Tuesday, July 22, 2008

   BAD TIMING....
Ok, I'm dating the guy I like, right? Well, I feel like really awkward because he's like 10 years older than me...And today he was all emo bcaus his ex disappeared with nothing but a pistol. Been there, done that, am I supposed to go through it again? I hate it, but whatever. -sigh- Can't stand crap right now... Better go. L8r

Dreamless*~
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Sunday, July 20, 2008

   Uh...I don't know.
It's been forever since I last updated, having no internet (-tear-) Anyway. I'm curently at Daddeh's place, chilling with...well, I was supposed to, but stepdaddy's got her occupied at the moment, so I'm sitting with Aaron, an awesome guy I met the other day. To be honest, I like him. I think it's easy for me to say I won't be giving up on guys for a little longer. (-smile-) Well, later.

Dreamlees~*
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Sunday, February 10, 2008

   Bored and alone
hello everyone!!! Tis I, Cya! wow, tonight's been a lot of fun! i'm currently at my friend Kayla's house, but she and my bud Jessi are asleep, and I'm awake, by mtself. I don't wanna fuck with their sleep. I am bored as hell!!!! ARRGHHH!!!!!! Any way. Just thought I'd update you all. Luvs!

Bai-Bai,
Cya
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Thursday, January 17, 2008

   awkwardness
I"M SO FUCKING AMUSED!!!!!!!!!!!! It's great! I haven't felt this good in a while. It's awesome, really. I'm doing so much better. Little recap...I was sent to the mental hospital for cutting, and i dealt with some...most of my issues there.


Kayla: He's being an ass v-v; again...

Me: Our friend Wrath...

K: Yes.. >-> He said he didnt really wanna be here with you here and I was like "Thats not cool because she's my friend and she can be here whenever she wants and someday yer gonna have to hang with my friends." And he was all "Friends.. not friend" And I was like "... Stay under the blanket damnit." And shoved it in his face then he was all "She can leave when you wante her to.. Idc.." But yeah it still pissed me off >:/ The reason he doesnt want you here is cuz he's uncomfortable oO I belive.. Be happy and stay that way because Im here cool? He'll get use to it soon like I did with him and ALicia-chan.. Kay? So dont cry or I'll cry v-v;..

Me: I'm not so happy now, but i'll get over it...g2g.

bai-bai,

-Envy-

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Wednesday, August 15, 2007

   New songs. They are theme songs for me...
I'm rather depress-y. I feel...lost, alone, confined. It's hard to tell for sure which one is strongest...but for laughs (IF any) here's an awesome song (i really don't care for the video)


Lady Marmalade by Christina A., Pink, Mya, Lil' Kim, and Missy Elliot

I found this song while wandering the pages of You Tube. It's called "Frozen" by Within Temptation. Enjoy...
Frozen

This one is also by Within Temptation. It is known as "Angels"
Angels
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