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Monday, December 18, 2006


  


Heh....it's funny how emotions can go from so low, to so high, then fall right back to rock bottom. (Don't worry though, we've got this lovely sledgehammer...that rock won't stop me from going lower!)

I passed statistics. Wow, that was really close, I was so worried! I nearly died, waiting all day to pick up my final test and grade...I was so happy that me and a friend went out and had ice cream! ^^ hehe, Ice cream is a treat I don't allow myself much, the sugar makes my head hurt alot >.<

Ummm....last night, I went to a birthday party for some old high school friends. It was neat seeing them again, but...wow, I never realized how totally immature people are in high school ^^ they are so young....0.o man, I sound old....

It was fun seeing people, but it really pointed out how little I fit in anymore. For one, a person I was pretty close to last year, was avoiding me...it made me really sad. I don't think I like being avoided, that's a new feeling for me.

So....what to do when you are in a low mood? Cook, cook, cook! I've been cooking things like crazy....that's what I do, when I feel down. So...there are at least 16 dozen cookies in there still.....and....I baked some bread, cinnamon rolls, made three very nice meals....Keeping busy is key.

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Sunday, December 17, 2006


   oh dear....

Heh....it's funny how emotions can go from so low, to so high, then fall right back to rock bottom. (Don't worry though, we've got this lovely sledgehammer...that rock won't stop me from going lower!)

I passed statistics. Wow, that was really close, I was so worried! I nearly died, waiting all day to pick up my final test and grade...I was so happy that me and a friend went out and had ice cream! ^^ hehe, Ice cream is a treat I don't allow myself much, the sugar makes my head hurt alot >.<

Ummm....last night, I went to a birthday party for some old high school friends. It was neat seeing them again, but...wow, I never realized how totally immature people are in high school ^^ they are so young....0.o man, I sound old....

It was fun seeing people, but it really pointed out how little I fit in anymore. For one, a person I was pretty close to last year, was avoiding me...it made me really sad. I don't think I like being avoided, that's a new feeling for me.

So....what to do when you are in a low mood? Cook, cook, cook! I've been cooking things like crazy....that's what I do, when I feel down. So...there are at least 16 dozen cookies in there still.....and....I baked some bread, cinnamon rolls, made three very nice meals....Keeping busy is key.

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Friday, December 8, 2006


hehe, sorry for confuseing you guys ^^ It was the one thing that was stuck in my head for a long while. Why, why, why??

I'm just super busy with a ton of papers and such for school.

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Thursday, December 7, 2006


  

Why?

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Tuesday, December 5, 2006


A girl sitting by a tree
_____someone please come save me
Quietly there reading a book
_____no one even takes time to look
sighing as she turns the page
_____what does it matter this day and age
Another chapter nearly done
_____does it matter what we've won?


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Sunday, December 3, 2006


   Oh dear, here we go again.....

I did over 12 hours of community service today....without any break. It was pretty crazy. It's neat work, I suppose. I worked at one of those community spirit tree's where there are tags with kids wishes on them. People pick a tag, then bring back some of the kid's wishes. There are two catergorys, what the kids needs and what they would like. It all goes to kids in needy families. This year they also added in elderly people too, so there was stuff for them too ^^ When the people bring the stuff back, we fill out the paperwork and wrap the presents up and tag them for delivery.
Mostly the workers are older couples, retired or just those who work for fun. Grandma's and such ^_^ They were all really nice. During the day, they come and go in shifts, but I always stay and train the new people.
It was nice, but....It get's very repetitive, and the waits sometimes between a delivery to wrap can be hours *sighs* It can get rather tedious to sit there and look happy. I mean, it's ok to put on a smile for stuff like that when you are talking to someone, or doing something. I dare you, though, sit at a table without moving for three hours looking the picture of happiness. It's hard -.-,,


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Friday, December 1, 2006


School's going nuts, I can't believe the semester is so close to being over o.o I hope I can live till then

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Sunday, November 26, 2006


Another Wii-less day... nothing matters when your Wii-less...

You dont understand! Waiting... for the Wii... It's like... waiting for christmas... 10 times over... but it doesnt sound as good since someone else said it on TV.

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Wednesday, November 22, 2006


Turn back, turn back and go away
for come what will and come what may
never in any time or place
must you and I meet face to face
To you alone, o childlike one,
the way is barred, to you alone
Turn back, turn back, for never shall
beginning seek the end of all
The consequence for your intrusion,
Can only be extreme confusion

But, don't worry about me.

I can take away the pain, If I will it all away

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Saturday, November 4, 2006


for halloween I wore my knug fu gea ^^ it was fun dressing up as something that I actualy was, people at the college thought I was messing around but....oh no! ^^ hehehe....yea, it was fun!
at night I put on a long jade wig and a ribbon to match, so I was like an anime kung fu girl ^^

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