Friday, May 27, 2005

   NO MORE SCHOOL TILL AUGUST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hey!!!!! It's been awhile since i've updated but i've been rather busy studying for exams. But i'm back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So anyways this will be my story of the day...

me and Kay-::walk into Abercrombie and Fitch::
preppy guy-::swings around in a dramatic way to look at us and tosses his hair:: Like how may I help u?
Kay-Ummm...do u have any Vans?
preppy guy-Hello we're not a car store and vans are just icky...god get some class.::goes back to staring at himself in the mirror and applies more blush::
Kay-OMG...is he wearing makeup?!?!
me-That might explain his really pink lips.
Kay-I'm scared.
me-He's very...::lights go out and the doors are closed and locked::
Kay-OMG...we're stuck in Abercrombie and Fitch for the night!!!!!!!!!!!!
me and Kay-::scream::
me-We're gonna die!!!!!!!
Kay-OMG...someone's coming.
Katherine-::walks in::
me-Oh great. First we're stuck in Abercrombie and Fitch and then the 8th grade whore shows up...this can't get worse.
Michael Jackson-::walks in::
Kay-Hey it got worse!!!
me-Great.
MJ-Lets just make the best of it. Group hug!!!! ::everyone slowly backs up::
me-This definately can't get worse. ::George Bush enters::
Kay-You just had to say that.
me and Kay, and Katherine, and MJ, and Bush-::sit around a plug in fire singing camp songs::
Katherine-I'm hungry.
George Bush-Let's roast the moose head on the wall.
MJ and Katherine-YAY!!!
me and Kay-::look at each other and try and break down the door but sadly doesn't work.

Anyways I promise to finish this story because i'm rather entertained writing it. Anyways here is the song for today...

Artist: Ataris
Album: Anywhere But Here
Title: Hey Kid

I wait for the day to come
When i'll wake up and be a star.
I dream of a different world...
Somewhere where we will go far.
I bitch about my life.
I bitch about the scene.
I hate this fucking town
Wish that it was all a dream.
(chorus) bitch, bitch, bitch!
That's all you ever do.
Bitch, bitch, bitch!
Your ego will destroy you.
Bitch, bitch, bitch!
That's all i have to say.
Bitch, bitch, bitch!
Now i'll just fade away.
Just as long as i act cool
Then people will suck up to me.




They won't realize that i'm a fake
And that's what i'm going to be.
A dream and a kid
Who changes every day.
Someone that has to talk
When he's got nothing to say
Hey kid, it's a great big world
Out there that you think you need to see.
Hey kid, go on and live that life...
But live it without me!
(chorus #2) bitch, bitch, bitch!
That's all you ever do.
Bitch, bitch, bitch!
No one's more punk than you.
Bitch, bitch, bitch!
Your life is just a trend.
Bitch, bitch, bitch!
We'll see who's happy in the end.





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Sunday, May 1, 2005

   Oh Crapith...lol Don't Ask...English Joke
STORY TIME KIDDIES!!!!!!!!!!!!

me-::humming Mission Impossible Theme song looks around slowly:: I believe the coast is clear Kay.
Kay-Are u sure?!?!
bird girl-::flys out of nowhere::
Kay-OMG!!!!!!!! Help it's got me!!!!!!!!!!!
me-::continues to hum the Mission Impossible Theme song::
Kay-Help!!!!
me-OMG...Kay i'm coming!!! ::starts running but slips on a carrot:: OWWWWWW!!!!!!
Kay-::starts throwing stuffed animals at Bird Girl::
Bird Girl-::dodges every stuffed animal::
me-Ack it's not working!!! ::jumps on Bird Girl and pull's off mask::
Kay-Omg it's Katherine!!!!
me and Kay-EWWWWWW u whore!!!!!
Katherine-::country accent:: I may be a whore but I got your bore.
me and Kay-::looks at Katherine like she's crazy::
Katherine-Wait...that ain't right. I mean I got your man whore. Har har har!!!!!
Kay-Yak yak yak!!!!!
me-It's not funny Kay. ::throws a stuffed animal at Kay::
Chris-::walks in::

What will happen next? Will they ever defeat Katherine. Will I ever get Chris back. Stay tuned to find out.

I Hope You Dance (Lee Ann Womack featuring Sons Of The Desert)
(Mark D. Sanders/Tia Sillers)

I hope you never lose your sense of wonder
You get your fill to eat
But always keep that hunger
May you never take one single breath for granted
God forbid love ever leave you empty handed
I hope you still feel small
When you stand by the ocean
Whenever one door closes, I hope one more opens
Promise me you'll give fate a fighting chance

And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance
I hope you dance
I hope you dance

I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance
Never settle for the path of least resistance
Living might mean taking chances
But they're worth taking
Lovin' might be a mistake
But it's worth making
Don't let some hell bent heart
Leave you bitter
When you come close to selling out
Reconsider
Give the heavens above
More than just a passing glance

And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance
I hope you dance
(Time is a wheel in constant motion always)
I hope you dance
(Rolling us along)
I hope you dance
(Tell me who)
I hope you dance
(Wants to look back on their years and wonder)
(Where those years have gone)

I hope you still feel small
When you stand by the ocean
Whenever one door closes, I hope one more opens
Promise me you'll give faith a fighting chance

And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance
Dance
I hope you dance
I hope you dance
(Time is a wheel in constant motion always)
I hope you dance
(Rolling us along)
I hope you dance
(Tell me who)
(Wants to look back on their years and wonder)
I hope you dance
(Where those years have gone)

(Tell me who)
I hope you dance
(Wants to look back on their years and wonder)
(Where those years have gone)



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Wednesday, April 27, 2005

   It's Been Awhile...
Hey ya'll!!!!!! ACK...my cd player broke AGAIN!!!!!! THat's like my 5th one this year that I broke....and these are $80 cd players people. Anyways thank god school's almost over. Next year i'm hopefully going to swich to Gaither or as the band people at Chamberlain would say...Gayther. But anyways...I can drive now...it's F-U-N!!!!!!!!! Anyways i'm really missing Chuck...he meant soooooooooo much to me. I miss hearing his voice and even him singing to me some odd country song. I miss his sweetness and how he talked to me. Love is painful. Anyways i'm gonna try and not think about him. Here's a story or w/e just because i'm bored.....

me-::walks into Chuck E. Cheese and looks around:: I don't think i'm in Kansas anymore Mr.Wiggles!!!!!
Chuck E. Cheese aka CEC-::walks up to the confused me:: Are u lost little girl?!?!?!
me-::turns and looks at the huge mouse and screams:: Who the hell are u?!?!
CEC-Why i'm Chuck E. Cheese the GOOD mouse!!!! ::he smiles in a plastic grin::
me-U...u...u...mean there's a BAD mouse?
CEC-Well little girl...there's actually a BAD bird girl.
me-::shudders:: Birds are creepy.
CEC-::gives me a hug::
me-Get away from me u mouse creep!!!!!!!
CEC-HEY NOW!!!!! Chuck E. Cheese LOVES kids!!!!!!
me-Aren't u posessed and kill inoccent people?
Chucky-::the creepy red head doll appears out of nowhere:: No that's me!!!!! I will rule the world!!!!! ::starts running after little children::
little girl-Hey look mommy...a talking doll!!!!
Chucky-Die little girl!!!!
little girl-::scream::
me-::picks up cellphone and makes a phone call:: Hello...is this Border Patrol????
guy at the other end of the line-Hello...your calling Sea World.
me-OMG there is posessed doll in Chuck E. Cheese and that huge plastic mouse keeps starring at me.
guy at the other end of the line-I'm sorry miss but the dolphin show is not playing today...we only have it now on Tuesdays and Thursdays.
me-What?!?!
guy at the other end of the line-That'll be $59.99 for a Sea World ticket.
me-Mr...are u on drugs?!?!
guy at the other end of the line-Sure i'd love to go on a date with u...how about a trip to Chuck E. CHeese?!?!?
me-::hangs up:: I wish I was home...I wish I was home. ::wakes up from a horrible nightmare:: Thank god it was only a dream. ::looks up into the face of Michael Jackson:: OMG!!!!!!!!!!! ::SCREAM::

Anyways here's a song for today...



Artist: Sugarcult
Album: Unknown
Title: Saying Goodbye


She kisses everyone goodbye
And waves her middle finger high
They're never gonna mess with her again
The drama queen is seventeen
And sleeping with boys for free
She's got a reputation of being easy

Everytime they put her down, she makes a fist and the tears roll down
She packs her bags and plans to run away

She's saying goodbye and leaving tonight
She's wasted all her lonely tear drops
She's saying goodbye and leaving tonight
She's used up all her lonely tear drops now

She thinks about herself and cares about nobody else
Because the only friends she has all put her down
They hate her when she's beautiful and even more when she's a fool
They talk behind her back when it's her birthday

Everytime they put her down, she makes a fist and the tears roll down
She packs her bags and plans to run away
And everytime she makes a friend, the vicous cycle starts again





She's never, ever, ever looking back

She's saying goodbye and leaving tonight
She's wasted all her lonely tear drops
She's saying goodbye and leaving tonight
She's used up all her lonely tear drops now

She's saying goodbye, she's wasted all her loney tear drops
Saying goodbye, she's used up all her lonely tear drops now

Everytime they put her down, she makes a fist and the tears roll down
She packs her bags and plans to run away from here
And everytime she makes a friend, the vicous cycle starts again
She's never, ever, ever looking back

She's saying goodbye and leaving tonight
She's wasted all her lonely tear drops
She's saying goodbye and leaving tonight
She's used up all her lonely tear drops now

She's wasted all her lonely tear drops now

This song sums up all my feelings. Anyways i'm off so bye ya'll!!!!!!


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Friday, April 15, 2005

   Goodbye My Dear Richy
Hello. It's been awhile so I figured I better write something. Thank god it's Friday...I don't think I could put up with another day at school. Anyways their's this baseball player on my school's baseball team who's last name is Frauenfelder...it's really hard to pronouce. Anyways moving on...I went to the Chamberlain vs. Leto baseball game to see Richy who plays for Leto. Anyways this was kinda my goodbye to him. I'll miss him though. I feel like i'm about to cry. I mean there are people I cared about way more then him but it hurts to lose or give up someone u really like. It's just it would never work out between me and him. I mean u never really experience love until u cry over that one person at night and it's to think about them...and only then u really know if u truely loved thewm if they've hurt u and u experience this...at least that's my friend Lexi and my opinion. I mean my friends and i are in high school and they may say they love a boy but do they really mean it? Then there's the part where sometimes your friend gets sooo caught up in her boyfriend or a boy she likes that she abandones u and then when he dumps her or hurts her she comes running back to u. That in my opinion is wrong. Sure boys are fun but they can be hurtful. Anyways I miss my Chuck...he was the right guy for me. And Richy was a sweety who listened to me and everything. Anyways i'm gonna go now so here's a song...buh bye ya'll. Oh yeah almost forgot...i'm going to the Green Day and My Chemical romance concert tomorrow in Orlando...YAY!!!!!!

Artist: Snow Patrol
Album: Final Straw
Title: Run




I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done

And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Anyway from here

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand


Why you can't raise your voice to say

To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do

Light up...

Slower slower
We don't have time for that
I just want to find an easier way
To get out of our little heads

Have heart my dear
We're bound to be afraid
Even if it's just for a few days
Making up for all this mess



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Sunday, April 3, 2005

   I <3 The Movie Eurotrip!!!!!!
Hey ya'll!!!!!! Anyways yesterday I went to the mall with my friends and I got 2 cds which are the Eurotrip Soundtrack and the new Trust Company cd. And Ambre' got me the cd Start Static by Sugarcult. But yeah we had fun yesterday. Anyways here are some quizzes I took cause i'm kinda too tired to writing anything...

You scored as Flip Flops. You are a pair of flip flops. You like to have fun, and have a happy, bouncy personality. You enjoy life and smile the whole time. Summer is your favorite time of year, so try a pair of flip flops! Flip Flops 88% Fuzzy Slippers 75% Birkenstocks 69% Running Sneakers 63% Stilettos 56% Converse 31% If you were a shoe, what kind would you be? created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Prep. Oh the preppiness. It burns. You dress as if you've hopped out of an Abercrombie and Fitch magazine. You act like the stereotypical dumb blonde (even though you may not even be blonde). You have an obsession with hair and makeup. You generally don't like PE at all. I don't like you much, you are generally seen as slutty and annoying by everyone else. Tone it down a bit, sweetie. Some of you seem to be cross dressers as well... that needs to stop. You're acting like a fucktard. Prep 43% Poser Punk 29% Ghetto 21% Nerd/Geek 21% Normal-Music-Obsessed Loner 21% Goth 21% Jock 0% What High School Stereotype is your lame ass? created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as The Notebook. You have strong, passionate love like the notebook! The Notebook 100% Mean Girls 83% A Cinderella Story 67% Charlies Angels 33% Legally Blonde 17% What Chick Flick is just like Your Life? created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Bride of Valentine. You have had bad luck with love, haven't you? There, there. Maybe your love life will be better in the next life. Bride of Valentine 53% Sadie 50% Lilth 47% Deadbra Ann 42% Kitty 33% Sybil 33% Lottie 33% Posey 33% Lizzie Borden 28% Sheena 25% Lulu 25% Inferno 17% Eggzorcist 17% Sin 14% Which Living Dead Doll would you be? created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as ~*FLORIDA*~. You should move to the beautiful Sunshine State, FLORIDA! You love the outdoors and sports. You enjoy nice, warm weather and love water sports, and going to the beach! You are very creative, fun, and are amiable towards everyone around you. You enjoy being around the ones you love and making new friends. Some of your dream vacations consists of going to Hawaii or Bora Bora, but also Florida is on the top list. So, you should actually move to Florida! Because everyday will be a vacation. ~*FLORIDA*~ 88% ~*CALIFORNIA*~ 63% ~*TEXAS*~ 50% ~*COLORADO*~ 44% What state should be your future residence? created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Yes, you are depressed. Yes, you are depressed 73% Contented 45% No, you're not depressed 20% THE ULTIMATE DEPRESSION TEST created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Drug-Induced. You've got drug-induced confusion... you've fried your brain with too much cocaine.. lost all common sense with too much incense. Drug-Induced 83% Mental Confusion 67% Poser Confusion 33% Brain Washed 17% Clarity 0% What Kind of Confusion Do You Have? created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Tinkerbell. You are Tinkerbell! You are one of the most spoiled female disney characters. But being spoiled isn't a bad thing. You have character, and that's what makes you adorable. Keep it up - be bold! Tinkerbell 92% Ariel 71% Belle 71% Jasmine 67% Mulan 42% Pocahontas 17% ~~Disney Princess~~ created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Vampire. Sunlight? Crayola-colors? Bandaids? Who needs 'em! Going out at night is a pastime of mine, and I need my charm to open up those veins, as most people tend to be reluctant. While it takes some effort to hide my fangs, it's more than worth the outcome of sweet, delicious blood dripping down my throat... Vampire 75% Incubus/Succubus 65% Faerie 60% Ghost 55% Demon 40% Werewolf 20% Elf 10% Dwarf 0% What kind of fantasy creature are you? created with QuizFarm.com

Well anyways i'm off so bye ya'll.

99 Red Balloons-Goldfinger

You and I in a little toy shop,
buy a bag of balloons with the money we've got.
Set them free at the break of dawn
'Til one by one, they were gone.
Back at base, bugs in the software
Flash the message, "Something's out there."
Floating in the summer sky
99 red balloons go by.

99 red balloons floating in the summer sky.
Panic bells, it's red alert.
There's something here from somewhere else.
The war machine it springs to life
Opens up one eager eye.
Focusing it on the sky
As 99 red balloons go by.

99 Decision Street, 99 ministers meet
to worry, worry, super-scurry.
Call out the troops now in a hurry.,
This is what we've waited for
This is it boys, this is war!
The president is on the line
As 99 red balloons go by.

99 Kriegsminister
Streichholz und Benzinkanister
Hielten sich fuer schlaue Leute
Witterten schon fette Beute
Riefen: Krieg und wollten Macht
Mann, wer haette das gedacht
Dass es einmal soweit kommt
Wegen 99 Luftballoons

(99 knights of the air
ride super high-tech jet fighters
everyones a silver hero
everyone's a Captain Kirk
with orders to identify
to clarify and classify
scramble in the summer sky
99 red balloons) english version

99 dreams I have had,
In every one, a red balloon.
It's all over and I'm standin' pretty
In the dust that was a city.
If I could find a souvenir
Just to prove the world was here...
And here it is, a red balloon
I think of you and let it go....





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Thursday, March 31, 2005

   15 At Last
YAY!!!! I'm finally 15 years old. Anyways seriously I got soooo many people who came up to me telling me happy birthday and I just simply said thank u. Anyways so far I got the following things:
1.a new cellphone(I got this in January but it's an early birthday gift)
2.a new cd player
3.the Papa Roach cd
4.clothes
5.shoes
6.Green Day tickets
7.makeup
Anyways I got most of that stuff in advance except the makeup and the Papa roach cd...but my mom and sis and dad still have to give me my presents. YAY!!!! I'm getting my learner's permit soon!!! Anyways I know this is probably a boring post but i'm busy planning what my friends and I are doing this weekend. Bye ya'll!!!!!!

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Tuesday, March 29, 2005

   Depressed...Again
Hey!!! I'm kinda depressed again today...don't ever get involved with guys...they'll break your heart. Anyways here's a bunch of quizzes I took when I was bored.

You scored as Age 13-19 years. Yeah, you're cool! Live life like you'll be 18 forever! WHOOP! Age 13-19 years 70% Age 0-12 years 40% 20-35 20% Age 36-70 years 0% Age 71+ years 0% How old is your SOUL? created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Unipolar Depression. Congraulations! You are depressed! You know just how it feels to bear all the world's burdens, and the value of a 19-hour night's sleep. And you really hate that circle-guy thing on your Zoloft pill packets. Unipolar Depression 67% Eating Disorders 33% Borderline Personality Disorder 33% Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder 0% Antisocial Personality Disorder 0% Schizophrenia 0% Which mental disorder do you have? created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Blonde. Yay! You're a blonde at heart. Yeah, you may be discriminated by being called a 'dumb blonde' but hey! Not all blondes are that way! Just remember to stay your own person. Blonde 90% Redhead 60% Brunettes 40% Black 20% What's Your True Hair Color? created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as pac sun. pac sun 70% abercrombie/a&f 60% Hollister Co. 60% american eagle 40% WHAT CLOTHES STORE SUITS YOU! created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Winter. You are WINTER. You're more introspective, thinking deeply, feeling deeply. You love nothing better than to enjoy one on one time with those who are important to you. You are cautious, and sometimes second guess yourself. Dreams, though you have them, are a luxury, because life is not a plaything. Winter 75% Fall 60% Summer 40% Spring 20% What Season Are You? created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as David Desrosiers. OMFG...You got matched with the hottest, most sexiest member ever...hes so sexy that he doesnt even know it. you gotta love the ADDness in him tho. i salute u cause u obviously have good fucking taste...go watch David in his banana double banana moment along with all his other ones (getting the baby..not being nosy...masturbatory videos lol) David Desrosiers 88% Jeff Stinco 63% Pierre Bouvier 38% Sebastien Lefebvre 25% Chuck Comeau 0% Which member of Simple Plan is your soulmate? created with QuizFarm.com

Anyways i'm off to do w/e now so bye ya'll!!!!!!!!!!!



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Sunday, March 27, 2005

Tired
Happy Easter ya'll!!!!!!! I haven't posted for awhile so I figured I should today. anyways here's a song for today...

From Satellite
Just Another Girl

can u remember all the days laying in this lazy haze I can't remember them myself my head is full I need your help u were the one I thought I knew the one I trusted through and through but these days have turned to night I can't remember u anymore she's just another girl just another girl just another girl who'll leave u waiting in the rain she's just another girl just another girl just another girl who'll leave u jealous and insane through all the pictures and the postcards the history between us I never thought that u could change but I know you're not the same I still see u everyday inside u know I fall apart YOU'RE NOT THE GIRL I USE TO KNOW I can't remember u anymore she's just another girl just another girl just another girl who'll leave u waiting in the rain just another girl just another girl just another girl who'll leave u jealous and insane so while you're twirling fingers hoping that someone saves u and all this time was just a lie when their are no answers and nothing seems to matter just waiting for someone to tell u why u can't see she's just another girl just another girl just another girl who'll leave u waiting in the rain she's just another girl just another girl just another girl who'll leave u jealous and insane just another girl and I wouldn't have her any other way.......
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Friday, March 18, 2005

   Depressed
I have been crying my eyes out for about 2 hours now. It's hard getting over someone you love deeply. I thought I was over this special person in my life...after all he's been gone for almost 3 years. The last time i've really cried over him was more then 2 years ago...but I miss him. Anyways here's song for today...

Artist: Kelly Clarkson
Album: Breakaway
Title: Breakaway




Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I just stared out my window
Dreaming of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray (I would pray)

Trying hard to reach out
But when I'd try to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I pray (I would pray)
I could breakaway

[Chorus:]
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I loved
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway



Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away (I will)
And breakaway

[Chorus]

Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging around revolving doors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but
Gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway

I'll spread my wings
And I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway, breakaway, breakaway


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Thursday, March 17, 2005

   SAVE THE MOOSES!!!!
Hey ya'll!!!! I just got home from school not long ago and strangely my afternoon snack was shredded cheese and sun chips. Thank god it's Friday tomorrow!!!! Then it's SPRING BREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Anyways I just finished a book by Lurlene McDaniel called I'll Be Seeing You. OMG I LOVE that book...I actually got a lot out of it. Anyways here's the description of the book...

Carley Mattea never expected to become friends with a boy as handsome as Kyle Westin-especially not in the hospital. Seventeen-year-old Kyle was blinded when a chemistry experiment exploded. His doctors don't know whether he'll get his vision back, and he's deeply depressed. Carley understands how misrable it is to be in a hospital. At sixteen, she's had plenty of experience. But Carley is keeping a secret from kyle. She knows boys like girls who are pretty-and she's not. Scarred by a facial deformity, she has always used her sense of humor to cope. But now that she's become so close to Kyle, she's worried that if his bandages are removed and he sees her, it will be the end of their relationship. Carley wants what's best for Kyle. But what will that mean for her?

Anyways i've been studying for my learners permit test everyday...it's soooo boring. Well i'm off so bye ya'll!!!!!!
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