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Thursday, September 29, 2005


   how depressing...



DS Time 4:55 AM

i've come to the conclusion that i will never get married...i'm a 20 year old asian girl and i've only had one boyfriend in my whole entire life...there aren't any willing suitors out there right now and i doubt that there will be NE time soon... *sighs* ...so i've deemed that i shall die lonely and unmarried...

i mean if there are no suitors now...what makes me think there'll be suitors in the future?...nothing's gonna change drastically from now until then...the reason why i bring this up was cuz of a conversation i had with my mom the other day...she was talking to one of my older brothers...and he told her that whenever i got a boyfriend that he would "interrogate" him like a good older brother should...

strangely my reaction was to laugh at the thought of me having a boyfriend...so you see the lack of confidence in me...it sucks i know but that's how i feel...tis a sad future for me...

in the meantime...school was the same yesterday...i don't see how school could be any different...i did have a nice conversation with my best friend Ryoko-san when i got home...that was nice...hadn't talked to her in a long time...she's still holding on to the idea of not living past 40...cuz she doesn't want to be old...that's my girl...

PS. *shiver* it's cold outside... *hugs*

I love Ren & Hao.

What about you?

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