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Friday, June 3, 2005


   mixed feelings...



my state of mind and moods have been...crazy lately...and i thought i was moody before...do you know how stressful it is when your emotions can change at the drop of a dime?...well i hope you never do cuz it's not fun...

i guess it has to do with what's been going on with my friends...i love them more than anything...and when pplz say and do bad things to them i bet upset too...cuz they're like the sisters i never had...they're my trigger button i guess...mess with them and you've got a 5'3" (man, i'm so tiny) asian ball of fury on your hands...and right now i need to take out ny fury on someone...cuz you don't f*ck with my friends...

and then there are the friends who just write me out of their lives...that's heartbreaking...one friend in particular comes to mind...it's a complicated situation and i don't think you guys wanna know the details...basically she said that we were friends and then doesn't even tell me that she's getting married...i was hurt at first...but now i just get mad every time i think about it...i don't agree with the marriage NE ways...how can you know that you want to spend the rest of your life with someone after a month?... *sighs* ...let me shut up now before i start punching the walls again...

then there's my friend who doesn't even bother keeping in touch even though we used to live down the street from each other...from what i hear her life's been spiraling down ever since she dropped out her senior year of high school...i'll keep my mouth shut about that situation as well...but that wall is starting to look really nice right now...

and yesterday i was so happy cuz i finally got to working on a story i haven't touched in about two years...tis what writer's block does to you...looks like i've picked up another writing project...let's hope that it doesn't end up being forgotten for another two years...

*sighs* methinks i need to get away from all of this...where be a knight in shining armour to saveth me when i needeth it?... *pouts* ...

PS. i thank thee for listening to my ranting...i loveth thee much... *hugs*

I love Ren & Hao.

What about you?

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