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• trying to kill ones self
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• samurai champloo and unfourtuanately i was recently turned into a bleach fan but i cant forget blood plus
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• to one day be able to kill myself
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• trying to kill self and killing others
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• killing stuff




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Tuesday, October 23, 2007

life depressing isnt it??? enjoy the short poem
sooooo wats new been awhile i guess well i would be posting like i used too if my bro would've payed the internet bill but he didnt he fergot so they became asses and cut it off so now im at the place where all the smart people go the place called the library yech!!! now im surrounded by books and i feel how do you say ;like burning the place down maybe eh any way im fine me and my new gf are still going steady we have yet to kiss but we do hold hands and give each other hugs im not sure im really ready for another meaningfull relationship yet but owell ill give anything a try at least once so how is everyone no one else feel suicidal like me i hope man the thought keeps runin through my head dont understand why either guess life has decided it hates me well im fine now just a little sad and depressed because today is my ex's and mines 2 year anniversary i got her ablack rose and gave it to her she just took it and started crying as i walked away from her front door i swear i felt her emotionally screaming dont go i still love you but hey ya know how that goes well gotta get to bed ill try sometime this wekk to get back on but i caint promise anything later guys

sad and lonely curled in a ball why didnt you come when i called?

sad and lonely curled into a ball in the darkness i fall i wish you were here to see the pain that you have brought upon me i havent heard from you in a long while and when we do talk it seems you dont want me around im sorry if i havent lived up to wat you wanted me to be but why must you torture me if you dont want me then tell me so you can just throw me against the black road while you go down the road doin 80 ill been lying there watching you leave plz tell me if you still want me or just plz let me go for i caint handle this anymore the blood is flowing from my wrist even more now i dont know how much longer i can hold on before my mission is completed before i find the peace i need ill just be lying here bleeding waiting to hear from thee...
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