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Thursday, May 4, 2006
 Dire pigs
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so i got in trouble with one of my friends today, and it seems Alex was fairly pissed with me for soometihng i did last friday. I feel bad, because i've been in a disturbed mood lately, and i didn't mean for her to witness it. It's like my life is slowly pulling at the seams, like so rabid raccoon trying to burst out of a bag or something. and i feel this unknown animacity for everyone around me, and anger for being so much younger than everyone else in my life. Like i'm some ignorant child or something. And i want at scream at people just because i don't like how much better their lives seem to be compared to mine. And i know it's not right, but it's just what i've been feeling in my heart, and i'm not sure why.
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Tuesday, May 2, 2006
sleepover
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went to sweet sleepover st My friend's house. So many details unable to be completely scripted here. Sleeping on an air bed between two male friends was paricularly interesting, seeing as how one of them was shirtless. But it was all clean.
However the next mornig was an atrocity. i woke before eveyone else, and decided i wanted some pizza for breakfast. I would get up, get some pizza, go upstairs and watch Saturday morning cartoons, and be in peace for a little while. Unfortunately, my weight was underestimated compared to the deflating air bed, and as i tried to get up, the bed sunk in, and i fall over onto my friend Alex. She wakes up positively outraged, and i couldn't get directly up because i couldn't get my balance. There was such a comotion, everyone woke up. so much for a quiet morning.
However, Monika did say if i hadn't woken eveyone up, they would have missed someone important coming by, so i felt somewhat better about my spastic nature.
over and out...
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vampires
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So yeah, for the character of Jonas Lucianos, i went through some old vampire notes i've had, watched Blade Trinity, and have been reading The Vampire Lestat. Yeah, I love vampires, so it should come as no wonder that the only lead character that is a guy would be a vampire. Though i must admit, Jonas has a bad side, and it's even worse when he's hungry.
He wears somewhat old 18th centurey style clothes (for Charlene's reference), and fights like Dorian Gray from League of Extrodinary Gentlemen (one handed with a sword).
And unfortunately, in one instance hunger gets the better of him, and he bites one of the girls. Hard.
Who is it? Does she survive? You have to wait to find out.
(Note: I can't rise out of this morbid state. I don't know what i'm needng right now, but i know i can't keep on like this.)
I'll put more notes up here later, after i've gathered everything.
over and out...
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Thursday, April 27, 2006
sugar-free sugar cookies
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Every extreme thing i have done has been out of love.
No matter how irritating, spontaneous, or downright weird, i did it all for some type of love.
I tried to do what i think is right.
Now i see it won't work, or hold out.
How i wait for the coccoon in my heart to crack, so that the butterfly of change will finally emerge, and i can be the strong mature person i've always wanted to be.Then no one will think I'm weird, they won't say i'm annoying, they won't hide their hate and disguise it as dislike, and I won't care either way.
(And as much as i hate guys, i realize how much i wouldn't mind having one to hold me in a loving embrace telling me how much they care, and what i mean to them.)
i hope we didn't have homework tonight...
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Wednesday, April 26, 2006
 Kool-aid
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For a moment, she stared at him, her mind racing. In sudden realization she blurted "You're a..a vampire"
He stared down at her with golden yellow eyes, a look of amusement playing on his face.
" Gee, i wonder what gave that away, my shiny pointy teeth or my insatiable thirst for blood? "
- a little something from my story. I need a good name for it, though. Rainy Days isn't going to work.
Sorry if I've seemed emotional and overly sensitive lately. I've had a lot on my mind, and find myself bordering the ledge of full-blown maturity. I've just having trouble getting there. It's hard to sort things out in yourself when you don't know where they belong.
over and out...
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Monday, April 24, 2006
 Rainy Days
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HAd an internally bad day, but i think i'm okay now...
So i've been constructing this story for several months, and i guess i can tell you about it. But don't get your hopes up; i have over 13 stories i've came up with, and tend to work on them sparingly, especially since i'm still in school.
THis one is called Rainy Days (unofficially) and the characters are basicaaly the people i hang and follow around on a daily basis. The plot needs twinging, but the characters are pretty solid-
Rain Scarlet Nightingale- main character, possessor of an Onica
Alexandra Tessar- water shifter who sells herself into slavery to save her family
Jonas Luscianos- vampire/ bounty hunter
Morgan Autumn- powerful angel creature/bounty hunter; wind shifter
Juniper M Stonewell- metalcraft genius/ bounty hunter
Agatha Foxworth- forest warrior
Theordore Blodrose- awful magician
Jenelope HAzelnut- fiery witch
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Monday, April 17, 2006
yeah..
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haven't been on in a while, but hey, here i am. Not that anyone reads this thingy-mebopper anyway.
One of my friends had ended up seriously hurt, and had to be taken to the hospital. Needless to say, i was totally distraught, having both witnessed it, and feeling the coldness of not knowing if he was okay or not.
well, when we went to see him in the hospital, i had horrific flashbacks to the time my mom was hospitalIzed from her diabetics, and when my brother was hospitalized for two damaged discs in his spine. And i can remember sitting there in thee starilized cold, hearing the sound of a code grey turning to code blue ( meaning a person has went from really bad to cardiac arrest).
And having to see a friend of mines who i really looked up to in that enviornment,having come so close to losing him, i actually wanted to cry. But it's bad enough being the youngest and most immature in a group without having and emotional breakdown, so i held on to my pride and remained dry eyed.
oh, well...everything's okay now.
over and out..
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Monday, March 6, 2006
I am Sanji Mamura, the hybrid warrior
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ello everybody!
so i've sworn off guys for the time being. I just don't think i could handle a relationship, or rather i'm unsure whether at this point i can. OR maybe it's just i've been waiting so long, or trying so hard and having guy after guy reject me that i've given up totally. It's like when you've been hungry all day, then that ev ening you're just not hungry anymore, because you've been hungry for so long.
i guess i should cherish my friends more, seeing as i have only so many, and i guess some of them are becoming annoyed by me. I'm beginning to
annoy myself, actually.
i need a soul transmutation.
over and out...
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Monday, January 23, 2006
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well, been sick lately... it's given me a few days to reflect on some things in my life, and such. I probably will be back by weds and well enough friday, but hey, no one's missed me.
over and out..
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