Thursday, June 9, 2005

  

i'm so happy right now!!! ^-^ i can't help it! i want to bounce around everywhere...if only i was at an arcade! then i could play ddr!

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   fore! ^-^ and....golf carts!

oh! sorry for not posting yesterday, it totally slipped my mind there... i actually went to my dad's today...and it wasn't to bad, my step mom wasn't with us most of the time. we went golfing. it was really fun, i've been getting alot better(which is good, considering i just found out that i'm in a championship on july fifth >.<) and....i got to drive my own golf cart!!! *looks real proud of herself* after that, we went into the clubhouse for dinner. the cook heard i was there ^-^ and sent out a dessert platter on the house(isn't he so nice? ^-^) the best one was the kiwi sherbert! followed closly by those yummy little pastries.... after that we went to...the bookstore!!! i got the nineth fruits basket, and chrono crusade two and three ^-^ very happy...haven't read them all yet the otaku gathering...that was my dream it was so cool, everyone got dressed up, so you couldn't really tell who they really were, but you got to meet all your friends! and there were booths for all the clubs...and the artists showed all their work for reals...and that was just the first part, for the second half, everone was their real selves, no cstumes, no acting. i wish it was real *sighs* i know, that was one of the most normal dreams i've ever had, but it felt so real....do you know what i mean? sometimes, the feeling a dream gives...it's so weird...*sighs* i didn't want to wake up... p.s. i edited out alot of that dream (basiclly everthing that happened) somethings are meant to be a private dream.....*blushes*

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Tuesday, June 7, 2005

   i'm home!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yay! i'm home, i'm home!!!! *jumps for joy* i'm so happy! i missed my kitty! *does happy dance* and i've got my computer back! so i'll get to visit sites and everything! ^-^ and read my comments...i wonder what they were... we just got back, and i mean just. i came in, hugged my kitty, and came on here*looks guilty* but i'm going right to bed after this...*yawns* i'm really sleepy, i never seem to sleep in the car. and i'll tell you all about that dream i had in the next post! ^-^ no time now, but i'll tell you, it was really weird...well, more like something cool that i wish would really happen! well, i'll try to visit everyone's site today! i'm so glad to be back home! ^-^ have a great day!

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Monday, June 6, 2005

some where my love....*sing sing* ^-^

about the title thingy...i've been playing the piano alot down here, and i was playing that earlier(my grandma has SO MANY old song books, it's crazy) but now it's stuck in my head....*hums tune* ^-^ it won't leave! oh! have any of you seen(or heard) phantom of the opera? i play those too....and....when no one's listening...i'll sing it too...*blushes* ok, by tomorrow night (well, monday night) i'll be back at my home, with my computer...*sighs* that's the think i missed most on this trip... we're going home, which means ten billion hours in the car V.V but, i guess it's the only way...but it's so boring! i've read all the books i brought, and it's suicide to try and draw...well, counting telephone poles, here i come... my mom's b-day was really fun! we went and got my great grandmother (she's 98, and still going) so we had the "whole family" there. i made up a carrot cake(my mom's fav.) and had icecream too! ^-^ i love ice cream... here's something silly...don't you just love a new box of crayons? ^-^ i was coloring with my little sis, and the crayons were new...they were all so nice and sharp and smooth *sighs happily* i know, i know, i'm weird, but it was really cool! i hadn't colored anything in forever! try it sometime... and...and...*cries* i miss darrian! when i get back...he'll be gone already...*grabs tissue box* i'll be ok though! don't worry about me, i don't allow sadness for myself well, by my next post, i should be back to normal. i'll have my computer back, and be on more. and...sorry for always being so weird *hangs head in shame* i guess it's just the way i am... have a great monday! ^-^ see you all soon! well, see your sites at least! p.s. note to self, next post, tell that weird dream...oh! don't mind that! ^-^ putting that here so i won't forget about it! i have so many weird dreams, if i don't remind myself, i'll forget >.<

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Sunday, June 5, 2005

   lots and lots

i feel so loved! ^-^ thank you everyone who sent me pm's, it was so nice coming here to post, and actually be able to know what some of you guys are doing! ^-^ i've been feeling so disconected please, if anything else happens, keep me updated! ^-^ the picnic was actually pretty fun yesterday! there were so many old alumni there. and they kept feeding me >.< i'm so full of cookies...i don't think i could eat another one. "your as skinny as a rail, have another cookie" said one "you look hungry" says another *hands me two cookies* (after working at the kids booth playing frisbee) "all that running around must make you hungry, here, eat some cookies" pretty soon...i was stuffed with cookies >.< but, of course, they wouldn't stop there... *people keep handing me cookie after cookie* finally i asked when they would stop feeding me all those cookies, and they said "we'll stop when the fat lady sings" "well, i'm going to be that fat lady!" ^-^ and so i was i'll need to get back to that exercize room today...i couldn't fit in my 20 miles yesterday *cries* so i'll have to do extra today after the picnic, we got invited to one of my mom's high school friends homes, to let the grownups chat for a while longer. it was...0.o a mansion! they had a baby grand piano in there front room, and so many other pretty things...like this really neat giant music box. and it was so pretty...*sighs* the grounds were covered in flowers...and they raise conomera horses...there was the cutest baby there! ^-^ i love horses, this summer i'm learning jumping and engilsh! i already show western. oh! and today's my mom's birthday!(my mom is strawcatcher, if you didn't know) we are going to have so much fun...when she wakes up, we let her sleep in, and she's still sleeping.(we stayed up really late watching a funny movie!) but tonight, we get cake! yum!^-^ well...i think that will do...heh...*looks guiltily up at post* sorry if that was kinda long...*ducks* don't hurt me! i can't wait to get back so i can visit sites again! but being at my grandma's home is worth it! ^-^ until then...have fun!

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Saturday, June 4, 2005

   there's no place like home...there's no place like home...no, there is! it's grandma's home!

ok, i think this computer's possesed *looks around nervously* it works sometimes, but when i really want it to, it goes into slug mode...*sighs* it's really nice seeing my grandma again, i haven't seen her in over a year! and she's my closest relative...*sighs* i don't see much family it really weird being here...the house feels so empty without my grandpa. he died a bit ago. but...i'm not letting it get me down. he didn't like people to be sad, so i'm not going to be...well, i hope. instead, i've been doing all the things we used to do together, when i was little. like working in the exercize room *smiles* i did...19 miles on the bike...and a bunch of other things let's see..what else...ummm...(i'm stalling from having to go eat some nasty thing >.<) oh! *blushes* it was really embarassing, i don't, well, didn't have a bathing suit(other than my school one, which i don't mind wearing)...and i was perfectly fine with that, but i guess they thought it was a terrible thing. so...they went and got me one...i feel so...silly...wearing it...i miss my school one! anyways...they proceeded with making me wear it..and took pictures *hides* they kept saying how good it looked, but don't believe them....*hides* well, tommorow i have to go to my mom's school reunion picnic...at a really upper class prep school...i-i don't think i'll fit in there...it's for kids whose parents are rich enough to send them to a really exclusive, high strung school...i'm kind of afraid to go well, that's all for now, i'll try to answer some of those pms! ^-^ thank you all for sending me them! have a really great saturday! p.s. oh, and if anything happens that you think i would want to know, please pm me! ^-^ i can look at those, just not sites...and anyone writing a story, if your putting up a chapter...would you pm it to me? please?

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Friday, June 3, 2005

   please let me post........yes! i think it's working!

hi! i'm sorry for dissapearing without warning, but i forgot that we were going down to my grandmother's home. we came down here for my mom's thirty year reunion. i didn't think that my grandma's old computer would let me on, but...*crosses fingers* i think it's going to let me finish the post this time... we had to drive FOREVER to get here -_-,, so many hours...sitting in a car...not fun. but, when we finally got here at 4 in the morning, i went to my bed...and there was this big stuffy! ^-^ it's the cutest little errrr...i mean big lamb! so snuggly *hugs lamb* i can't figure out what to call him...oh well i will soon, i guess ^-^ maybe the computer will let me read my pms too...no, i think that's wishing for to much... i hope you all have a really great weekend! and appriciate your internet, it's bound to be better than this! ^-^

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Wednesday, June 1, 2005

weeeee~~~~~~~~~~~ i'm so happy right now! ^-^ very hyper! sorry, couldn't resist the post button... ummm....i'll post my site info My Statistics Total Visits 1122 Popularity Ranking # 615 gb signings: 217 bye! ^-^ ok, i think this computer's possesed *looks around nervously* it works sometimes, but when i really want it to, it goes into slug mode...*sighs* it's really nice seeing my grandma again, i haven't seen her in over a year! and she's my closest relative...*sighs* i don't see much family it really weird being here...the house feels so empty without my grandpa. he died a bit ago. but...i'm not letting it get me down. he didn't like people to be sad, so i'm not going to be...well, i hope. instead, i've been doing all the things we used to do together, when i was little. like working in the exercize room *smiles* i did...19 miles on the bike...and a bunch of other things let's see..what else...ummm...(i'm stalling from having to go eat some nasty thing >.<) oh! *blushes* it was really embarassing, i don't, well, didn't have a bathing suit(other than my school one, which i don't mind wearing)...and i was perfectly fine with that, but i guess they thought it was a terrible thing. so...they went and got me one...i feel so...silly...wearing it...i miss my school one! anyways...they proceeded with making me wear it..and took pictures *hides* they kept saying how good it looked, but don't believe them....*hides* well, tommorow i have to go to my mom's school reunion picnic...at a really upper class prep school...i-i don't think i'll fit in there...it's for kids whose parents are rich enough to send them to a really exclusive, high strung school...i'm kind of afraid to go well, that's all for now, i'll try to answer some of those pms! ^-^ thank you all for sending me them! have a really great saturday!

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   member of the week?

btw, i want to have a member of the week...who should be the first one? please nominate whoever you think deserves it! ^-^ real post below! thank you! and...here's some quiz results! what?!? will not! i'm planning on being the first mormom nun...well, maybe....*sighs* oh well... you will be a BRIDE! ./'./'here comes the bride all dressed in white! ./'./' hey who cares about success and money and jobs when you got your man right? for now until death do you part! (damn that's a long time) what will your profession be? brought to you by Quizilla ok...this one's better... Your soul is caring. Other people are your concern, even if you don't know them. If you see a person trip you worry is he is okay. You put your loved ones first and you're very mature. When someones sick you're nurturing and always try to help family and friends when failure strikes them. You can be called the motherly one, if you are in a group of people, which doesn't have to be bad. Love is something that's already in you and you have a lot to give whether you believe it or not. Your friends probably love you very much and come to when they need help since you're reliable. People can feel secure with you and generally like you. How is your soul?(pics) brought to you by Quizilla

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   i've got a lovely bunch of coconuts...do-de-la-do....

today went much better, thank you very, very much! ^-^ i was about ready to crack, but now i'm just peachy dandy! yay yay, hooray for today! so happy now! ^-^ i know, i know, i'm crazy... friends that dissapeared came back! it really cheered up my day! and i keep hurting myself...*cries* i guess i'm to dangerous for me to be around...wait, how's that possible...*looks confused* oh well... last night (or tonight, whatever time it is) there was a leadership retreat(in my church, i'm second counselor ^-^). it was lots of fun! and afterwards, we had chocolate fondu! it was so good...*sighs happily* ok...now i'm going to ask for some advice... i have this friend (no really, believe it or not, i do have real friends) and she just told me something..and i don't know what to do! i promised not to tell...but it's really bad! i'm really worried about her...she started smoking some drug...and i really don't know what to do now! should i tell her mom? or, keep my promise? ....i don't know *hangs head* anyways, i think i'm going to redo my site today, some kind of inu yasha theme this time! ^-^ i'll get working on that! wow...this post was a bunch of rather random things...sorry!

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