Thursday, June 16, 2005

   i wish...heh >.< i would get in trouble for wishing that...so i'll wish something else instead...

i'll wish that...i didn't want to die >.< that's not wishing a bad thing...so i can put it, i guess...*sighs* i just got back from those apartments, i was painting again...for 12 hours....and the only breaks i took were for lunch and dinner...and i really think the paint fumes got to me, i was kinda out of it, and kept getting real dizzy, and falling off my ladder...i was sore from going to the lake already, and now it even hurts to breath, so maybe i'll just stop doing that X_X.....everything hurts >.< and while i was painting, all i could do was worry over something...i couldn't think of anything else.... then, my brother was not helping one bit, with his interogations and teasing...i know it's not true, but it feels like everything's teaming up against me... and we're going back there to do more work early in the morning, a repeat performance of today >.< i rather wish my first wish would come true... i even turned down ice cream on the way home, and i NEVER turn ice cream away. i know that i'm not being very optimistic...and most of the things i'm thinking can't really be true, but it just feels like that right now. i guess...it can only get worse before things get better >.< i'm sure i'll be better by tomorrow...don't worry *forces a smile* have a nice thursday...

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Wednesday, June 15, 2005

that was.....SO MUCH FUN!!!!!

and i didn't even die! ^^ i guess my death has been postponed til a later date. i even got away without any major injuries...just bumps and bruises...and lost the skin off my thumb >.< it was really really fun! i didn't drown or anything! (although...there was a time i had to be saved....thank goodness for guys that can swim well ^^) and i tried tubeing too ^^ i didn't even get dumped out like the others it was kinda funny though, swimming is the only time i ever wear sleeveless things or shorts...it felt weird and my friend kept making fun of me >.< just because she's naturally tan, and i'm always white...and i mean white one time, as a joke(on opposite day at school), i dressed all gothic-ish(nothing to extreme) but, all the gothic kids at school envited me to eat lunch with them...i guess i fit in...but i looked SO white in all that black...>.< i'm so pathetic have a great....uhhh....what day will it be? ......uh....*think think think* fiddlesticks....*looks at calender* oh! *smacks forhead* have a great wednesday! ^^ it took me long enough...

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Tuesday, June 14, 2005

   i'm going to die....one way or another....

i had kung fu again today! ^^ it was really fun! but...i wish he would teach me more! my teacher wants me to learn slowly, and take my time with it...but i want to know more! i wish we could go faster... and, wasn't that a weird dream? there was alot more to it...but i edited out alot of it, because it was to long >.< i wonder why i dreamed that? and i wonder what was going to happen next...and...who was going to be able to stay alive...thinking about it makes me really confused, for some reason... and i totally forgot about my music camp! i need to prepare an adition piece, and practice sight reading, and...i turned in all my music *hits head* i'm so dumb >.< now i don't have anything to play for the auditions... and camp starts on sunday! so close...and i'm so out of practice...this is really not good...this is gonna kill me... well, once again, i spent way to much time on the computer >.< i really need to buckle down and do my chores fast...so i can practice, practice, practice!!! and...0.o it's tuesday...oh no...don't worry, i won't need to audition for music camp...because i'm going to die today >.< some friends of mine planned a water skiing trip...nooooo....i'm so scared to go...water's scary...i can't even swim *cries* *goes back and reads post* wow...i really am a whimp well, with luck...i will live to post again >.< have a great, safe, away from deep water day!

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Monday, June 13, 2005

good and bad...

good news! i don't have to paint today after all!^-^ instead....tons of chores >.<

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   one weird dream....

i had the weirdest dream last night...this time it's like my normal dreams, weird... i went to stay somewhere with these people in this huge mansion, it was rather creepy looking. and i was working in a old store for the people. the room i was staying in had these big glass doors that led out into a forest....evernight, i would see little fires floating through the woods...i was scared *shivers* whenever i would ask about them, the people would get mad and say things like i'm crazy or making it up for attention, but, really they looked worried that i saw them. then...one day in the old shop, i found this book. it was really weird...i was reading it, and it was kind of making me do things. then, one night, i opened the doors to the woods. then i could see that the flames were actually torches. i read a passage from the book, and all the torches started drifting towards the doors. i led them into the big, spooky looking ball room. then the people came in. they looked really scared, and yet they seemed like they were expecting this all along...they started telling me what to do from there...and then they did something...and i could see that all the torches were being held by spirits... i read some more from the book, and did a few other things...and then they all started to become solid and real...i had brought them back. they all seemed to be from back in the civil war era. exept for one group in the back. trying to go see that group, all the people kept stopping me to say thank you, but when i finally got back there, i saw that it was a group of my friends! but they were still spirits...alot of you from on here too...and real life freinds... suddenly this group of really creepy guys came, and said that i had broken all the codes and rules of bringing back the dead (by this time i'm just going O_O and not even talking) so they said i could pick two of them, and the rest would die at midnight...i was really confused, and didn't know what to do... that's where it ended...i didn't wake up, it just ended there. i dreampt about something else afterwards. it was really scary though...it felt so real.... well, that was it...today it's back to painting... have a great monday!

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Sunday, June 12, 2005

   buttons!!!!

Button 1 Button 2 Button 3 thankyou nittler grasper! ^^

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   paint everywhere.....ow ow ow ow ow.....

i just got home from painting at the apartments...and i'm covered in paint >.< i'm too clumsy sometimes....i hurt myself to often too... we painted alot, but still have a long way to go *sighs* by the time we're done down there, we'll have painted 6 bedrooms, 4 bathrooms, 2 kitchens, 2 dining rooms, 2 living rooms, 2 long hallways, 2 kitchens, and...two laundry rooms >.< that's to many rooms....*sighs* and i already hurt *cries* to many times up and down ladders...and all the above the head work...oww....ToT i know, i know, i'm a whimp. good thing today's sunday! ^^ that means a bit of a break... yea...the temple does look like a castle! ^^ i'll have to find a pic of this other one...i REALLY looks like one! ^-^ and i never got to finish my site visiting...but it did feel so nice to get to the ones i did! ^^ it's nice knowing what's happening with my friends(aka you guys!) well, i hope you all have a nice, peaceful sunday! ^^ go spend some time with your families!

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Saturday, June 11, 2005

   *appears in painters overalls with buckets of paint everywhere*

i'm about ready to leave fro those apartments -_- but we're going to be painting, so i think it'll be fun! and...*dun dun dun* i was almost finished site visiting! that's the first time in monthes! it felt so good ^^ well, i'm off to paint! bye!

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   that was so cool! (and i'm really hyper from the ice cream!)

i just got back from my temple trip! it was so neat...i can't really explain it ^-^ and it was so pretty there. and on the way back, we stopped for ice cream! i know...i'll post a pic of it! this is the oakland temple ^^ this is the temple, how it looked when i was there ^^ it's even prettier at sunset yes, oakland is california, that's where i live ^^ here's some of those questions! thank you so much to those of you who left some! ^^ what are your eyes and hair color? brown eyes and hair, if you really are that curious, dive into my arcives, i posted my pic a while back... What color are your socks? it all depends! ^-^ i like wearing weird socks... May I ask which temple you get to go to? the oakland temple! it's so pretty ^^ If you could be anywhere around the world where would you be? hmmm...anywhere with friends! ^^ preferably somewhere fun! i'm not picky, almost anywhere's good! what do you think of the new Miyazaki movie? i haven't heard to much about it, but it looks so good, i really want to see it ^^ why are you a mormon? now that's a more complex one....hmmm....i'll get back to you on that one...i want to be able to explain it well...-_-,, i'm bad with words on here thank you again for those questions, i think tomorrow will be eventful for me to find something to post...i'm going to work at my mom's apartments again...*sighs* i hope you all have a great saturday!

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Friday, June 10, 2005

lalala....*runs off through feild*

ummm...let's see...what can i post? uhhh....^-^ i'm at a blank! i didn't do anything of any importance today, just worked around the house, apartments, and...oh, wait! i went to my lil' sis's open house! she's 5, and in kindergarten. i saw my old school(elementary) and most of my teachers ^-^ they couldn't believe how much i had grown! it felt weird someone saying i was tall (i'm only 5 foot 1/2 and inch -_-) and tomorrow, i'm going to the temple! i'm so exited! it's so pretty there...and...*sighs* i just can't really explain it ^-^ i go to the church of jesus christ of latter day saints, that's mormon if you wern't sure. ummmm....that's about it! if you would...leave a question in your comment, so i can have something to post tomorrow, if i posted about my trip there, i might just end up confusing most of you ^-^ so if you could ask me a question, i would be eternally greatful! i know this is a weird question...but it totally blew me away when i found out a friend of mine on here had never seen one!(sorry, but it really did shock me!) anyways.... here's a question for you: have you ever seen a cow?

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