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Thursday, February 23, 2006
I've thinking again..
How many times have we thought about what we've done in the past?...why do we do it constantly...i cry here tonight thinking back in the past, the past...could be good, bad, depressing, cold...and...alot more that i need not to list...It hurts us when we think about it...so why do we do it?...habit?...or...just...miss the feeling you were happy once, and it got ripped apart by what happend...at the time, you thought you were happy untill reality barged it's way in...for all of you whom had a good past, but is long forgotten, this is also for you...my definition upon the word past is...hard to label with a word, a past to me is a long drawn out wish to be forgotten event in your life...it is only an opinion...i actually speak out my opinions towards the world if you dont like it...go fuck yourself and have fun...anyways back to the topic..i talk from experiance...theres things in my life...that i want to rid of my memory forever...but...a quote-a good quote for that matter is..."what doesn't kill us...makes us stronger"...it speaks truth among millions of people...but you must realize none of them are the same, i write this out tonight...thinking...how much we put our past in front of our future...it stunts out capability to..."think outside the box"...meaning...if you forget about the past, your troubles will be over...it's easier said then done...people often get posessed of bang there heads against the wall, hopeing to forget all about it...or...get drunk off there asses...but it only makes it worse...trust me...i never told my lover this but...i slammed my head against my bedroom wall...untill i bled...my past haunts me to no end, it torments me...it...torments you...pasts torments everyone...we just deny it many times and put a fake smile on that no ones knows about...saying "im fine" when your actually not...people wanna help you out they say...but they truly cant, there not rule of your mind or your body...your going to have to kill it yourself...pasts makes us cry uncontrolibly i know, trust me...if you think about it, past is basicly torture itself...it wont stop...till your heart does...Please comment on this...and think about it...just....think about it...give me your thouhts, your opinions anything...please....thank you...
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