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Wednesday, May 4, 2005

shame, shame, shame......i need shame heaped opon me

........................
i don't really have anything worth saying....
every time i pick up the broken pieces of my happiness, something comes along and breaks it again...

why does the school do this to us? they pile so much work on us that you feel like giving up, and then they have this program...it's called every 15 minutes...and it was awful...*cries* they reinact a accident with a drunk driver...complete with the jaws of life, a mediflight landing on our football feild, the mourg coming out....and today was the funeral for all the people that died...the speaker were so sad...and it was all so real...*sits in a corner and cries silently*

well...here's a quote from the book we're reading in english...

"there was a crash like the falling parts of a dream fashioned out of warped glass, mirrors, and crystal prisms."

sounds alot like my happiness being shattered again and again...

oh! i'm so sorry! i'll..i'll try to be more me-ish! i'm sorry for being all depressed and looking down so much, i really will try to stop this! *forces a smile* see? i'll work on it...*hangs head in shame*

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