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Vitals

Birthday
• 1985-07-03
Gender
• Female
Location
• sitting on a branch of a tree
• quietly watching the stars and moon
Member Since
• 2003-10-03
Occupation
• quiet protector of all that is innocent
Real Name
• DragonStorm (duh!)
• TenTen (not really but I like it)
• Tao (lotta pplz call me that)
• Empress ^^ (really like the sound of that)
• Lienan Knight (copyrighted by me)
• other aliases that you don't know of yet *winky*

Personal

Anime Fan Since
• my first episode of DragonBall at 6:30 in the morning (yeah it was on that early where I'm located)
Favorite Anime
• Shaman King
• DBZ
• Naruto
• Digimon
• Yu-Gi-Oh!
• CardCaptors
Goals
• to write a good fanfic...and finish it
• three writing projects down, sixteen more projects to go (darn those plot bunnies!!!)
Hobbies
• anime (of course!)
• reading
• writing (mostly fanficing)
• drawing
• hanging out with friends
• listening to music
• smiling

myOtaku.com: DragonStorm

Tuesday, May 31, 2005

just some idle thought...

what do you do when you find something out about your best friend...and there's nothing you can do to help?...what do you do when she cries endless tears and you can't be there to dry them?...what do you say when she's having suicidal thoughts...and despite every reason for her to stay she still wants to leave this world?...

it's been a long Memorial Weekend...good things have happened...and not so good things have happened...unfortunately the not so good things out weight the good things...and i got back into the habit of thinking too much as i laid in bed nite...and i had a hard time falling asleep...then there's the early morning wake up that comes with this bad habit...

to carry the weight of the world on my shoulders...just like Atlas the Titan in Greek Myths that was charged to carry the world on his shoulders...it's a hard life when you worry about everyone else over your self...

so the question is...why would i choose such a life?...who knows?...but all i know is that my friend needs me...and there's nothing that i can do to help her...and if i can't help her...then what good am i?...

*looks up and re-reads post* ...wow...heavy idle thought...i need to stop thinking so much...um...moving on i guess...

but first...on a side note...my ranking is finally 333...Tao Ren would be very proud...may i stay there for a little while...NE ways moving on...

Big Bro came back from Cali yesterday...and i think mom's mad at him now cuz of the way he acted towards her when he came home...he misses Cali...and who wouldn't?...

there's nothing good here...just a whole bunch of pplz who can't seem to mind their own business...pplz who feel that they have to tell us every little thing "daddy dearest" does with his new wife and family...when will they get it thru their thick heads that we don't give a damn about him...when will they leave us alone and let us forget about him...cuz he's already forgotten about us...

PS. *sighs* like i said...it's been a long weekend... *pouts* ...i could use a hug...
I love Ren & Hao.

What about you?

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