Yeah good news.....instead of deleting this site,i think i`m just gonna closed it for a year.The reason is i would miss you guys if i delete this site and next year(2007) i`m gonna have thhe most important exam in my life.....If my results is great which is all A`s,my dream might came true...To go to japan of course and studying about anime and stuff...^_^.I`m too dumb to got all A`s so i have to study hard next year and try to gets 10 A`s.....Yeah one more year until i finished my highschool life......So after that exam finish i`ll come back to MyO..so don`t delete or be gone till next year.....Huh yesterday was my eldest and lil sis birthday though.It should be a happy night but i`m just got depressed and mad...I got a lot of pressure if there are to noisy....X_X.Plus today i`m being a bad bro and son.Today i`m just wish all of my family would die..or just make me die.It is very depressing day and the whole day i`m cursed my family though....am i bad?The one i should love the most is my mom,because she work hard for us(me and my other 5 siblings)since she got divorced.Even when my friend ask me do i love my mom,i just answer "I don`t know...maybe ya,maybe not.".I never shown that i love her at all because i`m donno if i love her or not.I am a bad son huh?Actually i hate my mom,my sis,my bro,myself and my family.I wonder why though?No wonder why i`m wanna be a manga-ka,it is because i like fantasy more than reality.That`s mean i love fake than the real one huh?Even sometimes i`m tired of this boring life and feel like wanna kill myself.But everytime i tried it never success,its too hurt.....Yeahh as you can see i am depressed right now....i might been gone from MyO about 10 months ago(i guess) but thanks to Chisu-chan i`m not.She`s the one who make me stay here and thanks to her i meet you guys.She knows me well though,even when i`m lying or not but she always got me wrong.Well what can i said human aren`t perfect right?Anyway that`s all for today ja nie Minna
Today special thanks to:
Chisu(for 10 month ago) and SweetD,you guys make me stay here Congrates
~Eriol~
Song of the Day
Quiz of the day
1.Would you hate the person you love?
2.Do you always said i love you face to face with the person and will you?
my answers
1.Ya i hate everyone but the person i love i donno
2.No yet but one day when i`ll find my true love
Quote
~Your kindness save me from drowning in darkness~
Confession of the day
-Ok actually Elli is my friend and not my gf.I`m asked her to pretend to be my gf.The reason is to be an excuse to stop me from bother my ex-gf because i am egos.So don`t get angry or mad..gommenna guys,but yeah the way we met was like i told you.....Seriously not to make my ex jealous ok.Seriously.I`m not the person who`s like to pushed other people........
Pic of the day
~Good guys in Death Note
