Wednesday, February 8, 2006

sorry for being gone so long. and sorry if my bro's post worried any of you. i'm sorry. i'm so sorry. for everything.

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Thursday, February 2, 2006

This is dream wings bor posting. Gameboy. She hasn't updated in a while, you could try PMing her. that cheers me up.

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Thursday, January 26, 2006

well, my puppy is doing alot better than i would have expected ^^ she's so nice and calm, and is adapting to her poor little leg cast pretty well. she's even learned to walk three-legged, so we can let her walk. i can even start her training again! today she made some great progress! i worked on her sitting (perfect! ^^) laying (getting there) come (nearly there, just every once and a while when she's busy stalking a leaf...) and i found that wait works much better than stay! i can tell her to lay down, and wait, then go out of the room, and say wait every once and a while, then come back, and she won't have even have moved! she's so smart! ^^ the rest of my day? don't ask -.-,, nothing positive to say about that >.< my freshman adam is so silly ^^ and confuseing '~'

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Wednesday, January 25, 2006

hey guys! well, i've got good new and bad news, oh, and interesting weird news too....so i'll spill the bad first -.-,, well, my cute, loveable, sweet puppy....there was an accident (and i'm not going to point fingers at the person responcible, but if he does one more thing.....>.< ) she got in the non-puppy proof part of the house, and knocked a shelf down on her. she broke her toes and fractured her little wrist ankle thing. so she had to go to the pet er, and get a cast. she won't be able to walk for 4 weeks! *cries* poor puppy....she was doing SO good in her training too.... good news: in our youth group road show, we are doing a skit on gillagan's island, and...i get to be mary ann! ^^ my parts are so fun, i get to be so silly! ^^ and my brother is a leprechaun in gillagans dream too! ^^ weird news: ever heard of a guy asking a girl to sadie hawkins? yea....

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Saturday, January 21, 2006

hey there guys! ^^ sorry for leaveing so suddenly... i was a counseor at a 6th grade camp! it was so much fun! so many crazy things happened there! ^^ i'll have to tell you all about it...tomorrow -.-,, i'm soo wiped out from watching all those girls! see you tomorrow for more, ~dream wings

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Saturday, January 14, 2006

   i'm sorry it's so long........it was friday the 13th, after all.....

what a friday the thirteenth..... last night, i had a terrible dream....nightmare....that's been happening way too much... i was in class, and my teacher was telling us about some ancient ruins that were just discovered outside our town. for homework, we were supposed to go to the ruins and study them, filling out this big packet of paperwork. since i can't drive, i had to find a friend to drive me. another girl, a freshman who talks, non-stop, came too. for some reason, we took my mom's van, and i sat in the very back (i never sit there) while the guy drove and the girl sat up front talking with him. when we got to the ruins, i got out and was really dissapointed, the so called "ruins" looked like they couldn't have been built more than two weeks ago. it was like a big covered pavilion thing. the pillars were perfectly round and there was fresh cement. i went back into the car, rather put out, because i was excited to see something old to study. i was doing my paperwork, and the girl got in the backseat with me, and kept talking and talking. i kept asking her to stop, that i needed to finish my work, but she wouldn't stop talking about nothing. i put my work down in my lap, and watched the "ruins" go by (they were really long) after a second, i looked up to say something to the driver guy, but he wasn't there. nobody was driveing. the car started going faster and faster. somehow, i couldn't get up to the front seat, only the girl could. i started asking her to go and stop the car, because we were starting to go really fast towards a hill. the girl just laughed and said it didn't matter, then countinued babbleing on and on. the car was going too fast now. i was really scared then, and kept begging the girl to go and stop the car, but she always said it didn't matter. the car went up the little hill, and jumped off the other side onto the busy freeway. there were so many semi-trucks, and they were going too fast to stop. they barely missed us, some haveing to swerve so hard that they fell over. by then i was crying, trying to get the laughing, jokeing girl to stop the car before it was too late....but i was afraid it was already too late. the freeway ended, and there was another hill on the other side. we flew off that hill like it was a ramp, the car was going so fast. the hill stopped at it's top, dropped off into a cliff. looking down, i was trying to figure out how i could place myself in the car so that i would get least hurt, then gave up, the cliff was way too high for anyone to live through falling. the girl was still talking cheerfully, laughing, not careing. the car finally hit the bottom, and i blacked out. i woke up and saw the girl, perfectly fine, walking without a care through the feild that we landed in. looking down at myself, i saw myself bleeding everywhere, so many cuts and wounds. at the same time i was looking down at my self, i could see myself sitting in the wreck, a bloody mess. i blacked out again. everthing was still black, but i heard sirens, and slowly opened my eyes again, blinking back the blood dripping down my face. the lights were flashing from the emergency veicles. the resuce team, along with alot of my friends, both close and distant, and my brother were circled around me in the crushed car. they were all standing still, stareing at my with....such uncareing looks, indifference. no body would help me, and i could feel myself dieing. my brother was the only one makeing any noise, he was laughing coldly at me. i couldn't talk, i was too hurt to ask for help. nobody cared. i woke up in my bed, under all my blankets (that are really really warm) and was shivering alot. i was really cold all over, and i was crying. when i went to the bathroom, i couldn't look in the mirror....i was afraid. when i went to school i hugged one of my friends, and was trying hard not to cry. i know it was dumb, but i asked if i were hurt and was dieing, if they would just stand there, or if they would help me....i had to ask. that dream felt so real...it still does hey, i'm sorry i posted so long...>.< i just had to post that...maybe all these nightmares i've been haveing have reason, a cause. maybe i have to find that reason to make them stop. i can hardly sleep anymore, in one class we had to track peoples sleep, and i averaged 4 hours a night for the past two weeks. -.-,, well, saturday i have an all day hunter safety class, for my archery lessons. i think it's from 7 am to 6 pm >.< way too long, if you ask me. straight from there, i'm going to have to go to a dance. that will end at 11 pm, and i'll get home after midnight >.< maybe i'll be so tired i won't have any re-occouring nightmares.....

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Thursday, January 12, 2006

   I Got A PUPPY!!!!!!!

she's soooo cute!!! ^^ adorable! i've never, ever had a dog before! a person in my 4-h club has a purebred black lab show dog, and she got out one night, and came home to have 12 little puppies ^^ the dad was a border collie. which makes for the most adorable puppy ever! we named her paika, but i call her pai for short ^^ my brother was teaseing me, and started calling her 3.142857 she's the calmest little puppy i've ever met too! she is very mellow, and just loves to snuggle you ^^ i already love her to death!

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Wednesday, January 11, 2006

i'm so happy!!!! ^^ today i got called into the counselors office four times! and why in the world would that make me happy, you may wonder? because....i get to be a counselor at sixth grade camp!!! and.....it's next week! ^_^ they were short a girl counselor, and with camp comeing up fast, they weren't sure if they could find anyone....until someone suggested asking me to be one! so they called me down, and i filled out all the papers, and now....i get to go!!!! ^^ i can't wait, i remember when i went in 6th grade, it was so fun! and i get to go to moaning caverns and big trees again too ^^ i'm trying so hard to stay calm...it's so hard! i was so hyper in band((as if i'm not now...^^;; )), my freshman adam was so silly about it. ummmm....i get to be a counselor!!! ^^ the one down side is...well, two. i won't be anywhere near a computer, let alone an electric outlet) to come on here, so i can't update or pm for a week :( the other thing is....i'm going to miss reading my books *sniff sniff* and listening to my i-pod while i go to sleep....but there won't be any time for reading anyways up there. on the form, one of the questions was "can you live without your hairdryer?" hehe....YES!! and "can you funstion with lack of sleep?" ....if i couldn't, would i be awake right now, let alone hyper? needless to say, i passed the test with flying colors. have a great day!! ^^ p.s. if you haven't heard...i finally posted some more art! ^^ go see, go see! and thank you sooo much all of you who went and commented on them, your so nice! ^^

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Tuesday, January 10, 2006

if you haven't seen.....check out my new art! ^^ (sorry for the short post, i'll post more tomorrow....i have to go!!)

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Sunday, January 8, 2006

i've finally posted more art!!! hehe, i'm so happy!! *squee!! happiness, trying hard to contain excitement* go see, go see!! in some, i've changed my art style, or even.....tried coloring them!!!! tee hee, i'm so happy right now ^^ there are some fruits basket ones, chrono crusade, and some other origional and stuff like that!! ^^ and, today i met the man who controls the world's domestic beaver population. he makes fur coats for all sorts of famous people. that was very interesting, i never thought he would be the man who owned the warehouse next to my dad's work. and i got to go to the bookstore too!! i got the 12th fruits basket, 2nd dn angel, and the 6th chrono crusade books! and i got a boxed set of books from an author(Nix) i really liked (i've only read one of his books, but it was great! ^^) after the bookstore, i went to a friends video game party! we played mario party 7, and donkey konga, and....oh, what was it called?? *thinks really hard* oh! it was sarge's war or something like that....hmmm....i think... but don't forget to go look at my new drawings!! ^^ have a great day!

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