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• 2005-02-11
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• drum major awards.
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• december 2004
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• fruits basket, .Hack series, DN Angel, Crest/Banner of the Stars, studio ghibli movies
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• become a better artist and trombonist
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• band, 4-h, reading, drawing day dreaming...
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• trombone, drum major, drawing(i wish...)
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Tuesday, July 19, 2005
i am the most pathetic person on the planet....and don't tell me i'm not
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ok...i was going to say what happened at camp one day at a time, but...i can't do this anymore >.< i'm so tired...of pretending, or rather, trying to act happy...i can't do it anymore...*sighs*
this is how camp went, in a nutshell...it was wonderful, it was a place where you feel loved, and wanted. i got so many warm and fuzzys (little notes in my mailbox) that made me feel so...well, warm and fuzzy ^^ it was great, i wish i could just stay there all year long...it was great feeling wanted
i wish i could post what i really would like to say...but i can't >.< my brother and sometimes even my mom reads my posts...all i can really say is that...i'm about ready to just give up...on everything...
ok...*ahem* on the bright side...*trying very hard to be happy and positive* monday...my kung fu classes got moved to thursday when i got there...so we decided to go to the movies instead...we watched charlie and the chocolate factory. ^^ it was really funny, i really loved the music
ummmm....i'm really trying very hard here...uhhh...well, i might not be on much anymore at all...two of my closest friends on here have gone and dissapeared...and the other one...i don't talk with that one much because, well, i'm trying to erase that one from memory...which isn't going well, might i add. and that in itself isn't helping...normally i can forget almost anything i want...but i'm haveing trouble now...*sighs* i guess it's what i deserve
i'm sorry if this post made no sence what-so-ever...let me cap it for you...i'm about ready to jsut give up, so i'm leaveing for a while...bye
i hope you have a great teusday, and however many days after that until i decide to return ^^
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