Thursday, November 3, 2005

so much stuff to say, so little time....or energy >.< uhhhh.....this is a song that keeps getting stuck in my head lately ^^;; i think the band's called The Ataris or something like that.... takeoffs and landings On this coldest of January nights We drive out past the runway and watch the planes go flying by The runway lights are the deepest blue like the colors of your eyes So close them tight and kiss me one last time If you could go anywhere right now Where would you go? And would you miss me when you get there? No place that I would rather be Please don't let me go falling from the sky The "fasten seatbelt" sign just needs to go out If only you could be right here by my side Home wouldn't seem so far from here Passport, customs, carry on, remember To shut off all of your electronic devices Fell asleep on Tuesday woke up Monday afternoon I slept right through your International Date Line If you could go anywhere right now Where would you go? And would you miss me when you get there? No place that I would rather be Please don't let me go falling from the sky The "fasten seatbelt" sign just needs to go out If only you could be right here by my side Home wouldn't seem so far from here Please don't let me go falling from the sky The "fasten seatbelt" sign just needs to go out If only you could be right here by my side Home wouldn't seem so far from here oh, and a few lines from another song too... Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up: These are the best days of our lives. The only thing that matters is just following your heart, and eventually you'll finally get it right. things are so confuseing right now -.-,, hopefully i'll work things out myself, and can come back as myself tomorrow.

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Wednesday, November 2, 2005

drat, i missed another day....ok, so this time it wasn't an accident, i didn't post on purpous. monday was a terrible day....it got filed under "the worst days of my life" section >.< i really just wanted to go crawl in a hole and give up on life forever -.-,, it would have been much easier. it's no fun, liveing without hope.... but, just as i wished on monday night, things have gotten better! so, it's ok now uhhhh....i don't have to much else to say, alots happened, i'll write it up later though! ^^;; i hope you have a great middle day of the week!

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Monday, October 31, 2005

sorry i didn't post in a while... i've been so busy! it's crazy! well, i'll start with saturday... woke up it was seven, waited til eleven, just to figure out no one would call....hehe, sorry! song stuck in my head... i woke up early, to go to the band review. we did pretty good! (for missing so many people!) we took second in our division, my friend (the drum major, she's a member on here) took second in mace! our color guard took third. before awards, they called everone down for a huge multi-band drill down!!! and, all my band was saying "go anna, go down!" and then i went down, it was so cool! ^^ they all seem to remember band camp, where i was the champion ^^;; it was so fun! the way back, me and my friend were shareing some headphone thingys and danceing to some music, it was funny because we would choreograph it, and everyone was watching, listening to the song on the bus, so we looked so weird! ^^ and we had some truffle chex mix, oh my gosh O_O it was sooooo good!!! after that, there was a trunk-or-treat party at my church, it was really fun, but my friend didn't show up -.-,, so i was adopted by the mexican border patrol. i dressed up kinda like a doll, i guess, but alot of people said i was other things. i have this white little dress with poofy sleeves, and it's kinda form fitting, then gets all twirly and goes just past my knees....it's so fun!! ^^ and i did my makeup and stuff, and wore little pig tails with red bows, and there was a red bow/shash thingy. it looked fun! ^^ after that i went to a friends, and we had a movie party. before the movie started, we all were looking for something to do, and me and the three boys all voted for video games, and they all wanted to play a board game. so i got banished from the girls, because i like video games and computer stuff....but i twas really fun, we stayed up so late! sunday was church, and we had a young woman's choir performance. i really like the song we sang ^^ and i got my dress all worked out for the senior field show on friday too, i can't wait for that!! ^^ wow....sorry for the really long post! i hope you have a great, great monday!

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Saturday, October 29, 2005

  

i'm so so so so tired right now *yawns* homecomeing was fun, the football game lasted forever, we won. tomorrow, *looks at clock* no, wait, today, there's a band competition. that will be fun too ^^ when we were sitting in the stands, i was so hungry because i haden't ate yet on friday (i forgot breakfast in the morning, was busy at lunch, then went straight from place to place to go to the football game) oh, and remember my freshman? the other trombone player? he gave me a kiss. a hershey kiss! ^^;; i bet i freaked you out there! wel, i better get to bed, sweet dreams!

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Thursday, October 27, 2005

well, today was another interesting day, hehe ^^;; i guess i'll start with bad >.<, so i can end on good ^^ tuesday night, i went to bed, happy with the promise of a decent night's sleep ahead....then about 12:45 i woke up. my head hurt so bad...i reached up to touch my head, and then i felt all the tears on my face....i was crying, in my sleep, and my head hurt so bad it woke me up. i was at my dad's, so i didn't have any medicine, so i lay there in the dark just trying to stop crying and get back to sleep...for at least two hours! i think it was even longer, but after the second hour past, i gave up looking at the clock.... so in the morning, i woke up to a blareing alarm clock, and took the louudest shower of my life. the dumb hairdryer didn't sound so friendly either >.< i really wish this headache would go away...it's been over two and a half months straight....does that break the world record for longest headache yet? -.-,, and, don't worry, i have gone to the doctors and stuff, if you don't remember, i got some mri's and cat scans and things, but they couldn't figure it out, and they still can't, so....no worries, i'm sure it'll just go away soon enough ^^;; after getting some medicine at my moms (i hate being so dependant on this stuff >.< ) the day went much better. thursday is crazy hair day, this will be fun! ^^ and i get to teach kung fu! oh, and someday when i get around a scaner...i have a whole bunch of drawings! i've even been learning to color! ^^ today, i ever drew a special pic....it's....yea, you'll see ^^;; i hope you have a great day!!

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Wednesday, October 26, 2005

so sleepy....must not fall asleep on...key...board....*ZZZZzzzz....* ok, ok, i'm awake now, but falling asleep is starting to become a real problem...during spanish especially >.< me +test= zzzzz.... oh! this week is homecoming at the high school, so we have all kinds of fun dress up days. monday was pajama day, and i brought my kung fu teddy bear, sensei ^^ he's so snuggly! tuesday was theme day...ever class has a theme, and this year we don't have very fun ones >.< the senior theme is...san francisco? how do you dress up for that? well, naturally, i dress up as....a stewardess! ^^ it was really fun, i was one of the only kids at school dressed up! i had a suit that looked like a real uniform, and everything! very fun! oh, and a neat little pink hair scarf, and the suit was one with a skirt, so i had high heels, and one of those little wings pins! ^^ so many funny comments! ok, i'm going to get to bed now, because i need to get some rest...all this busyness is killing me! >.< the rest of the week is so packed too, thursday teach kung fu...friday football game, saturday a band review (with a drill down too!!!! ^^) trunk-or-treat and a party after that ^^;; lots of fun, but it all adds up to....approximately 0.000000000023856 hours of sleep wow...i said i was going to bed a while ago, sorry....^^;; i hope you all have a great day!!

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Tuesday, October 25, 2005

'im sorry for being so late to update....it's a bsuy week (as always >.< ) and i'm really wiped out. i keep falling asleep on my work.

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Monday, October 24, 2005

i'm sorry to be so repetitive, but.... i really am so worried about so many people....i have started a plan trying to help two of my friends...one more than the other....i hope it will help. it's starting monday morning, at least part of it....wish me luck! and, once again....drinking stinks >.< i wish it didn't exist i got an e-mail from a long lost friend...and parts of it were in lyrics and stuff....it was very confuseing, and now i'm worrying about them too...-.-,, Hold on if you feel like letting go Hold on it gets better than you know Don't stop looking, you're one step closer Don't stop searching, it's not over Hold on if you feel like letting go Hold on it gets better than you know Hold on

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Sunday, October 23, 2005

san fransisco was really fun! ^^ first, we went and ate lunch in some really fancy place ^^ and then went on a bay cruze....came back and watched a funny juggler guy (who reminded me of my friend so much, it was crazy!) after that, we got a really yummy truffle, then went to one of those 4-d shows....played around in an arcade ^^ then ate at the hard rock cafe (oh my goodness....i had one of those virgin straberry da-....what-cha-ma-call-its it was sooo good! ^_^ ) some funny things happened there too, but...yea....^^;; don't you hate it when you worry? even when someone assures you it's fine? sometimes you just can't help it.... there are so many people taht i'm so worried about right now, that despite all the fun things i did, in my mind i was constantly thinging of them, and hopeing that they are all right....*sighs* uhhhh......ummmm.....let's see....there were alot of sea lions! ^^ they were all over these docks, and there was one that jumped off one, and tried to get onto another, but the big male pushed him off....so the little one that got pushed off spashed the big male and swam off and onto another one ^^ it was funny

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Saturday, October 22, 2005

well, saturday i'll be gone all day in san fransisco. and friday, during band, my golf coach comes in, with a boquet of flowers for me since our team made it to V.O.L. and then the whole room does that in unison "awwwww...." thingy.....that was so embarassing! and most of them didn't get that it was just for golf, and they thought it was actually from someone, that was kinda funny (as if that would ever happen) but they are really pretty, and the roses smell so good ^^ and all the flowers are either red or gold, school colors ^^ and.....i hate drinking >.< it's so terrible for you, and it makes people act so dumb....i really wish it would just go away....people that can be so nice and smart turn so dumb and mean....please don't ever drink....

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