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Tuesday, August 2, 2005


gah >.< i really hate how this pattern has been working out...i'll be sad and gloomy in a post one day, force myself to have a happy post, then the next day...back to my gloomy state >.< but i really can't help it....circumstances are really turning against me now....i really can't take much more....*sighs* not like it matters, nobody would care anyways >.< not here, in real life

today was the first day of band boot camp, right? and, alot of fun things happened, that i should be exited about, but...so many other things have been happeneing, and so much more things happened today...i really can't feel that exited >.<
ummm...*trying to sound positive* in the first drill down, i took first in the school ^^ i got a ribbon and everything, and during the drill down, the director came over and used my attention as the "perfect example"
that's all i've got time for now, back to chores for me

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Monday, August 1, 2005


live a life less ordinary....

right now i'm watching the movie "the truman show".....it's so weird! that would be so scary! have any of you ever seen this?
gameboy: no.
back to dream again: very weird....disturbing....
gameboy: how?
dream: because...the whole concept of this movie is so scary...not in a "oh no! a monster is going to eat me!!!" way, but like...creepy....
gameboy: how again?
dream: your imposible -.-,, if you were watching it, you would understand...but, no, your playing vidio games >.<

ok, enough of that...

today was really cool, since i got to wear one of my new outfits to church ^^ i wore this skirt set that had a black skirt, with white print on it of boats and things that looked like you were in venice or italy on the bottom, and as it went up, clouds and stuff ^^ it's really cute, with this white shirt and three quarter sleeve jacket ^^ and a white little bow in my hair...yea, i like dressing up ^^

well, tomorrow (monday) is the start of band camp at my school...more like boot camp >.< but it's ok, since i'm kinda one of the drill sargents ^^ i'm going to be a section leader, and i get a cluster group and everything ^^ i'll have to tell you all about it next post...
have a great monday!

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Sunday, July 31, 2005


   i used to be a llama!

here it is...1:00 am, and i'm posting agian *yawns* once again, i've just gotten home from shopping...wow...that's two shopping days in a row! O_O the last time i went clothes shopping was three and a half years ago! weird statistics there, none for almost four years...and then *boom boom* two in a row! crazy stuff ^^

i got some really prety new things, like this really really pretty dress ^^ and two skirt sets things ^^ so happy, i love those things
and i got some more fun shirts! ^^ lots of neat things, fun stuffs, i'd give more details...but...*yawns again* i'm way to tired to be typeing, you have know idea how many typos i've gone back to fix...and how many there still must be >.<
well....i'll leave you with a quote from yours truely ^^
"i used to be a llama!" *twirls hair*

yea, i'm weird ^^;;

and i'll have to tell you about my new bed stuffs too....remind me of that >.<
have a great sunday, try and get plenty of rest!

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Saturday, July 30, 2005


i'm very sorry about yesterdays post, i was out of line *hangs head in shame* i shouldn't post those types of things...i don't like causeing people to be sad or worried, i'm sorry, please forgive me.
i was being selfish there, but....i wasn't kidding about being forgotten, it's not just some silly teen feeling left out....i really was forgotten, as in erased from someones memory completely....to have your existance forgotten, it doesn't feel nice...*sighs*
but, i'm trying to keep to myself again >.< but please excuse me if i have another less than happy post again soon...

i'm not normally like this...

today, in the afternoon, we went to the mall! that was the...6th time in my life! and i got some new clothes! ^^ happy days, i haven't gone shopping in almost four years, i've been wearing the same clothes, with the addition of a few things my friends outgrew and gave to me ^-^ they are so good to me
and i can 't wait for my next kung fu lesson! two more, and i can take the exam for my first belt! ^^ normally it would take alot longer than this, but i catch on quick! i'm so happy when i'm doing kung fu, it's something i'm actually good at ^^

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Friday, July 29, 2005


yesterday was a very...trying day >.< alot of things have been happening, and things just keep pileing up >.< i'm really just about to burst, on myself of course....
let's just say...it's pretty sad when you must call to make an appointment to see your own father for lunch....and how i had to work to get that....it would be easier to just get into medical school >.<
and...being forgotten....have you ever felt like that? alot of people do, but...to really, truely be forgotten by someone you love....that hurts...i think that i'll leave tonights post at that...and go cry somewhere...goodnight

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Thursday, July 28, 2005


   my new bed ^^

today was really fun! i went to this place near san francisco (across the bay a bit) to this huge store called ikea! so cool...since we've been remodleing, my room is finally ready to go, so i went in search of a new bedroom, and i found....a round bed!!! it's so cool! i've never seen anything like that before ^^ i can't wait to find a bedspread and everything and paint and decorate and *sighs happily* then i'll have a room! i can't wait!
let's see...oh! that store, it's all swedish! we ate breakfast/lunch/dinner (ok, the only meal i ate) there, and i had swedish meatballs and the yummiest potatoes i've ever had! and i had some swedish soda, it was so fun, i love it when they are in glass bottles ^^
and....ummmm....i love my cd!!! ^^ my friend michelle (the one that posts sometimes for me ^^) she burned me a new one, and i love it!!!! ^^ i guess i'm rather new to music too, this is cool! there are so many neat songs out there. i've just begun listening to the radio too ^^
that's about it for today
oh, and congrats to Chibi Koneko, the only one that noticed my days were all mixed up ^^;; i only just realized it as i was shutting down the computer.
have a great day guys!

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Wednesday, July 27, 2005


   help! i'm addicted to role playing!

today (monday)was really fun! ^^ i went bowling with my church's youth group. it was a combined activity, so the boys were there too. i'm not normally very good at bowling, but i didn't do to bad today ^^ (and, tejin, if your reading this, it still doesn't prove that your right about me being good >.< )
it was so much fun, me and my best friend were together with some of the teachers. our partner lane was a whole buch of crazy boys ^^ they would cheer and make a big fuss over everything we did well ^^ and they would bowl in the funniest ways, always trying a new silly way to throw the ball, and they would impersonate people too, they even did some of me, just walking up all shy and tossing the ball down *smiles embarrassed* but doing it like that works, right? i think i got two or three strikes ^^
and then, some little girls (i say little, but they are 12) came up and started playing with my hair, and kept saying how soft it was and stuff...then all those boys overheard and came and started playing with my hair too! *blushes* that was embarassing, after that, before they would bowl, they would "pet" me for good luck
so, that's about how my day went ^^,,
i hope you all have a great tuesday!

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Tuesday, July 26, 2005


hey guys, it's me again, dream ^^

sorry, i didn't mean to worry any of you guys! well, nothing much has really happened....ummm....yea, just please don't worry about me, i'm fine!

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Monday, July 25, 2005


   this is darrian....again

hey, she still isn't updateing here, huh? *scratches head* i wonder why....??? i know for a fact that she still has been answering her pms....i wonder what happened to make her not post?

here's another quote...

"your crying....why do you cry?"

because i'm sad.

"why are you sad?"

because your dying.

"why is death sad?"

because you lose everything you care about.

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Friday, July 22, 2005


Ignore again

read post below

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