Thursday, August 25, 2005

   surprises happen everyday...

DS Time - 5:11 AM i saw some of my old friends on campus yesterday...the first one was at about 7:30 in the morning...cuz she had a class at 8:00...we didn't get to talk long but that's ok...we'll see each other every Monday & Wednesday...besides i got to hang with her during the summer...so it's all good... saw another friend after i got out of English and was waiting for my French class to start...we got to hang out for about half an hour before my class had to start (i think she was done for the day)...it was nice talking to her...hadn't seen her since June...i may not have that many friends on campus...but those that i do have i miss dearly... she told me that one of our high school buddies goes to the same college now...i was shocked to hear this cuz he was supposed to go to Georgia...i have to say i was a really excited to hear this... let me explain...i have had a crush on this guy since the 8th grade...let's count that up now...that's six years now...and i was a little sad when we decided to go to different colleges...especially when we lost touch with each other (cuz we were good friends)...so him going to the same school as me now...it's kinda telling me something...but maybe that's just my imagination... PS. one can dream can't they?... *hugs* ... I love Ren & Hao. What about you?

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Wednesday, August 24, 2005

   already getting old...

DS Time - 5:44 AM must remember to update first before i sign guestbooks...took a little more time than i thought it would...then again i was typing up a mini paper along with it...should be done by the time i get to school (only one more paragraph to go)...that way i can print it out and have enough time to just goof off before class starts... meanwhile i bought my books yesterday...kinda couldn't wait NE longer cuz i had homework to do...zucked azz too cuz i had to buy a total of nine books for four freakin' classes...i don't know about you but that's just unseemly...and the total came out to $419 for books...geez...you can bet i'm returning those bad boys to the school at the end of the semester...like paying the tuition wasn't enough to burn my mom's wallet... but yeah...the first days of classes seem to have gone well...the math teacher seemed nice...but then again they all do in the beginning don't they?...my American Lit teacher just came here from Cali...been in Missouri for only a few days...that should be interesting...he's having us read "The Scarlet Letter"...which i'm reluctant to read again...i figure if it was boring the first time i read it in high school it'll be boring now...but what can you do?... i seem to have to do a lot of reading and writing this semester...but i guess that's the reason i decided to become an English major...cuz i like to write...though this kind of writing wasn't what i had in mind...my emphasis is on creative writing...not anaylitical... *pouts* ... PS. this whole new school year scene is already getting old... I love Ren & Hao. What about you?

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Tuesday, August 23, 2005

   preparation...

DS Time - 5:50 AM well my first day of school went ok...i think i'm gonna like my english class...despite teh fact that i'm gonna have to buy four books for the class...she said that we have a fairytale theme this semester...she will be telling the darker sides and variations of fairytales...concentrating mostly on Cinderella...knowing me and my morbid azz i know i'm really gonna enjoy that class...now if only we didn't have to write so much... French class...not so good...the teacher started things off by speaking in French and i understood none of what he said...i felt so lost...then again the only thing we learned yesterday was how to say hello and introduce ourselves in the "tu" and "vous" forms...but i already have been assigned homework which i can't do cuz i haven't bought my books yet...damn it...on the plus side there's this chick in my French class that can read (and probably speak) Japanese...i would kill for the school to have a Japanese class... well today it's Math and American Literature...more reading and thinking...please tell me i haven't lost my touch when it comes to math...that was the one thing i was hoping i could fall back on this semester...i know i know...typical asian girl loves to do math...it's not that i love math class...it's just that i was so good at it...doesn't mean i like it...too many formulas to remember...i hope we're dealing with quadrants and circles...i was good at that sin, cos, and tan stuff... only saw two pplz i knew at school too...and it was only for a short while cuz they were on their way to class or something...just passing by in the hall with a quick "hi" or just a wave of the hand... *sighs* ...fifteen minutes to go from one side of campus to the other...lucky for me there's a short-cut thru the library... PS. class doesn't start until 12:30 and yet i'm still up this early...what is wrong with me?... *hugs* ... I love Ren & Hao. What about you?

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Monday, August 22, 2005

   first day of school...

DS Time - 5:38 AM check this out...i read nine books throughout the entire summer...how you like them apples?...meh...that just tells you how bored i was...there wasn't any one to hang out with...oh well...the books were interesting at least... so...i've actually been up since 4:48 AM and have been laying in my bed staring at the ceiling until my alarm went off...kinda hard to go back to sleep when you know that you're going to school in a few hours...especially when you don't know anyone and will have no one to talk to...sucks when no one will be your friend...i guess this is what it feels like to be a loner...go figure... so yeah...i have no clue what i'm going to do until then...i was going to wait until i got to school before i updated...but i got antsy and stuff...you know how it is right?...maybe i'll edit later and tell you how my first day went... meanwhile...yesterday was interesting...me and mom were disassembling this shelf thing...and there was this one part (it was a bottom leg i think) that was hard to unscrew...so i started doing it by hand...took me a while to get the hang of it...but i did it...no wonder mom calls me super woman...my hands were red by the time i was done but the point is i did it...they kinda still hurt now...but oh well... i feel like i'm in high school again...i think that was the last time i was ever got up this early for school...i might have to start sleeping in my clothes again so that i can have more time to sleep...no like NE one cares what you wear in college right?...i see pplz who look like they just rolled out of bed and went to class (which they probably did)... PS. guess i'll find something to do before i have to leave for school... *hugs* ... I love Ren & Hao. What about you?

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Sunday, August 21, 2005

distratctions...

DS Time - 7:11 AM in the course of human events...wait, WTF?...sorry there...got a little Amer Gov/Hist in there...what was i going to say?...ah yes...tomorrow i start school...oh goody...first two classes...English 225 and French 110 (at least i think that's the number)...wanted to take spanish but the time wouldn't work into my schedule...stupid school and its class scheduling...why must we be forced to take a foreign language?...meh... so i got to see the movie "Sin City" yesterday...my brother practically dragged me into his room and sat me down in a chair to watch it...not a bad movie...hard to understand at first...but i caught on to the concept pretty quick...hell of a lot of celebs in that movie...lost of familiar faces... didn't know Elijah Wood was in it though...creepy character he played...who knew someone named "Kevin" could be so...off...frat boy turned cannibal...religious too...there was a shot of him sitting on the porch reading the bible...that was a funny sight after hearing that he likes to eat humans... meh...i tried to call my friend a few times yesterday...but her phone was busy...dern her...i'll try again today...maybe i should call earlier than 8:00 PM... PS. give me strength for tomorrow... *hugs* ... I love Ren & Hao. What about you?

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Saturday, August 20, 2005

   lightning, lightning everywhere...and not a drop in sight...

DS Time 6:18 AM greetings and salutations...how are all of you this fine morning?...there was a lot of lightning last nite...and no rain...so that was interesting...with my active imagination i started thinking things when it first started flashing outside my window...but then i heard the echoing thunder and it was all good... so it looks like i might be adding in two more writing projects to my already full roster...and right before school starts...i probably won't even have time to work on anything aside from those involving school...but it's nice to hope isn't it?...gotta try to make this work...that's about all i can do right?... so i start school Monday... *pouts* ...I DON'T WANNA GO...PLEASE DON'T MAKE ME!!!... *sighs* ...well now that i got that out of the way...meh...my reluctance is astounding...don't you think?... PS. perhaps i shall be less afraid and reluctant in the next life... *hugs* I love Ren & Hao. What about you?

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Friday, August 19, 2005

   remember...

DS Time - 5:57 AM now i remember why i used to love waking up early in the morning...cuz it's always quiet at this time...well...minus the thunder and lightning that's still going on outside...lightning really is a beautiful thing isn't it?...i mean if you forget the fact that it could probably kill you should it catch you in the middle of a field...but despite the dangers it's nice to look at...it's always that way i suppose...things that are beautiful can be deadly...hehe...words of wisdom from the sage... NE ways...it would seem that i didn't sleep well again last nite...didn't fall asleep til around 11:30 or so (was the last time i bothered looking at the clock)...woke up around 3:33 AM to the sound of my phone cuz the power was blinking off & on...but the thing is...i don't think i mind...i used to go on 5 hours of sleep a day...i guess i'm just going off summer mode or seomthing...hm, maybe...though i wasn't too happy to wake up this morning to find myself with a tummy ache... so i went to my college to make a payment on my tuition...and to my surprise there was a long line...i thought i was the only bum who waited until the last minute to pay...go figure...well after that me & mom went over to the Metro place to ask them what buses i would take to get from school to my house...sounds fairly easy i think...but we'll see...if anything i could always wait on campus until mom gets off work... well i guess it's back to waiting for the dreaded first day of school to come...oh how i loathe school...i still wanna shot and/or castrate whoever said that you had to go to college to be successful... PS. is it too early for me to be getting hot flashes?... *hugs* ... I love Ren & Hao. What about you?

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Thursday, August 18, 2005

a little restless...

DS Time - 6:03 AM so i had a hard time falling asleep last nite...mom turned off the AC and it was hot...i don't know about you but it needs to be in a certain temperature range for me to be able to fall asleep...and it wasn't last nite...didn't fall asleep until around midnight...meaning that i slept light last nite... so when the thunderstorm came i woke up...thankfully it didn't last long (at least i don't think so) and i was able to go back to sleep...only to wake up at 4 for some reason...stayed in sleep limbo for about an hour or so until my alarm went off at 5:30 AM...restless sleep is good for one thing...you're up and ready by the time your alarm goes off... well as you might be able to tell i'm in a slightly better mood today...not exactly chipper...but better...don't ask me what happened between now and yesterday's post to change all that cuz i haven't the slightest idea...i do know that i will be going up to the school today to make my first payment on my tuition for the semester...i don't see why education this important to your future should be so expensive...college should be for free... afterwards i'll be going to the Metro place to see which route i will have to take if i wanted to get home from school (and vice versa just in case)...been about 15 years since the last time i rode the city Metro and i haven't a clue how to do it...shows how much i remember... something good did happen yesterday...i got to talk to my best friend for a few hours...talked about moving out and getting an apartment together...and how dorky our apartment was gonna be cuz we would be poor...Japanese style table arrangement here we come...double futons too...cuz it's a bed and a couch!...hehehe... also talked about the usual best friend talk of "nothing-really-important"...like who would win in a fist fight between the power rangers and the ninja turtles...i can imagine it now...hours of conversation debating on who would win between Predator from the movie "Predator" and the aliens from the "Aliens" movies...good times i tell you... *hears thunder* ...oh goody...looks like the thunder storm from last nite never really went away...maybe i'll go watch it later...when there's actual light for me to see it... *looks up* ...wow i typed a lot to day... *shrugs* ... PS. so it's not the end of the world...yet... *hugs* I love Ren & Hao. What about you?

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Wednesday, August 17, 2005

   what's the point?...

DS Time - 6:39 AM my days are getting more boring...i can tell...especially since all i do is sit at home with nothing to do but read fanfictions and wait for the impending doom that is the first day of school...i'm such a loser... what do you do when your inspiration for life is not there anymore?...when you feel like everyone else in the world is leaving you behind while they get on with their lives...you ever feel like all you're doing is standing still?...that you're just taking up space?... and the damn school is getting on my nerves with the whole class scheduling...all this is really discouraging me to even go to the damn college...i never wanted to go in the first place...i've spent the entire summer emailing my advisor and all this crap still isn't settled...i start on Monday for goodness sakes!...stupid damn school...gets on my nerves... PS. my statement still stands: there's an "X" over my heart...just take the knife and stab it already... I love Ren & Hao. What about you?

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Tuesday, August 16, 2005

   lalalalalalalalala...

DS Time - 6:36 AM well i did a better job at waking up this morning...but it's still not good enough... *sighs* ...the first day of school is gonna be murder for me...have i mentioned how much i hate college?...i have?...well let me repeat myself...i hate college... meanwhile...it's been raining a bit for the past few days...i guess it kinda puts you in that sort of mood you know?...not a very good mood to be having at the moment...but what can you do?...no one controls nature...though sometimes i get the feeling that maybe i can...wouldn't that be a nice thought?... no tripped out dreams to speak of today...probably cuz i can't remember it...too busy trying to drag my azz out of bed...i knew i should've went to sleep earlier last nite...but i coudln't help it..."Remember the Titans" was on last nite...good movie...so what if it's about high school football... PS. oh the random-ness... *hugs* I love Ren & Hao. What about you?

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