Friday, June 15, 2007

Waiting for Lal to come on...
I forgot about myotaku.
Gomen ne~ x.x

Soo, what has been happening in my life lately.

Well, seven weeks ago, my dog had 10 puppies; Lab x. Unfortunately one died, and the other nine survived. They were all black and white, with only one puppy being brown and white - he is mine, his name is Kanon. As in, Kanon from Antic Cafe =O woah. I get most of my animal names from jrockers ^^ and jpop artists .. like my cat Ayumi.
Anyways, I get to keep Kanon - but I kind of had trouble picking between Kanon and Bou. Bou had the cutesst faace ever x] But I liked Kanon for just being Kanon, and ive ever had a brown dog before.

Kyooooo~ my horseh, is finally putting weight on. I have finally got someone to help me with him, and so he is doing good and is looking much better. He is starting to fill out muscle wise aswell, due to this exercize that I have to do with him twice a day (even though that doesn't happen because; the weather is winter, so I can't go out sometimes. AND, exams for school -.-) But he is still looking very nice =] Veeery happy.

I am FINALLY motivating myself to learn japanese. Although I do not get lessons, I have found a very handy site, and of course, J-rock and J-pop REALLY help with pronounciation, and I can pick up some words from their songs aswell. Guess listening to j-pop since I was twelve/thirteen also helped a lot. I can get a better grasp on a japanese accent than most of the kids at school who have been learning it since year seven. Soo, I'm rather proud of myself =]

What else has happened. Oh, I had a fight with my friends. So the group has basically fallen apart. It is actually quite humourous. Just the way they are acting now is very pathetic. They're ignoring me. Why? No reason. It's all their fault really. Here is what happened in a short story. They thought I had this 'problem' that I am 'in denial about'. They continously harassed me (seriously..) about how I was and such. They thought I was in serious danger. The sad part is, they never asked what was wrong (like, what the fight was about). It all started because I had this fight with my mum because I was being an idiot and making mum feel bad because I didn't get something I wanted and my sister did and she didn't even pay for it herself where I had all the money I needed to purchase it.

So I wrote them a note and told them why I was upset blahblah mum and I had a fight andjshwhataver. It was over a horse. I actually told one of them on msn last week 'Oh, okay, well we feel stupid now but you didn't tell us that.' You never asked =] Basically, they made up their own assumptions about the depth of the seriousness of the fight. They never questioned what it was about, they took it into their own hands and delt with it.

They went behind my back.

And got me an appointment with the school counsiller.

Yeh :) I think that is a little too far. So I just, ceased contact with them, well, I still sat with them and talked to them sometimes, but basically I was just .. sat there. And now they wont talk to me. Why? I don't know =] They literally ignore my existance. Maybe they feel guilty? I like to hope so. Or maybe they just want me to apologize because they have somehow dementedly twisted it into a way where it was all my fault.
Honestly, I didn't even know what they were doing, if I had of found out, I would of said, you know, slow down, seriously, nothing is wrong.
I didn't even know it was about the fight my mum and I had. I thought it was about this fight that Kate and Kirsten had (Kate is one of them who wont talk to me, the other two are Steph and Amy - they .. im going to sound childish, but they started it basically.) and that it was somehow affecting me.

sigh -.- silly girls.
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