuffing them to one of the dye tubs they left alone after that but my boss got pissed at me for it so now he sees if you try to stop me from working ill push you or put you to the side somehow and finish working damn my chest is hurting again id better go fer now ill see yall or post later right now i gotta meditate to get rid of the pain if that dont work guess ill take some advil or motrin later

rider
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