Birthday • 1985-12-16 Gender •
Female Member Since • 2003-08-01 Real Name • I am Taimou Nami-chan, Hitsuyou no musume!!! But you can just call me Duo, or Nami-chan!
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Monday, January 12, 2004
The Perfect Guy
After visiting the doctor yet again today, i realized something about myself. I realized that no matter what i do, how i eat, or way that i live my life, i will always be sick in one shape or another.
Why? Do you ask? It's because I have a nice little disease called hypoglycemia. Now i'm sure that there are other people out there who say, "Oh that's no big deal. I have it too, and I'm just fine." Well i say, props for you. But me, heh, i'll never what you could really consider healthy. And it's all my mom's fault.
My mom has the worst genes in teh history of the world. She has had/have every disease thinkable, and right now her current delimia is pancreatitis. Just so you know, there is no cure for this disease, and in fact, the docotors know very little about it. In most cases, this disease is fatal, but my mother is still clinging on to life. I know that she will contiune to fight, no matter what the consecences are. Today we went to the doctor, and well, it seems shes not doing that well again. Now she has to miss out on a full week of work, because the docotr wants her to rest. What does this mean? it means that my family will have to relay on me to do everything, and to pay the bills. Don't get me wrong, I'm not complining. In fact, i really don't mind helping out. It's just that I take a look at my father. How is his always there to help my mom, and willing to support her, even though he knows that if she has to go back to the hosptial he'll have hardly any way to afford it. But he loves her, and from my point of view, that's all that really matters.
So this is my challenge to all the men of the world. I know that the man that i will love the rest of my life will be exactly like my father. He will be loving, understanding of the pain and suffering that i go through. Understand that even though we may not have alot of money, we still have each other. He won't get mad if i have to spend the last of the money buying medicine to make me live longer. He'll love me for me, and not just what i look like. He will love me fully, so that way, no matter what happens, i can look at him, and all of my troubles will just melt away. I won't have to suffer anymore, because he will be there, always at my side....
I'm sorry if i've offended anyone, but this is just how i feel right now. I'm sick of feeling so shitty all the time. I just want to be healthy. BUt i know that is a luxury that i will never know.....
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