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• 2005-02-11
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• drum major awards.
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• december 2004
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• fruits basket, .Hack series, DN Angel, Crest/Banner of the Stars, studio ghibli movies
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• become a better artist and trombonist
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• band, 4-h, reading, drawing day dreaming...
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• trombone, drum major, drawing(i wish...)
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Thursday, June 16, 2005
i wish...heh >.< i would get in trouble for wishing that...so i'll wish something else instead...
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i'll wish that...i didn't want to die >.<
that's not wishing a bad thing...so i can put it, i guess...*sighs*
i just got back from those apartments, i was painting again...for 12 hours....and the only breaks i took were for lunch and dinner...and i really think the paint fumes got to me, i was kinda out of it, and kept getting real dizzy, and falling off my ladder...i was sore from going to the lake already, and now it even hurts to breath, so maybe i'll just stop doing that X_X.....everything hurts >.<
and while i was painting, all i could do was worry over something...i couldn't think of anything else....
then, my brother was not helping one bit, with his interogations and teasing...i know it's not true, but it feels like everything's teaming up against me...
and we're going back there to do more work early in the morning, a repeat performance of today >.< i rather wish my first wish would come true...
i even turned down ice cream on the way home, and i NEVER turn ice cream away.
i know that i'm not being very optimistic...and most of the things i'm thinking can't really be true, but it just feels like that right now. i guess...it can only get worse before things get better >.<
i'm sure i'll be better by tomorrow...don't worry *forces a smile*
have a nice thursday...
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