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Saturday, May 14, 2005


   confused...



um...hehe, i don't need to wait for my friend to tell me (read last post to understand what i'm talking about)...cuz i asked him about it when he didn't say NE thing...so those of you who told me to wait until he was ready to tell me...good advice but if i had waited for him to be ready i would've never been told...i know him well enough...if he didn't tell me when i asked "are you sure there's nothing else you need to tell me?" then he would've never said anything about it...

he said that it was a sensitive subject and he felt the whole situation of telling me would've been uncomfortable...maybe for him...he needs to learn how to stop worrying about how i would react and treat me like the friend i thought i was to him...you don't keep something like this from a friend no matter what the situation...him doing what he did is like him spitting on our friendship or something...

and apparently my feelings about this are starting to show thru the mask that i put up...yesterday my mom asked if i was sick or something cuz i "looked so sad"...now normally my mom's not a very perceptive person when it comes to my emotions...but you know it's bad when she can tell i'm not having a good day...that's scary...

this is what happens when you try to stay best friends with your ex... *sighs* ...plus the fact that his new girl hates my guts for the pure fact that i was his ex...not a good enough reason for me to not liking NE one...but that's enough of that...i could go on and on about this but i'm sure you guys don't wanna hear about it...i apologize for complaining about it so much...moving on...

now here is what you really want...and update on the story...yeah you know it always brighten up my day to read comments on my story...good or bad as long as i know that pplz are reading it...so please click here and read on...i hope that all who read it enjoy it very much...the story's almost finished so there's no that much left to read...happy reading!!!...

PS. again i apologize for biotching about my problems... *bows head in shame* ...

I love Ren & Hao.

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