Sunday, September 4, 2005

   oh the boredom...

DS Time - 5:46 AM well nothing to report this fine morning...took the time to get some extra sleep...though as you can tell from the time indicated above it wasn't much more than usual...what was keeping me up this time?...story plots...several story plots...go figure...one of these days ima get myself a hand held recorder so that i can keep track of my ideas when i'm laying in bed at nite...cuz i can't remember them by the time i wake up in the morning... but yesterday was pretty much a "just sit and chill" day...most of my weekend homework is to read something from this book or that...and i can do all that tomorrow...though there is that outline i need to do...i don't even have a topic for that stupid paper...tis a compare and contrast and it has to be 5-7 pages long... then there's that rhetoric paper i have to do for American Literature...so many papers to do and it's only been the first month of school...damn it...you couldn't just give me a paper to do for midterm?...makes a girl wanna slip back into her lasy mode... *glares* ... PS. yeah this is gonna be fun...NOT!... I love Ren & Hao. What about you?

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Saturday, September 3, 2005

   revelations and discussions...

DS Time - 5:00 AM so i got up a little bit earlier today...blame it on my growling stomach...either way i'm up now and there's no point in going back to sleep...once i'm up there's little chance of me going back to sleep...maybe that's why i only get 5-7 hours of sleep every nite... *shrugs* ...just as long as i can get thru the day i suppose... did a lot of talking and discussing yesterday...funny part is i did it all when i got home from school...see when i got home from school i called Ryoko-san (me best friend) to talk to her about something i told her that morning on AIM...talked and laughed about that for about half an hour... and i don't know what brought it on but we started talking about religion (something we discuss most often)...and we talked in that familiar circle of conversation for a bit...serious for the most part with a hint of humor...especially when i started saying things like "Buddha would Sumo Jeasus's azz"...such blasphamous words i know...but this was after talking about the church pplz across the street telling me that my family was going to hell for not believing in their God...you would be a little pissed off too... but before we could finish that convo and move on to something else...the girl i drive to school with every morning (more like my driving instructor who just happens to go to the school a few blocks away from mine) stopped by...we shall call her Xixon for now...NE ways she had just gotten back from school and was waiting for her little brother to show up to take her to work (boy took her car to school)... so me and her got into this conversation about religion...cuz her school was originally a religous based college...and that discussion was fun...we both pretty much reached the same conclusion...some religions are more restricting then others...we both agreed that you shouldn't have to sacrafice yourself or who you are for your faith... but enough of the religious talk...none of that with my mom...no we talked a little about the Vietnamese tradition and a little of the family history (mainly concentrating on my mom and dad) among other things as well...learned some things i didn't know...clarified other things that i had already thought but wasn't so sure about...all in all very informative... twas a satisfying day of gathering information and discussion serious subjects...don't get used to it...i'm usually not this serious about things...why be serious when you can have fun, you know?...life's too short to just sit around and contemplate (sp?) every thing about this world... PS. three day weekend!!!... *hugs* ... I love Ren & Hao. What about you?

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Friday, September 2, 2005

   fated to be so...

DS Time - 5:08 AM i seem to have a liking to that time don't you agree?...i've noticed as i start my posts that time shows up a lot...i guess it takes me about eight minutes to get up, get dressed and get on MyOtaku...good to know i suppose... so i didn't get to hang out with my friend...girl never texted me back actually...but something good did come out of it...see was i was waiting for my friend to text me back...and instead of going to the computer lab like i usually do i decided to chill outside on campus...maybe catch up on some reading i had to do for homework while i waited... and who doth appear before me out of the blue?...my old crush...we shall call him Sketch for the time being (tis my codename for him since i have codenames for everyone)...it was funny...all i saw were shoes out of the corner of my eye...and when i looked up there he was...twas an "aww" moment...i was happy... ^-^ ... we talked for a bit about what we've been doing...he said he was going for an English/Business double major so maybe we'll have classes together sometime soon...he also said that he was thinking about me the other day... *insert girly uncharacteristic squeal* ...something about him making a web site and contacting me to write something... but then he had to go to class...before he left we exchanged phone numbers (though the boy never called me when he had my home number)...we agreed that we'd meet together about every Tueseday and Thursday outside of Royall Hall...unless it was raining or snowing of course...i'm not waiting for him outside in that kind of weather... all in all twas a very interesting encounter...it pretty much brightened my day way up...and that's a good thing cuz i don't like my Tuesday/Thursday classes...they make me fall asleep...i always have to fight from nodding off during class...well i probably will continue to nod off during class but at least i'll have something nice to dream about...hehe... PS. *happy dance* ...hurray for reconnecting with old friends!... I love Ren & Hao. What about you?

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Thursday, September 1, 2005

*yawn & stretch*...

DS Time - 5:16 AM ah...so tired...really don't wanna go to school today...really didn't wanna get up either...methinks school is starting to take its tole on me...then again how excited can i get about math and Amer. Lit?...especially when we're learning about colonials...i knew i should've signed up for British literature...i wonder if i still can... ah that's a no...class is held too late in the day...oh well...just wasn't meant to be i guess...it's better this way i suppose...i won't have to deal with making an appointment with my advisor and all that...and then finding a class to fit the rest of my schedule...i hate doing that don't you?...all the classes you want are never close together... good news is there is a possibility that i will be able to hang out with a friend i don't get to see often...and then maybe i'll finally get to see that guy i told you guys about...yeah it's the second week of school and i have yet to see my old crush around campus...then again i don't really go anywhere but class and the computer lab... so it's kinda no wonder...here's hoping it'll happen sometime soon...cuz even if nothing comes from us meeting again...we were still friends...i miss being able to talk to him... PS. i'm good at keeping the old friends...i just need to work on making the new ones... *hugs* ... I love Ren & Hao. What about you?

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Wednesday, August 31, 2005

   cool dream...

DS Time 5:08 AM yesterday was...boring to say the least...my ride couldn't pick me up at the regular time...so i had to either ask my brother to take me to school...or leave early...and since i knew my brother would never take me to school...i opted to go early...and by early i mean about 5 hours before class even starts...so i was basically stuck at school all day bored out of my skull until my first class started...tis a sad day when you welcome the start of Math class... but the damage was already done by the time i got there...i was too tired from the boredom of staying on campus (and the computer) that i almost fell asleep during class...well both of my classes...who wouldn't fall asleep when they're talking about conquistadores BS to their king to explain why there's no gold from the new world?...let's hope something like that never happens again...and if it does...i'm opting to just stay home... but NE ways on to the cool dream i had last nite...i guess we were at this carnival...not really sure of who all was there cuz there were so many by the end...it looked like some alternative carnival...at first me and my friends were in line to go on this wierd looking merry-go-round...but instead when we got to the front of the line it was some radical game of freeze tag...there must've been like a hundred pplz playing with us... i guess the good part of the dream is that it gave me an idea for a possible story i might write (as if i didn't have enough writing projects already)...hm...maybe i do have ADD...i can't seem to concentrate on one story...as soon as an idea pops in my head... *sighs* ... PS. i guess all you can do is just laugh at it...hehe... *hugs* I love Ren & Hao. What about you?

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Tuesday, August 30, 2005

   wearing me out...

DS Time - 5:08 AM i don't know about you...but i'm already getting sick of school...certain classes i don't mind...ok it's just one particular class that i have a problem with right now...American Literature...we're reading stories about when the Spanish came over and enslaved the indians...only it's more like reading their freakin diaries... it's all pretty boring to me...hopefully things will start to get interesting soon...keep in mind this class has to compete with morbid fairytales where pplz get chopped up into lil pieces for decieving the prince... but aside from that there's nothing much to report...i spent a good two hours yesterday putting together a soap rack for thae shower...had a little problem with it not being the right size...had to whip out the hack-saw and cut a few inches off a metal tube (with mom's help of course cuz she wouldn't let me touch the hack-saw)... i find that i like being handy around the house...first it was painting the house a few weeks ago...then it was disassembling that shelving system...and now it was the soap rack...doing all that stuff made me feel useful you know...and proud cuz i could do it without that much help...i am woman...hear me roar!...hehe... well that's pretty much it...haven't had the inspiration to work on my stories...school work zapping all my creative juices and it's pissing me off...i did get a lil ray of sunshine yesterday when my best friend called me...it's weird to talk to her when she doesn't go to school with me NE more...that's life i guess... PS. i need to start having some fun... *hugs* ... I love Ren & Hao. What about you?

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Monday, August 29, 2005

   clening day...

DS Time - 5:11 AM well i spent most of the day yesterday cleaning the house...especially going over every inch of the floor and picking up my hair...it's every where!!!...then i had to actually vacuum the whole house too...well at least it gave me something to do you know?...i mean aside from sitting in my room with the music on while i stare up at the ceiling in thought... yes it would seem that i've started that again...blame it on me coming across my old journal that i used to write in...i made the mistake of reading through some of the entries that i made my senior year in high school and it brought back memories that i'd rather soon forget...i'd forgotten all the drama that high school brought to your door...but what would live be without it's little dramas?... NE ways the movie "Final Destination" was on TV last nite...you ever notice that they take out the best parts when they show movies on TV?...not fair not fair...oh well...i could always rent it and see all the gory details...i'm so morbid... PS. well i have a story to read and a mini-paper to write... *hugs* ... I love Ren & Hao. What about you?

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Sunday, August 28, 2005

   nothing but school work...

DS Time - 5:24 AM well it's Sunday morning...meaning i'd better get cracking on my weekend homework...why did the teacher have to give us another mini-paper to do?...it's on how i write a compare/contrast paper...then there's my weekly response...this woman wants us to write too much...and read too...read a African version of Cinderella yesterday...she only had one stepsister and she had a brother too...the stepsister got chopped into tiny pieces at the end for decieving the prince (long story)...i thought that was an interesting twist... so this is what my life has become...the life of a college student doesn't really stray far from school and studying...what a sad existance don't you think?...meh...maybe i can schedule it so that i'll have a day off from homework and studying...one can dream can't she?... so it was pretty much uneventful yesterday...did watch Shaman King...can't wait to watch the series finale...it's a bitter sweet feeling though since there'll be no more new episodes of Shaman King...but really...after the tournament and someone becoming the Shaman King where else can you go with the series?... PS. tomorrow's Monday...i hate Mondays don't you?... *hugs* ... I love Ren & Hao. What about you?

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Saturday, August 27, 2005

DS Time - 5:28 AM good morning, good morning...i had a dream...but all i remember was taht Gaara of the Desert was in it...that alone makes it interesting...not sure what happened though...oh well...if it was important then i wouldn't remembered it right?...even if it was a dream...it's no big deal really... NE ways...felt weird driving home yesterday afternoon...you remember me telling you that it was raining hard when i was going to school right?...well on the way home it was all bright and sunny...all week it's been raining...but Friday afternoon the sun decided to come out...i guess it was welcoming the weekend as much as i was... speaking of which...i survived my first week of school everyone!!!... *cheers* ...aren't you proud of me?...and we're starting to get into the more darker vesions of Cinderella...in a Chinese version the stepmother and stepsisters get stoned to death...i kinda thought that was a little funny...and the teacher said that we'll be watching the Matrix cuz that's a Cinderella story... *shrugs* ...any reason to watch that movie is fine with me... saw someone from the old high school yesterday...that was a real surprise...then i got to thinking...wouldnt it be real funny if my entire graduating class in high school ended up going to the same college...oh the trouble we could cause...hehe... PS. my tummy hurts...but you still get a hug!... ^-^ ... *hugs* ... I love Ren & Hao. What about you?

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Friday, August 26, 2005

   troublesome...

DS Time - 8:04 AM well there was something wrong with my computer this morning so i'm updating at school right now...it's really pouring outside...it's a good thing that all my classes are in the same building today...otherwise ima be cold and wet for my next class...there's nothing wrong with playing in the rain...but when all your classes are like 40 degrees and below...coming to class wet as a dog is not a smart thing to do... i had to drive half way to school in it...well more than half way...like two thirds...that was before the rain got really heavy and i coudln't see a thing...my "instructor" per se told me to pull over so she could show me how to drive in the rain...my first week of driving since June and it had to be monsoon week...oh the irony... but NE ways thanks to all of you who had encouragement with me and my 6 year crush (well technically he's not a crush NE more cuz i told him that i liked him about a year ago before we lost touch)...but he has already made it clear to me that he only sees me as a friend at the moment (at least that's what he said a year ago)... besides i don't even know if the guy's single or not...i haven't even seen him on campus...i know he goes to this school cuz he's in the school's directory...but that's about it...and trust me ladies...if he's not taken then there is something seriously wrong with the girls he hung out with last year...but i guess we'll see what happens this semester... NE ways i think i'm doing good with keeping up with my work...i'm proud of that...this time last year i was already behind on all my classwork...shame on me i know...but you live and learn right...and there isn't the distraction of a computer with Road Runner tempting me...i think that was my biggest distraction...hehe... PS. post over...and you get a hug!... *big hugs* ... I love Ren & Hao. What about you?

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