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Saturday, July 29, 2006


   Late...isn't it?
Hm.. Around 3 AM. I don't like to sleep. Msinly becuase I don't dream. I do have a bad selective memory... When I sleep I don't have dreams, but random events... Sleeping for me is like a TV show. Except half the time it is pitch black on the screen. I'd be doing such random things. One time I dismanteled a pistol for a soldier who was going to shoot me. Then for some reason I felt I should have put it back together, but couldn't. Also one time I remeber showing up inside a building where everyone I knew outside my family died. I felt that I killed them somehow.

I think dreams tell us what we shield ourselves from. What we truley believe on the inside.

Hell, who knows. So far I can interoet the random things as this:

The gun being dismantled: Maybe the gun represents my life. I somehow broke it, or out of instinct lost it. Now I have to put it back together. Or does the gun represent my past? Come to think of it I cannot remember anything past 8th grade....

Massacre in the building: Maybe I hate the people I call my friends... Then again I do hate some attributes of each person I know... But, I tolerate it.

Hell..., I'll sleep now. about 4am by now...
I'll tell you if any more random crap happens..

Here's a cool quote..

"The Dead may fall apon deaf ears, but rest assure; The Dead are not silent"

Anyone know who said it? No looking it up now..

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