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• 1989-02-18
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• 2007-04-17
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• trying to kill ones self
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• you can just call me rider

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• killing people
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• samurai champloo and unfourtuanately i was recently turned into a bleach fan but i cant forget blood plus
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• to one day be able to kill myself
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• trying to kill self and killing others
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• killing stuff




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Monday, November 5, 2007

aaaahhh well i got news
lets see its both good and bad the news is that my new gf and mines anniversary is comin up on the 28th of this month so im stuck trying to sort out feelings that are confused feelings of love hate and happiness ive bout got it taken care of though because this gf is better than the last one it seems the more im around her the more human i become the beast is receding calming back down allowing its self to be controlled the hatred is there it will always bethere it seems but the attacks against myself have finally ceased im glad and sorry to say that im falling in a realm that is truly unknown for she has managed to get past my guards every last one of them it seems that she is hugging the true me pushing and forcing her body against it trying to pull it to the surface once more and it seems to be lowly working for i am feeling the pain and sorrow no more it seems i can trust her wholy and not fear being hurt i hope and pray that i dont get hurt again for if i do i dont know whatll happen but one thing is for sure i wont last long in the world wounded doc said that i have some than wrong with my blood and that it is thinnin rapidly he said if it got too thin i could die so i guess you could say my time is limited anyways im thinking bout taking my new gf out so watyall suggest red lobster or some fancy place well as usal i gotta get to bed so i can have some kinda sleep for work tonight bye
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