Tuesday, December 2, 2003

   Today was a much better day than yesterday. As you may know, I had a problem concerning my crush on "Dave". Well, though I have liked him ever since last summer, I have soon found myself forgeting what I ever saw in him in the first place. Today he was acting very childish and I realized how much he tries to pretend to be something that he's not. Even though he might know that I like him, I haven't been acting like I like him, or at least I truly believe so. I realize that I don't see our friendship going anywhere, and I don't even want to think about how our possible (but not likely) boyfriend girlfriend relationship would be like! I am very happy now that I know deep down that I can and most likely will move on. So, until my next post, see ya...
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   Today was a much better day than yesterday. As you may know, I had a problem concerning my crush on "Dave". Well, though I have liked him ever since last summer, I have soon found myself forgeting what I ever saw in him in the first place. Today he was acting very immaturly and I realized how much he tries to pretend to be something that he's not. Even though he might know that I like him, I haven't been acting like I like him, or at least I truly believe so. I realize that I don't see our friendship going anywhere, and I don't even want to think about how our possible (but not likely) boyfriend girlfriend would be like! I am very happy now that I know deep down that I can and most likely will move on. So, until me next post, see ya...
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Monday, December 1, 2003

   Today was a depressing day, for the most part of it anyways. The boy that I sort of have interest in (let's call him Dave)may possibly know that I such an interest in him. But, I didn't get all stressed or anything, because I just kept telling myself that if he did confront me about it, I would just deny the whole thing. Instead, I was a bit happy that he had a hunch that I liked him. I felt like he would finally treat me nicer know that he knew that I did like him as a person (as my personality might have proved otherwise). But, then I felt like he might feel like I'm this silly little, immature girly girl that had a crush on this ultra-cool Boy (and believe me, he isn't that cool, but for some reason I find myself infatuated with him). Anyways, I will still pretend like I just want to be his friend, and nothing more, at least until I get more proof that he might like me in return. So, until my next post.......see ya.
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