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Monday, November 26, 2007

   yay new poem!!! wait thats bad oops...O.O;
Tears inside

These are the tears I cry the tears I feel inside I can't make them come out no matter how hard I try my pride wont let me it has trapped me inside with the tears I cry why is it that im trapped inside why is it when I try to escape I always fail my attempts never succeed so why do I try why don’t I just give up and remain trapped with the tears I cry when everyone sees me they think im happy when in all actuality im crying deep down inside trapped with the tears I cry it seems im drowning at times and others im just alone and sad trapped alone in the darkness with the tears I cry then I wonder why is that I cry inside why don’t I cry on the outside then I remember its because of my pride I want everyone to think im strong when im actually weak so I just decide to remain alone and trapped inside with the tears I cry.

well i hope yall liked the new poem me im fine a little sad but happy im sad because its raining right now but im happy because i like the rain because when i walk in it its like im crying when the drops land on my face but im not crying tis sad but hey guess wat i solved my problem i got her both the ring and necklace and gave her the necklace for her anniversary i glad she picked it because if things keep going on this way i might ask her the question that makes all women think "am i ready for this?" i think yall know wat question im talking bout well laterz o and as usal id like yalls opininons on the poem and the post night yall

~rider~
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