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Tuesday, April 12, 2005


   an explanation...



*points lazer pointer at link above* ...if you missed the update yesterday the link is up there...read and enjoy...

well I'm feeling a little better than I was yesterday...i wanted to thank all of you for your comments...I felt loved!...now I think that you deserve to know why I was so heart broken...

me and my ex have been trying to be friends since we broke up Jan. of 2004...but his new girl has been trying to get in the way since the beginning cuz apparently she's jealous of me...why, I have no clue cuz she's the one with the man, not me... *sad face* ...

well the screwed up part concerning that is the fact that my "friend" didn't bother to tell me that he had a new girl...and here I was thinking that maybe we could work things out and start over...I had to hear from from a third party who has no relations with this guy except thru me...

well the bastard did it to me again...when I thought he couldn't break my heart anymore than he did, he goes and does something without telling me, the friend with whom he trusts more than almost anyone else, and I have to hear about it from a third party that has no business finding out before me... *pouts*

and of course, yesterday had to be his birthday...well Happy Birthday ****************** you son-of-a-biotch... *glare* ...

*sighs* ...I'm not mad at what this third party told me...that I can handle...i've accepted the fact that we weren't getting back together...it's the fact that he didn't have the ballz (excuse my language) to tell me himself...I had gotten an e-mail from this guy only two days before this third party informed me of said subject...I guess we'll see what happens when I go visit the school...if he doesn't have the ballz to tell me to my face then I'll let mama D go at him...I know she'll enjoy that, won't you mama?... *winky* ...

until then...I guess I'll just chillax...so that's the story...and right now all the anger that I have is starting to fester and boil...not a good thing when I have a tendancy to hit walls and closet doors when I get really pissed...

PS. *breathes in, breathes out* I need to chillax...

I love Ren & Hao.

What about you?

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